Need To Be Next To You
by Leigh Nash

I've run from these feelings for so long
Telling my heart I didn't need you
Pretending I was better off alone
But I know that it's just a lie
So afraid to take a chance again
So afraid of what I'd feel inside

But I need to be next to you (need to be next to you)
oh I, oh I
I need to share every breath with you (share every breath with you)
oh I, oh I
I need to know I can see you smiling each morning
Look into your eyes each night
For the rest of my life
Here with you, near with you
oh I
I need to be next to you
Need to be – next to you

Right here with you is right where I belong
I'll lose my mind if I can't see you
Without you there is nothing in this life
That would make life worth living for
I can't bear the thought of you not there
I can't fight what I feel anymore

'Cause I need to be next to you (need to be next to you)
oh I, oh I
I need to share every breath with you (share every breath with you)
oh I, oh I
I need to know I can see you smiling each morning
Look into your eyes each night
For the rest of my life
Here with you, near with you
oh I
I need to be next to you

I need to have your heart next to mine
For all the time
Hold you for all my life
I need to be next to you

I need to be next to you (to be next to you)
oh I, oh I
Need to be, need to be next to you
Share every breath with you
oh, oh I
I need to feel you in my arms, babe (oh...)
In my arms, babe (oh I...)
I need to be next to you
oh I, oh I
(oh I...)

Hihhihik!! Been playing this song since the last 20 hours!! But really... I'm really REAAAAALLY fine now. I finally let go of what I really felt. So, thanks Pakcik! Though at first I didn't want to talk about it.. but you made me talk.. and it relieves me so! So thankful that you came by to my life.. that I'm able to really talk to you.. that you are a friend! ^_^ And yeah.. time heals.. I know I know... wekk!!
Waaaaaaahhhh!!! I never felt this relieved since the new year has begun!! Though my heart oddly aches (probably a case of my ego) and there's butterflies in my tummy (which is caused by anxiety) but other than that, I feel perfectly fine!! My heart aches.. but it's all cleared out! So... thank God that I couldn't lie, and spoke the words from my heart. (strike out for another diary-written new year's resolution which was learn how to lie.. Hahhaha!)
oOooOo yeahh.. This entry is a bit special.. since I'm going to tell you a FACT!! aaAaAahh!! Did you know.. that Ana dedicated this song to her boyfriend?? AHHAAHHAHA!!

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