mosquito bites.

i hate.
been having those for a few nights.
can't sleep well because of the mosquitoes!
i reaaaally hate!!! X(


Quasimodo by Lifehouse

You could be right and I'll be real
Honesty won't be a pain you'll have to feel
'Cause I don't need your approval to find my worth
I've been trapped inside of my own mind
Afraid to open my eyes 'cause of what I'd find
I don't want to live like this anymore

There goes my pain
There goes my chains
Did you see them fall
There goes this feeling that has no meaning

There goes the world off of my shoulders
There goes the world off of my back
There it goes

Does it scare you that
I can be something different than you
Would it make you feel more comfortable if I wasn't
You can't control me
You can't take away from me who I am

There goes my pain
There goes my chains
Did you see them fall
There goes this feeling that has no meaning

There goes the world off of my shoulders
There goes the world off of my back
You can't change me
You can't break me

There goes the world off of my shoulders
There goes the world off of my back

Have you ever felt that your only comfort was your cage
You're not alone
I have felt the same as you
Have you ever felt like your secrets give you away
You're not alone
I have been there, too

Everyone is looking
and everyone is laughing but I think everyone feels the same
Everybody wants to feel okay
Everybody wants to
Everybody wants to feel

There goes my pain
There goes my chains
Did you see them fall
There goes this feeling that has no meaning

There goes the world off of my shoulders
There goes the world off of my back

'Cause I don't want it
I don't want it
You can't change me
You can't break me

There goes the world off of my shoulders
There goes the world off of my back
There it goes

okay.. i think i had some things to tell earlier but somehow it's left up there in this head.
i don't feel like reporting any of my day activity somehow.
pms.
not making me any happier, really.
emailed some finance guy about the ptptn loan, but there's still no reply. lazy airhead!
b-( (do you notice how "rich" my curse vocabulary these days?? b-( ) bosannye fikir pasal duuiiiiit!!!
and i said i would stop eating.. but i can't! in fact, i've been wasting them! grrRrRR! so angry at myself!! X(
(i think i should be blacklisted or something by the finance division for keep on sending emails.. hahhahha!! well, i am honestly.. just inches away from sending spam or pornographic sites to their emails.. ekkekeke! i would if they don't reply the email i just sent!)

ekkk!!! great!! now i'm hit with a real crappy mood!
thank you.

can't wait for the school break. can't wait for the school break. can't wait for the school break.
the best time to run away from everything.. or anyone, if that matters.
can't wait to get my head all empty again.. aaahhhh~
i am SO anticipating the school break..!!!
i want 3 weeks of sleep.. 3 weeks of play play playy.. 3 weeks of shouting about with dida.. 3 weeks of hugging papa.. 3 weeks of kissing mama's butt.. 3 weeks of babbling with izzati.. 3 weeks of steeling nina's wisdom.. 3 weeks of comforter.. 3 weeks of television.. 3 weeks of pen and paper..
starting to miss my diary. going to have to get a new book 'coz my current one is running out of pages! :D
can't wait for the next 2 weeks to end.. so i can glue myself at home for the next 3 weeks.

i feel the need to run.. very far from here.