I've been searching deep down in my soul..
A question.. how do you make someone speak their heart out without you asking them to? Humm.. kinda hard, huh? Maybe they're waiting for us to slap their head and make them realize that they're dragging us down with the mixed signals. But anyways, I found this article in a news letter and I think it's true.. "Be in touch with your feelings. Never lose sight of it. Keep it in check. Understand why you're feeling a particular way, the cause of it and seek ways to deal with it. If someone is making you miserable, ask yourself if it's worth feeling so. You can't control what others do or say, but you can control how you want to feel about it.." So I guess... I need to deal with my feelings 'coz what I'm feeling right now, is SO not worth my time..!
Anyways, went out last night with Ana, Sheeya, Bahijah and Alitt to Shah Alam and got our Fundamental project bind. I think I put in too many paper in my thingy.. Huu.. don't know what I'm going to fill it with! It was such a tiring night~! We waited for an hour I think, 'coz the nice shop guy had to cut some of the boards for those kids.. ^_^ And the other nice guy gave me a drink!! HAHHAHA~!! It was amusing. Tetiba jek offer orang air.. Wanie je lak tuhh! Hik~! And then we went to McD.. Huu.. I finally got my dinner at 11 ('coz I was so stubborn not to eat before we left!) but it was just fine! Makanan ruji Wanie - McD! Seminggu mesti at least sekali makan.. tak senonoh sungguh!
And it's Tuesday already.. the Graphics paper was not so bad, I think! Well, of course I just ticked away mindlessly.. Gosh! Apelaa nak jadi nihh!! Yeah, so I read in CLEO, how you can tell someone's personality by their work desk.. and I'm the kind of person that cannot be serious! Hahhahha!! 'Coz I got a little teddy stuck on the monitor screen (courtesy of Ana..) and an owl placed on top of my speaker (courtesy of Musz..) Powerpuff and Cardcaptor's stickers on my CPU.. and a picture of me and Musz in a frame Fina gave me.. Hehhhe!!

Good Bye To You

Of all the things I believed in,
I just want to get it over with.
Tears form behind my eyes, but I do not cry.
Counting the days that passed me by.

I've been searching deep down in my soul.
The words that I'm hearing are starting to get old,
feels like I'm starting all over again.
The last three years were just pretend,

and I said...
Good bye to you,
good bye to everything I thought I knew.
You were the one I loved,
the one thing that I tried to hold on to.

I used to get lost in your eyes,
and it seems that I can't live a day without you.
Closing my eyes and you chase the thoughts away,
to a place where I am blinded by the light.
But it's not right!

Good bye to you,
good bye to everything I thought I knew.
You were the one I loved.
The one thing that I tried to hold on to.

And it hurts to want everything and
nothing at the same time.

I want what's yours, and I want what's mine.
I want you but I'm not giving in this time.

Good bye to you,
good bye to everything I thought I knew.
You were the one I loved.
The one thing that I tried to hold on to.
The one thing that I tried to hold on to.

Good bye to you,
good bye to everything I thought I knew.
You were the one I loved.
The one thing that I tried to hold on to.

And when the stars fall I will lie awake,
you're my shooting star.