promise to self:

never make another promise to self again.

dis·trac·tion (dis-'trak-sh&n)
1. A condition or state of mind in which the attention is diverted from an original focus or interest.
2. Separation of bony fragments or joint surfaces of a limb by extension

spent four hours being weakly distracted by every little things. supposed to get my report done around noon but i kept surfing on other things but the matter related to the report. finally emailed it to a friend at 2:30 and now waiting for him to get back to me on it and say how irritated he was by my poor writing skills and sense of judgement.

ob·sess (ob-ses)
To preoccupy the mind of excessively

say thanks to the person who started using that word to describe me. and the other who spreads it. heh! (this line is intended for sarcasm)
funny, what choice of words people actually used to describe you. (in my case, it was a "very dear friend". heh!) but thanks to them, now this word is pretty much nailed to my brain and i can assure you that you'll be seeing more of this word being used around this blog.

pas·sion·ate (pa-sh-n&t)
1. Capable of, having, or dominated by powerful emotions
2. Wrathful by temperament; choleric.
3. Marked by strong sexual desire; amorous or lustful.
4. Showing or expressing strong emotion; ardent
5. Arising from or marked by passion

i suppose this word describes me better. at least it doesn't make me strongly related to 'crazy'.
and currently i have the passion for potter. (err.. this context is best understood if you refer to the first or fourth meaning to the word instead of the third. yikes!) you just got to love rowling's site and mugglenet! (if you're a potter fan, o'course!)

i promised myself yesterday that i will spend the whole today finishing my assignments, but all i want to do right now is read my HP#4 book on the sofa right under the fan.
and i'll do that too! ..just hope that my conscience will kick in around 8pm at least. it'd be useless if i end up sleeping without getting anything done by tomorrow.

anyways! been looping this song whole morning 'coz i just got it in mp3 yesterday. really love misha's songs. they're really.. sad and her voice just goes well with sad songs. hihi. i'm not too sure if that sounds like a compliment, but i do love her songs!

Dedebu Cinta by Misha Omar

Di wajah curiga dan nada resah
Di rasa berbeza terima segala
Tika terlafaz kata saat kita bersua
dalam berbicara

Mendung berlabuh dan terbuku di hati sayu
Bertabur dan berlalu
O debu debunya pilu pergilah bersama rinduku
Tinggal lah cintaku yang luka semula

Tiada ku duga akhirnya cinta
Di dalam senyuman dikau hancurkan
Impian yang tertera nyata satu persenda
merantai dijiwa

Mendung berlabuh dan terbuku di hati sayu
Bertabur dan berlalu
O debu debunya pilu pergilah bersama rinduku
Tinggal lah cintaku yang luka semula

Kini kau tinggalkan diriku ini
Terbanglah, pergilah debu debunya cinta

Di hati sayu
Bertabur dan berlalu
O debu debunya pilu pergilah bersama rinduku
Tinggal lah cintaku yang luka

have a gud day, people!
oh, and a happy birthday for emerson, the founder of mugglenet! =)
**meanings for words "featured" were referred(sp?) at dictionary.com**