Weird things

MAKCIK ASHA BAAAIK~!!
Hahhaha!! My pen dropped in class this morning and she picked it up for me! AHAHAH!! And I'm making such a BIG deal out of it! Ain't that silly??
Such a tiring day.. Didn't get the much required sleep that I need. Silly me.. supposedly I went to sleep at 2:30 am but as I lay my head on the pillow.. it struck me.. F1!!! So I checked the @F1 site to check the results only to find out that it hasn't ended yet!!! So I SMSed Dida and watched the streamed TV. hohoho! So Schumy won again!! hooraay~! Getting a bit boring that he wins the races ALL THE TIME, but you can't really complain that he IS good at it, 'aight? Oh heck, as long as it's not Montoya that gets the podium. Bluerrghh~! Bak kata my cousins.. Montoya cam Bangla. AHAHAH!! Biol~! So.. I ended getting just 3 hours of sleep since BJ called me to ask about SLIDE FILM in the morning!! Biol~!
I wonder if I'll be taking more pictures again later tonight.. :D

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you
I'll tell you that
But if I didn't say it
Well, I'd still have felt it
Where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess
And destruction to come back again
And I caused nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "It's over"
Then I'm sure that that makes sense

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet
As I'm sure we will
All that was then
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
~*White Flag; Dido

I wish I can totally say what I want to say without thinking what the concequnces will be.. And I also wish that people will never misunderstood the things I say 'coz I'd hate them to, and 'coz I like talking in circles~! heehee~

Suicidal

hueeeh~~
(hang around me and you'll know how it's supposed to sound like..)
Tiring day.. I think if I talk to a psychiatrist, I'm sure he'd want to see me the next day. I am after all, pretty much suicidal! AHHAHA!! (how can I talk about this, laughing?? ohhohoho!)
Went to do the Light Trails with Asha accompanied by Dzayed!! Thanks guys..! Kinda tiring, really.. stood around too much. Bluerghh~ Dahlaa seperti biase, I played around too much with my slide film! AHAHHA!!
Anyways..
EPPY BIRTHDAY SHAHNON~!!
Okie.. gonna have a long day tomolo.. gotta get my rest!!!
I'll try and find something interesting to say in the day, wokie~!

{ i wish i was special }

Jessica Andrews - Who I Am

WAAHHH!! Album Central's the best!! ekekke!
First heard this song from a TV show on TV2 and I requested for it! And today I got it!! woo hoo~!!
LOVE THIS SONG!!!!

So when I make a big mistake
when I fall flat on my face
I know I'll be alright
Should my tender heart be broken
I will cry those teardrops knowing
I will be just fine
Cuz nothing changes who I am

Playlist

Here's the list of my favorite songs at the moment:
(been playing it over and over and over again!)

Vertical Horizon - Everything You Want
Vertical Horizon - Best I Ever Had
Dido - White Flag
Evanescence - My Immortal
Evanescence - Imaginary
Santana & Chad Kroeger - Why Don't You And I
Nemo - Another Better Day
OAG - Aku Statik
Duncan Sheik - Barely Breathing
Lit - Over My Head
I'm in over my head..

They wanna try and build me up
So they can tear me down
I wish that I could be back there
But I'm right here right now

They've taken everything that I've had to give and
They say it's over but man I'm still here livin'
I don't know what to do, I think that maybe

I'm in over my head
Stuck in the red
Somethin' they said
Makes me think that
I'm in over my head
Over my head
Over my head

I've got to get away from here
And it couldn't be too soon
Cuz I see the stars are here with me
Like rockets to the moon

You take me everywhere that I've never been and
Show me the meaning of what life had to give and
I don't know what to say, I think that maybe

I'm in over my head
Lyin' in her bed
Somethin' she said
Makes me think that
I'm in over my head
Over my head
Over my head

They've taken everything that I've had to give and
They say it's over but man I'm still here livin'
I don't know what to do, I think that maybe

I'm in over my head
Stuck in the red
Somethin' they said
Makes me think that
I'm in over my head
Over my head
Over my head

I'm in over my head

been loving these songs around this week! :X

gelakgelakgelak

heehee~ Just did this quizes.. The topic was pretty neat, but the site is horrible!! So I'm not going to promote it here 'coz it was disgusting! bluerrghh~!!
Anyways, the first quiz was Do You Need A Boyfriend? And here's what I got:
You need a boyfriend like you need a hole in the head.
There’s been drama.
There have been words.
Breakable items have been thrown.
In short, men are trouble and you want no part of them for any reason.
Conventional wisdom says they’re from Mars...
And that actually is not quite far enough away as far as you’re concerned.
Send them all to Pluto!
And the chances of your changing your mind are slim to none.
But that’s okay. We need to hate certain things in life...
So we’ll appreciate the things we love all the more.

hehhe!! But I also did Is There A Boyfriend In Your Future? And what I got is this:
There is 50-50 CHANCE of a boyfriend in your future.
You’re interested, most of the time, but also rather unsure of how to
proceed. It’s like your mom or older sister never took you by the hand,
led you into the garden and had the heart-to-heart instructional talk
that other girls seem to have had.
You know the one, with all the juicy stuff about how to handle men.
But don’t feel like you’re missing out; you’re not! You’re learning
the ropes and eventually you’ll reach the point where you’re beating
men off with a stick.

hahha! Kinda funny when I think about it..
Anyways, currently listening to With Rescue Breathing - You're An Hour Late. Never heard of it? Well, some guy 'promoted' this band to me through Friendster! heehee~ Ain't that nice? This is the second time people from Friendster told me listen to not-known-before bands. And the first one was Nemo! And they're pretty neat!! @nemorocks! hehhe~ I don't mind promoting to this one! :D

....

Time fades it all away..

It amazes me how time can really make you forget.. The things that used to mean to you.. Things that you believed you will never forget.. As for me, somehow.. the one thing that used to mean dearly to me has fade away slowly.. It became much more meaningless by day. Kinda sad really, when I really put my thought at it. But somehow I don't think it'll ever be the same again. Honestly, my head kinda get to overpower my heart these days, so that explains it. It's not really hard as I thought.. to focus on what I should've. AHAHHAHA!! What am I babbling here???
O well, gonna let myself dream off the thing I've been longing of for quite a while.. and just that! Dreaming is not so bad, really... Kan Wanie kan..?
Anyways!! Went out with BJ, Asha and ABANG Dzayed! Saw LXG - League of Extraordinary Gentlemen. I have to say.. Really like that shot when Dr Jeckyl/Mr Hyde transformed. And what a handsome man, that Dorian Gray! ahahhaha!! Interesting indeed~~ Anyways, thanks ABANG Dzayed~! Blanje orang makan tadik.. :D ngee~
Humm.. Feeling a bit sleepy and grumpy right now.. bluerrghhh!

It's important to know what's your capabilities and when some things are out of reach, you should just let it be..

bluerghhh~

why am i getting more and more upset about my website?
seems like i'll never put it up properly again..
feels like leaving it just like that for ever..
i have not yet regain my usual excitement to work on it..
feels like stopping at mid-way...

Everything You Want; Vertical Horizon

You're waiting for someone to put you together
You're waiting for someone to push you away
There's always another wound to discover
There's always something more you wish he'd say

He's everything you want, he's everything you need
He's everything inside of you that you wish you could be
He says all the right things at exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you, and you don't know why

Love this song~!!

bodo tripod

anyways.. maybe it's just on me..
but the tripod ads are getting ridiculous!! so there's a big chance that I'll be changing host the next time I get back to MMU..
sakit ati btol tengok ads tolol ni!!
grRrRRR!!!

adohh.. demm these tripod ads!!!

UPDATED~!

Anyways.. takde keje.. so buat layout baru..
FRUITS BASKET!!
Sangat sukaaaaaaaaaa~!
Okielaa... tengah tak tau nak taip ape nihh..
Slamat bercoti MMU peeps!! Skolah pon nak start cuti ekk?
:D