seringkali..

seringkali diri ini diulit mimpi
mimpi mimpi indah yang membuai perasaan
namun mimpi hanyalah mimpi
aku terjaga jua di siang hari

siang, siang bertemankan malam
pabila siang aku keseorangan
mana hilangnya pasanganku?
sekali lagi bertemankan sendiri

alangkah indah kiranya malam berpanjangan
biar aku tenggelam dalam perasaan ini
realitinya aku seorang diri
namun sekurang kurangnya, aku bertemankan mimpi
[2:37 am]

bored..
so bored... :(
my mood ring doesn't show it.. but my heart it screaming with despair. entahlaa.. pelik kan? one minute i can laugh with joy.. but the other minute i'd scream with pain.. like a never-ending pms.
bosan betol!!!
rase nak muntah.. gosh, i hate this!!! (i usually feel like throwing up when i feel reaaaally crappy)
feels like i'm letting people down for being so messed-up. feels like i have let some down.. and will let someone down in the near future.. hummph.

been spending the night helping prisca and lily measure up their photos as rosie helped for my maya! :D should get my sleep.. supposedly be having a looong day ahead. class at 9 am. hummph! :|

Bizzare Love Triangle by Frente

Every time I think of you
I get a shot right through into a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine, but it's a problem I find
Living a life that I can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes, and it's what nobody knows
And every day my confusion grows

Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say

I feel fine, and I feel good
I feel like I never should
Whenever I get this way, I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself that if I hurt someone else
Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be

Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say

humm.. listening again to this. (and some other sappy songs) *sigh*

don't know if i should go ahead with the venti...... *sigh*

i can't catch you..
oh, i wanna catch you..
*sigh*

update!!
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phone bisuku tiba tiba berbunyi;

"Alamak..pc asha terestart laa pas2 xleh nak konek
balik..oops =P sleep well yah..jus don think much
of things dat r uncertain.b happy.always.gudnite
wanie...gudnite"
[3:21 am]

hehhe! thanks prisc! >:D<