Here with you, near with you
Yeah~ yeahhh~!! I found the song that I was looking for! It's called If You're Not The One.. Heehee~! Gosh! Jiwang la Wanie!! 'Coz I got the chorus stuck with me, and the whole song was like.. really reaaally err.. deep! But I like it anyways!! HAHHAHA~!!
Oh heck.. I think I'm killing myself with dark thoughts. Y'know, of course you've heard about how someone THINKS they're sick and that's why they're sick! While someone who keeps a positive thinking got well from their sickness.. And right now, I'm like.. THINKING that I'm sick.. while I am really not! ^_^ Hehh.. this one, my mind got over my heart 'coz honestly, I don't feel anything anymore.. Remember that void I mentioned last week? Yeah, I'm still in it.. Pity me.. NOT!! 'Coz I THOUGHT that I can't get out.. but really.. I can if I put my mind to it.. So.. wish me luck!! ^.^

If You're Not The One

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
but I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
and I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do i dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it , I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul, so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it,
I dont understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way I can stay in your arms?

Daniel Bedingfield