indifferent. numb. hollow. stoic.

BAHIJAH OWES ME FOOOODDDD!!!
did a favor for her that caused me some breathing-problems. hahhaha!! so she didn't say that i need to run, but we were indeed in a hurry.. :p semput btol lari tadi.. :( think i should go see the doctor one of these days. my right-side face aches badly.. right ear, right nostril, right anak tekak.. hehhe! bermasalah!!! :(

was up pretty early.. lily did a MIRACLE really..
called me up at 8 something and asked; "want to go to class?"
WOWWW!!! something is not right, but really!!! that was what happened! hahahhaha!!
lily actually called me up to get to class!! hahhahahaha!! but tersemangat sangat, class actually starts at 10 but we were already there at 9! hahahha!!
but then lily said that her photo was ruined.. torn at the caption part and said that she wants to reprint. so somehow.. we concluded NOT to go to class.. but to borrow alitt's car and drove off to printgate! hahhahaha!!
though we didn't get into the class.. it's still a miracle that lily was the one who wanted to go on the first place. ekkekeke!!
(yeah, i'll probably tell this story over and over again! ekkekeke!)

dearest prisca.. ganbatte next week!!!! yosh~!

been pondering about some things lately.. guess things just happen to enter my mind these days. things i've seen and should interpret carefully. :D should i take it as a sign or it was all just another coincedence? humph~
my armful of hope has reduced to a pinch..
it does feel that way somehow.. and though i tell a certain story for over and over.. it felt as if i'm telling about any other story.. no, it's not tired that i am feeling.. just careful.. extremely careful... :D stuff will happen if it's meant to be.. either way, we'll have to meet it when it comes, 'aight? :D
penat ketuk kepala banyak sangat je arini.. hehhe!!

oh.. heard this song on hitz just now.. (i wonder why hitz keep playing old songs..)
Barely Breathing by Duncan Sheik

I know what you're doing
I see it all too clear
I only taste the saline when I kiss away your tears
You really had me going, wishing on a star
But the black holes that surround you are heavier by far

I believed in your confusion, you were so completely torn
It must've been that yesterday was the day that i was born
There's not much to examine, there's nothing left to hide
You really can't be serious, you have to ask me why
I say goodbye...

Cause I am barely breathing
And I can't find the air
Don't know who I am kidding
Imagining you care
And I could stand here waiting
A fool for another day
I don't suppose it's worth the prize and worth the price
The price that I would pay

And everyone keeps asking, what's it all about?
I used to be so certain and I can't figure out
What is this attraction? Only feel the pain
There's nothing left to reason and only you to blame
Will it ever change?

Cause I am barely breathing
And I can't find the air
I don't know who I'm kidding
Imagining you care
And I could stand here waiting
A fool for another day
But I don't suppose it's worth the price, it?s worth the price
The price that I would pay
But I'm thinking it over anyway...
I?m thinking it over anyway ?

I've come to find
I may never know
Your changing mind
Is it friend or foe?
I rise above
Or sink below
With every time
You come and go
Please don't come and go

Cause I am barely breathing
And I can't find the air
I don't know who I'm kidding
Imagining you care
And I could stand here waiting
A fool for another day
I don't suppose it's worth the prize and it?s worth the price
The price that I would pay
But I'm thinking it over anyway...
I'm thinking it over anyway...

And I know what you?re doing
I see it all too clear?

*sighs*