it was that story of a king that wished he could turn everything that he touch into solid gold. and though he get what he wished for.. he soon found out what he really wanted was
life. all the riches in the world couldn't compare with the life he knew.
"Oh Dionysus, gold is not what I really want after all! I already had all I wanted all along. I just want to be able to hug my daughter again, to hear her laugh, to see her smile, to touch and smell my roses and pet my cat and share food with my loved ones. Please help me, save me from this golden curse."
i guess i am just good at kicking myself and feeling miserable in anyway that i possibly can.
sorry.
thought i could lead someone in. you. you've been very nice to me and i should've at least been the same to you but i see that all i keep doing is leaving you hanging, and possibly hurt you evenmore.
you deserve someone who's not too screwed up to appreciate you.
i thought i wanted all that.. but what i wanted the most was really what i always had.. just myself.
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