Hahhaha!! Split personality..
Honestly, I don't know how I really feel right now.. I'm torn! Hihhihik.. How I feel is better expressed with two different songs.. Hahhaha!!

Where Do We Go From Here by Filter

These half-truths you're telling me
Won't bring me to my knees
Scraped up and bruised
From your fickleness I plead
Just let me feel some ease
From creatures of your greed
Just let me feel some ease for me

I'm not so glad I met you
It makes me want to go away
Until you think it's over
I just... yeah yeah yeah

Where do we go from here
You know I'm not the only one
Where do we go from here
No, I'm not the only one

These broken dreams are screams to me
The difference I can't see
The way you look and talk to me
Your cross at me I freeze
The combination of lost control
The loss of soul, I wheeze
Just give some ease to me

I'm not so glad I met you
It makes me want to go away
I just... yeah yeah yeah

Where do we go from here
You know I'm not the guilty one
Where do we go from here
You know I'm not your only one

I just... yeah yeah yeah

Where do we go from here
Stop dreaming bout that shiny gun
Where do we go from here?
We know im not the only one

where do we go from here?

All Cried Out by Allure

[Allure]
All alone on a Sunday morning
Outside I see the rain is falling,
Inside I'm slowly dying
But the rain will hide my crying, crying, crying
And you
Don't you know my tears will burn the pillow
Set this place on fire
'Cause I'm tired of your lie
All I needed was a simple "Hello"
But the traffic was so noisy that you could not hear me cry
(I) I gave you my love in vain
My body never knew such plesure,
My heart never knew such pain.
And you, you made me so confused...
Now I'm all cried out, over you.

[112]
Oooo
Cryin' over you, oh yeah
Never wanted to see things your way,
Had to go astray
Oh why was I such a fool, baby (Why was I such a fool)
Oh yeah
Now I see that the grass is greener
Is it too late for me to find my way home,
How could I be so wrong?

[Allure]
Leaving me all alone
Don't you know my tears will cause an inferno
Romance often fades,
Why should I take the blame?
You were the one who left me neglected (I'm so sorry baby)
Apology not accepted
Add me to the broken hearts you've collected
I gave you all of me
How was I to know
You were weakened so easily
I don't know what to do
Now I'm all cried out over you

I gave you my love in vain
My body never knew such pleasure
My heart never knew such pain
You, left me so confused
Now I'm all cried out (All cried out)
Now I'm all cried out
Over you
Please forgive me baby
Please fogive

Hihhihik! See see!! An obvious mixed emotions.. but I feel pretty good!