okay okaaay..

symptoms of stress :
_ frequent headaches
_ muscle tension or stiffness
_ heart pounding
_ poor concentration
_ fatigue
_ depressed
_ irritability
_ frustration
_ moodiness
_ racing thoughts
_ restlessness
_ forgetfulness
_ sleep disturbance
_ decreased satisfaction with work
_ decreased enjoyment with friends and family

ALL CHECKED!!

stressed out.
need - to - calm - down.
if this keeps on, i KNOW i'll die young.. no need for anyone to suggest that to me.

takde rest ke ID oyy..!!!!!

an excruciating one month, it has been.
i HATE having without.
dekat tapi jauh.
i HATE distance!! i HATE silence!
it's AMAZING how close people are actually to you but you know NOTHING what so ever of them!
at this point, i hate EVERYTHING 'coz i have to be without!!

tiresome WORKS!! stupid WITHOUT!
stupid STRESS!! STUPID! STUPIDD!!!!
just STUPID!

Distance by Evan and Jaron

The sky has lost its color
The sun has turned to gray
At least that's how it feels to me
Whenever you're away
I crawl up in the corner
as I watch the minutes pass
each one brings me closer to
The time you'll be back; you're coming back

I can't take the distance
I can't take the miles
I can't take the time until the next time I see you smile
I can't take the distance
And I'm not ashamed
That I can't take a breath without seeing your name

And I can brave a hurricane
and still be standing tall
when all the dust has settled down
but i cant take the distance.

I still believe in feelings
But sometimes I feel too much
I make believe you're close to me
But it ain't close enough
Not nearly close enough

I can't take the distance
I can't take the miles
I can't take the time until the next time I see you smile
I can't take the distance
And I'm not ashamed
That I cant take a breath without seeing your name

And I can brave a hurricane
and still be standing tall
when all the dust has settled down

I can't take the distance
I can't take the miles
I can't take the time until the next time I see you smile
I can't take the distance
And I'm not ashamed
That I cant take a breath without seeing your name

I cant take the distance, the distance

it wouldn't even help if i scream for help 'coz REALLY.. you couldn't listen.
that's what stresses me the most.