tired..

Haven't got a proper rest since the last 48 hours.
I'd usually curse horribly with a day like this but somehow I don't feel it. Had heard enough of the words to add some more by myself. Rase sesak dikelilingi oleh orang yang sedang moody. I didn't like it, so I'll try not to be so moody myself, okie!
Didn't sleep last night, doing design process. (thanks a lot to procrastination!) Don't know how I shall put these into words. While most of my friends do their work, I'd chat.. when they've already got to the letter Q, I was still at B. Honestly, I was stuck at B for two days! hahhaha! (pemalas betul!)
Anyways.. feeling quite weird right now.
I keep doing the things that would get me into a sticky situation.. why? Felt like starting something that I shouldn't start. So afraid of spoiling it out but sometimes I wonder if there's anything more.
This song is kinda sad, don't you think?

Out Of Reach by Gabrielle

Knew the signs
Wasn't right
I was stupid for a while
Swept away by you
And now I feel like a fool
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be

Catch myself
From despair
I could drown
If I stay here
Keeping busy everyday
I know I will be OK

But I was
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be

So much hurt,
So much pain
Takes a while
To regain
What is lost inside
And I hope that in time,
You'll be out of my mind
And I'll be over you

But now I'm
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach,
So far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be

Out of reach,
So far
You never gave your heart
In my reach, I can see
There's a life out there
For me

very very tired.. SHOULD be sleeping..