angst??

does music heal.. or the other way round?

aren't jimmy eat world the bestt?? (okaylaa.. maybe not literally, but they're GOOD, aren't they??)
well, i've been spending the morning listening to jimmy eat world, and so i've been reminded of how much i actually love their songs! hehhe! :x
this one's from their new album; Futures, though.. :D

Kill by Jimmy Eat World

Well, you're just across the street
Looks a mile to my feet
I wanna go to you
Funny how I'm nervous still
I've always been the easy kill
I guess I always will

Could it be that everything goes 'round by chance?
Or only one way that it was always meant to be
You kill me, you always know the perfect thing to say
I know what I should do, but I just can't walk away

I can picture your face well
From the bar in my hotel
I wish I'd go to you
I pick up put down the phone
Like your favorite Heatmeiser song goes
It's just like being alone

Oh God, please don't tell me this has been in vain
I need answers for what all the waiting after means
You kill me, you've got some nerve, but can't face your mistakes
I know what I should do, but I just can't turn away

So go on love
Leave while there's still hope for escape
Gotta take what you can these days
There's so much ahead
So much regret
I know what you want to say
I know people can't help feeling differently
I loved you, and I should have said it
Tell me just what has it ever meant?

I can't help it baby, this is who I am
Sorry, but I can't just go turn off how I feel
You kill me, you build me up, but just to watch me break
I know what I should do, but I just can't walk away

been thinking about this ever since i saw it somewhere;
what is worse? to know you should have.. or shouldn't have?
heehee :D
anyways, supposedly be going back home today.. yeayy! :P
jya~ byebye!

i know, i knowwwww. shut it, will you?