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last post for the month!! (hopefully :)))
gonna pull out all the cables and wires in a while.. gonna send all my stuff back home. goodbye hostel~! adeh..
really gonna miss this room. i am truly blessed while i was in this room. seems like there's always a bit of luck in my messy life. (read: luck = love) God still loves meee!! :x (pandai pandaaai je cakap! perasan btol! -but i DO believe that, so if you think the opposite.. SEE IF I CARE! hahahhahaha!-)
maaan, i actually should start to care what people think!..at least a bit! hahhahaha!

anyways!! what had this year been? umm.. BETA was.. *blush* somehow i can only remember one thing.. a face to be exact! *blush even more* HAHH! FIKIR APE AA?? i was thinking of chematto laaaaa!! hahhaha!! :P beta was soo full of rejection.. insecurities.. fury.. (okay, i am not talking ONLY about work, now) but it all turns swell in the end. doesn't it?

beta has been great with friends. (read: friends = gits that makes you forget) melalaikan, yess! but my life has always been about friends. if you think it shouldn't be that way.. SEE IF I CARE! hahhahaha!!! i am truly addicted to friends since i was in school. and loving it!! :) sure we had some topsy-turvy but it all turns swell at the end. doesn't it?
(waaahh! how confident am i to talk about this??)
okaay, i guess my greatest fear of all is losing my loved ones. family.. friends.. so i really shouldn't be too confident on that, now. but if i were to lose them, i know.. i was once loved, and i am confident with that! :)

beta has also been very stupid for me. well, not stupid stuupid.. but.. well.. something like that! my indesiveness can't get me nowhere, lalalalalaaa~

o well, that's life! you live.. you learn! and everyone is lucky in their own way.. if you can't see that with your eyes, try open up your heart. if both ways doesn't help, hit your head really hard.. 'coz you're actually even more stupid that i am!

All This Time by Michelle Mcmanus

This time yesterday,
I thought I was gonna die,
Standing at the edge, of my ordinary life.
Now I am looking far ahead,
I only see clear blue skies,
Hope this feeling lasts me, until the end of time.

Now I don't see the things that bring me down like I used to.
No, and there were times where we felt like giving up but we came through.

All this time, we've come a long a long way
I waited a life time for today
I’m praying this moment’s here to stay
All this time, when everyone else said I was wrong
You gave me your reason to be strong
You gave me the will to carry on, All this time.

You kiss my blues away,
My yesterdays far behind,
And all these clouds of doubt, have cleared around my mind,
Now I’m looking far ahead,
I'm looking with brand new eyes,
Well, I can't see the future, but I know it’s looking bright

Never thought that we could survive what we’ve came through,
No, and there were times we felt like giving up but we had to. (?)

All this time, we've come a long a long way
I waited a life time for today
I’m praying this moment’s here to stay
All this time, when everyone else said I was wrong
You gave me your reason to be strong
You gave me the will to carry on, All this time.

It’s like a second chance at life,
So many people passing by,
and you know it's a shame ‘cause they can't believe
so they don't and they wont even try.
With every battle that's been won,
With every little thing I’ve done
What I couldn't see, It's now clear to me.

All this time, We've come a long a long way
I waited a life time for today
I am praying this moment is here to stay
All this time, We've come a long a long way
I waited a life time for today
I am praying this moment is here to stay
All this time, when everyone else said I was wrong
You gave me a reason to be strong
You gave me the will to carry on
All this time

so!
HAPPY HOLS PEEPS~!
hope you'll have fun through the 3 weeks break!!
maaaannn i am SO going to miss some of you! *hugs* (*gedebikk* then *hugs*)

if you'll excuse me.. gonna turn off this computer and send it back home. i'll be at rosie's if you need me. until monday aje tapinye! ekekekek!
see ya' in 3 weeks time!