ache

i hate the way i am feeling right now.
and i also hate the song that is currently playing on my winamp.
tak guna btol!!!!

is it possible to have a constant wind blowing to your torso no matter where you go?
i feel no wind, but i feel the effects of it - a painful, achy, hurting chest. a bit hard to breathe.

how can i make this better?

i wanna go home. right now if it's possible.
but it's not!!

i still hate the way i am feeling.