"You do care. You care so much you feel as though you will bleed to death with the pain of it."
Ain't that true? (it is for me..) Brilliant words by Rowling.. those were said by Dumbledore towards Harry..
So I've been spending my whole night reading by my table lamp (which currently acting as a bed lamp instead, 'coz it is after all.. on my bed!) only to get myself disappointed. I am utterly distressed and depressed with the fact that I knew what have happened to the whole lot of characters! I have another 12 pages to complete but I doubt I can go on. I WAS sleepy some hours ago.. but due to my stubborness and impatience, I caused myself pain.. and regret! hehhe! Macam serius gile kan? Well, I am.. seriously depressed! I would have to say.. Chapter Thirty-five would be the MOST terrible chapter I have ever read in any of Rowling's work! As it brought me another horrible sensation I have felt since these last few days. huhuu~ I hate the fact that my imagination is pretty wild and when I imagine things.. It'd be so clear and vivid that I feel it for real!! I cried again-lahh!!! So someone REALLY died in this book and it hurt me that it was one of my most most most favorite characters! It's like.. I can't get enough of it, but now I know I will never get enough..! I HATE!! Huwaaaaaaa~!!! Nak dia baleeeeeeek!! Stupidly I was in a state of denial.. until the next chapter when Dumbledore really said the word - DIED. Sedihnyerrrrrrrr!!! It shouldn't turn out that waaay!! Demm freakin' Death Eaters!! Sampai atiiiii!! Benciiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!

Why did Rowling HAD to pick 'em instead of any other obnoxious (spelling?) ones??