happy as Pig.

(Pigwidgeon, mind.)

what's useless?
- sitting in front of the pc, staring at the progress bar of the file you're downloading and surfing around for McFly for exactly 4 hours straight until you realize that you've only had an apple since daybreak.

well, not my fault really, to be as enthusiastic as i am about the song i was waiting on since yesterday! hihi! finally i got the good copy instead of some stupid repeated lines!! grrr.
anyways, today i finally moved on to the rest of my playlist on my player. (i've been looping on Michael Buble's Home, Damien Rice's Cheers Darlin' and McFly since the past week!!) but well, i didn't move too far though 'coz i went back to them when i had enough dose of Good Charlotte! kikkiki! ANYWAYS!! my point really is, i've just realised i had this song, and only listened to it earlier today; it sounds like a weird, early 90's song i wouldn't like, but i actually did! hihi. maybe 'coz it gives a bit of a sad vibe but not too much.

It Wasn't Enough by Good Charlotte

It wasn’t enough

I would try to believe
In the things I cannot see
But my faith is shaken now
Like it’s never been before
When I call and you don’t come
I don’t know what I should do
Should I call?
Should I even count on you?

I’ve given all I can
It wasn’t enough
To keep you in my hands
Should I give up?
I try to understand
Was it ever enough?
I don’t understand

So here I am once again
With my back against the wall
Afraid to show you
Afraid to tell you
That I don’t know you like I did
I’ve never been so alone
I’ve never felt so insecure
And now I don’t know where I’m going
In my life I’m not so sure

I’ve given all I can
It wasn’t enough
To keep you in my hands
Should I give up?
I try to understand
Was it ever enough?
I don’t understand

Giving up tonight
I won't let go, won’t let go of you
Giving up tonight
I wanna show you, wanna show you
Giving up tonight
I won't let go, won’t let go of you
Giving up tonight
Am I giving up, giving up?
I don’t wanna give this up, I won't

I’ve given all I can
It wasn’t enough
To keep you in my hands
Should I give up?
I try to understand
Was it ever enough?
I don’t understand

Everything you want from me
I've fought so hard for everything
Everything you want from me
I've tried so hard, could never be
Anything you want from me
Anything you want from me
Anything you want from me
I've given up

the song i waited on the whole today was McFly of course! would've put it over here if i hadn't promised last week not to post too much of them anymore. hihi! maybe next week, yeah? GC's song was as good after all!

**since i'm not posting any HP news these days, i'd just express myself as HP-mannerly as possible; eg. happy as Pig, produce the most brilliant patronus, blablaa. so when you come upon some weird words or phrases, it might be wise to assume that it's originated from anything Harry Potter, yeah? hihi!**