the week continues...

(btw, i think he's wearing converse shoes. ekkeke)
Trying by Lifehouse

Could you let down your hair
Be transparent for a while, just a little while
To see if you're human after all

Honesty is a hard attribute to find
When we all want to seem like
We've got it all figured out

Well let me be the first to say that I don't have a clue
I don't have all the answers
Ain't gonna to pretend like I do

Just trying
To find my way
Trying
To find my way the best I know how

Well I haven't memorized all of the cute things to say
But I'm working on it
Maybe I'll master this art form someday
If i quote all the lines off the top of my head
Would you believe
That I fully understand all these things I've read

I'm just trying
To find my way
Trying
To find my way
Trying
To find my way the best that I know how

Well I haven't got it all figured out quite yet but
Even if it takes my whole life to get to where I need to be
And if I should fall to the bottom of the end
I'll be one step back to you, and

I'm trying to find my way
Trying to find my way

I'm trying to find my way
Trying to find my way...

(been bolding out parts that i have no reason why..)
just found out how neat the arrangement sounds.. :x

i still have nothing much to say..
except..
b*tch! (man, i hate using that curse word!!!)
i may find myself cursing again in 2 months and probably right then i'd really hit myself to the walls. *scream*
screw youu!
god, i'm so angry!!

almost 2 years in multimedia university. i find myself thinking about the people i know..

there was a person i used to care very much and put my whole trust in to..
another person that i can't get enough of..
and a person i used to distant myself from..
also a person i'd love to get to know more of..

now that time has passed..
i still trust that same person with all my heart. i truly care for that person though i may not seem like so..
i still can't get enough of that other person. i am still.. absolutely.. enamoured..
and i've come to adore and look up to that person, as the person have been intelligent and impressive all this while.
but i have also received much pain from the person that i used to like so much for the coolness. turns out that the person was just.. cold.

i find myself apologizing, somehow.
..and i hate it.

but i still love jason wade!! :x :x
and now tetiba teringin nasik beriyani mamak! adohhh~! (bole lak malam malam buta!)