Thrill of the chase.

I joked about the guy with my family last night and Papa seemed to take it pretty personally. For some reasons I get the impression that he HATES the idea of me going out with a guy. Okay, I did sound rather distant and joking around when I mentioned the guy but Papa should have no right to say anything else about it!
Who I am.. or am not going out with is NOT his business and he should just keep his thoughts to himself! grrr! I just hate it when people messes with my business. They don't see me messing with their's, do they??!
I can perfectly tell what my heart desires..

So I really don't desire the guy but is it really wrong to spend some time with him? Geez! I thought Papa WANTS me to act my age. I AM young, I know that.. he perfectly knows that, so why the attitude??
Aaaarghhh! I'm bugged!!

Putting that one aside.. Got my Lomo Super Sampler today!! heehee. I was rather giggly when I tried it out earlier. Quite excited to get them developed but I would HATE to see a bunch of stupid pictures that don't mean anything to me later on..
Wondering if I should bring it along when I go out tomorrow. Afraid that I'd spoil it. I still feel bad for what had happened to Asha's Super Sampler. Good God, I need to keep away from any Taureans' stuff.

Also went to the Immigration Office today to apply for my passport. Was pleasantly surprised that it didn't take any more than one hour! heehee. The fella asked me to come collect it on Thursday morning. wee~hee!!

I was also excited that there had been a booth near the entrance for people to register as a voter!! YEAYYYYY!!! I have successfully registered as a voter! woo~hoo!! The nation's future is partly in my hands now..
(not too sure if it's for the good or bad, though! ahhahaha!!)

Alright. Gotta get off the chair so I could come along with Papa to pick Mama up from the commuter train's station.
Ciao~

Guy yang klaka..

Can't help myself. The guy.. my recent endeavour. Amusing!
I can't stand him, yet he's really endearing. Of course, I'm mostly amused by the fact that he's a Pisces! The first Pisces guy I've ever known. heehee. So that may be the reason why I'm trying my best to tolerate him. ekekkeke! (I'm being mean, I know..)

I had believed all day that he'd preferred me stop being around his view, so I was glad that today was my last day at work.
Then, as I already headed for home, he called! heehee. Slightly glad.. but I still can't figure what I really feel for him. *sigh* Poor guy. He'd fallen for the worst girl he could've fallen for.

Angel and Yana made me a card and taped it on my locker. heehee. Sweet girls. Really really gonna miss them!!
O'course I'd come over and visit them somewhere next week! ahhahaha!! I give lousy goodbyes.

Dida arrived home earlier today. Mama, Papa and Nina were somewhat irritated that I had kept it a secret. A "conspiracy" as they had called it. I'm just really excited that I get to fool around with my two sisters again!
Zoomed off from work and straight to PWTC where Papa and Dida were picking Nina and Mama up.

Dida barely bought me anything from the Netherlands. gaah! All she brought home was this sweater, that looked so much like something Nina would wear. (It doesn't really look awful.. but it practically screams Nina!) I'm keeping it anyways.. I'll take anything I can get. I'm selfish that way..

It is quite understandable though.. I am after all joining her in March. *grins*
So that was what I've been keeping off this blog for a while..
I'm going off to Rotterdam on March 19th. The sole reason why I quit my job so soon, got too many things to "settle" before I leave. (heehee! As if!)
Slightly worried though 'coz I'm going off in Frankfurt instead of Amsterdam.. all by myself!! eeeeek!! Nervous.. yet ANXIOUS!!

Also anxious that I'm going to get to see Hanis very soon!! yeayyy!!!

Going to get my super sampler tomorrow with Papa! At least, that's the hope!

Goodnight world!

Darned flood.

Papa rented a car since Dida's coming back this "Tuesday". Since none of us had any real plans, I asked Papa if we could go to One Utama so I could get myself a super sampler. (that lomography camera Asha got a couple of.. years ago!) Thought I should stop thinking about it and just buy it so I can get it over with!

But then came the news that the Federal Highway was flooded. Man!
Now I'm worried if I can't come to work tomorrow. Hopefully the traffic will be fine by tomorrow morning. It stinks that I even have to get there before 9:30 am!
Really hope that I won't miss my last day at work.. *sigh*

So me and my parents have been spending the day around Shah Alam..
First we went to our old neighbour's house 'cause the daughter was getting married. Of course, I never liked being around that sort of crowd.. but I thought it was funny seeing my childhood friends again. Boboi didn't seem to recognize me at all but Wawan smiled at me so that cheered me up!

After that we went to Shaw Centrepoint in Klang 'cause Mama had wanted to check out the phone Dida had wanted her to buy. (Again, hated the crowd!)
Back again in Shah Alam.. left Mama at Alam Sentral as me and Papa went to SACC. Got myself a pair of wool gloves!! heehee! Loved it!
When we met up with Mama, she had brought along Dida's new phone.. Nokia's N70. sheesh! So good to have that much money to splurge. Anyways, I've been playing the phone around since Dida would only be back next "Tuesday".

Was listening to Hot.FM while I was in the car.. and finally got to listen to the lyrics to this song! heehee.
Wish I could sing this to the guy.. heehee! (yes, that's me.. mentioning about him still.)

Teman Tapi Mesra by Ratu

Aku punya teman
teman sepermainan
kemana ada dia selalu ada aku
dia amat manis
dan juga baik hati
dia slalu ada waktu
untuk membantuku

namun aku bingung
ketika dia bilang cinta
dan dia juga katakan
tuk ingin jadi kekasihku

cukuplah saja berteman denganku
janganlah kau meminta lebih
ku tak mungkin mencintaimu
kita berteman saja
teman tapi mesra

aku memang suka pada dirimu
namun aku ada yang punya
lebih baik kita berteman
kita berteman saja
teman tapi mesra..

In a mood for sad songs.

Hung out at Kino 'til 10 again yesterday. My eye had been really droopy by that point, but I had a really good time with Lilian and Angel!

Angel was really funny yesterday. Okay, getting shouted by her over a joke was not really fun.. but we were laughing about it soon enough so it turned out to be really funny.

Lilian gave me a pretty good talk. Funny that earlier that morning, Kak Wati told me that Lilian was slightly upset that I didn't tell her about the stuff I told Kak Wati. So I did that night.. and she had been really.. spiffy! (heehee! -inside joke.)
Should miss her most when I'm gone.

Yesterday I got a message from Bahijah! She saw me in Kino and was afraid that I'd get mad at if she came up and said hi. *sigh* She should've just came over!! grrr.
Only realized how much I missed talking to her..
Aren't I just the stupid egoistical idiot?

Falling out is so much easier than falling in.. and I had to have that stupid ego creeping about.
I honestly don't know half the things that made me not talking to my old friends.. I really don't. And I never try to find out why, simply believing that falling out was inevitable. Geez.. why am I SO the way I am?

Not feeling like I'm on top of the world now. I wouldn't be too surprised if I spent the whole day cursing at myself for having too many communication breakdowns since the last 8 years. My communication skill really blows!

Elsewhere by Sarah McLachlan

I love the time and in between
the calm inside me
in the space where I can breathe
I believe there is a
distance I have wandered
to touch upon the years of
reaching out and reaching in
holding out holding in

I believe
this is heaven to no one else but me
and I'll defend it as long as I can be
left here to linger in silence
if I choose to
would you try to understand

I know this love is passing time
passing through like liquid
I am drunk in my desire
but I love the way you smile at me
I love the way your hands reach out and hold me near
I believe

I believe
this is heaven to no one else but me
and I'll defend it as long as
I can be left here to linger in silence
if I choose to
would you try to understand

Oh the quiet child awaits the day when she can break free
the mold that clings like desperation
Mother can't you see I've got
to live my life the way I feel is right for me
might not be right for you but it's right for me

I believe
this is heaven to no one else but me
and I'll defend it as long as
I can be left here to linger in silence
if I choose to
would you try to understand it

I would like to linger here in silence
if I choose to
would you understand it
would you try?

Hated.. again.

There is a boy.. whom I really like.
But to me.. he and every other boys are like really sweet chocolate chip cookies. Exactly the thing I can't say no to. Exactly the thing I'd long for once I realize how long it has been since the last I've had it.
But everytime I get a bite of that sweet cookie.. I'd feel guilty for indulging myself and for having such a horrible self-resistant.
As much.. as often as I wanted to have it.. I just couldn't cause it'd cost me so much. If there is one thing I could really die of, it'd be guilt. My conscience would never let me live with so much guilt in my heart.

There was a boy.. whom I really liked.
I might actually still like him. But the guilt in my heart is stamping on my feelings for him.. so much that I just couldn't tell him how I really felt for him.
It'd be unfair to let him wait until I decide. It could take ages before I really know what I want out of "us", and I know that he must've longed for a companion.
I couldn't be it.

There was a boy.. who used to like me.
He should be very upset with me. He'd probably curse the moment he talked to me about his rough life. He would probably curse those minutes he spent looking at me.
Little did he know that I am right here, cursing the fact that I am me.. as shallow and as fickle as I can be. Little did he know that I had been saving my smiles for him. So little did he know that I liked the way he held my arm so I wouldn't fall.

There had been a boy.
Forever I'll remember him as my very sweet cookie. One that I had nibble on and put away so I won't hurt him more.
Little do I know how much I've already hurt him.

Boy, you could've been it. So soo much, that it's scaring the hell outta me.
Who am I kidding? I get scared all the time!

Curse feelings.

I think it's annoying when you are caught off guard about how deeply you feel for someone.
I spent my days thinking.. and believing that a certain person didn't matter much to me. That I won't be affected in any way.

Then he turned his back on me, and I can't help feeling a big pang in the heart. I know I'll see him tomorrow but the pang is still right there.. where he had left it.
Did I really let him get into me??

grrr.

Sleepy now. Should've gone home at 5:30 as I was supposed to but I waited around 'cause I can't decide what I want.
Stupid silly boy...

Love is easy, relationship isn't.

Utterly embarassed.

Most embarassing 16 minutes of my life.. Okay, that was simply an exaggeration. But I was embarassed. Hot faced and all.

This shall be my final post about the guy.. ekkekeke!
Turns out that Dayat actually knew him.. GOD! The embarassment!!
Was on the phone with her just now and both of us were shouting and laughing hysterically at each other. Damn girl! (I meant it in the sweetest manner as possible.)

All I did was try to be as secretive and as mysterious as I could and there Dayat was.. spoilt all the fun for me!
Now I know more than I wish to about the guy.

Slightly upset.. Slightly nervous.. Somewhat anxious..
Mostly embarassed. Absolutely.. absolutely.

Today's bus.

I've been telling you stories about busses these days now, don't I?

Got the 10am shift today so I went out at 8. My "luck" I suppose, the bus arrived just as I got to the bus stop. So it made its route around Sections 8, 9, 10 and 11, past PKNS and Tesco. The bus picked up more speed and made a very disconcerting sound, right about under the seat where I was. Take note, I was sitting near the back door so what's under me was the wheels...
The sound was getting louder, and people were starting to turn towards ME.
ME.
ekekkekeke!! As if they could see through the steel and crap.. AS IF I had anything to do with that sound! ekekkeke! Hilarious human behaviour.

The bus driver decided to stop and see what the noise was about. He came back on the bus and told us that the tyre was flat and he'll flag another bus.
It was a 63, (heehee! -inside joke.) and most of us had to stood all the way to KL. The particular bus driver was a pretty big fan of sudden breaks I believe. He just couldn't help it, that there was one time I was caught unprepared and I literally bumped into a guy. It was really lame, God! (I always talk awful about people who couldn't brace themselves while they're in public transports.) I said sorry to the fella but I had an inkling that he had enjoyed it.. the pervert!

Alright, not a very good day, it might seem but it was amusing all the same. Had fun with Kak Wati, Angel and Lil. With Lil especially 'coz we make each other rather nutty. heehee. Gonna miss them three the most!! (not trying to have favourites here, but I just can't help it!)

Guess I've told most of my friends what I'll be up to next month. Told Hanis.. told Azraai.. told Arep.. just had to tell Muz.. and now I shall tell Yat about it too. eh! I have actually told Azrin too 'coz he asked. heehee!
O well...

Good night babes!

Your Soul Number is FIVE.

A deep inner restlessness and discontent with the status quo makes you seek out adventure, excitement, and the unconventional. You thrive on new ideas, change, travel, experimenting with new ways of doing things. Predictability and routine make you feel lifeless and unhappy so you must find a lifestyle that is varied enough to be mentally stimulating and challenging. Independent, freedom-loving, and easily bored, you have trouble making commitments and finishing projects. You often "move on" prematurely, whether in a personal relationship or in your work. You need to develop discipline and perseverance when you have an important goal.

You have many talents and need many outlets and avenues for their expression, but try to finish one thing before attempting the next.

ahahhahaahhaha!!! That last line stings as ever.
You can get the reading here.

Nothing much to write about.
Getting anxious that March is coming.. but slightly upset that I'm actually.. really leaving work next Monday.
I know I'll bug them as much as I can.
Wanted to bring my friends to the Coffee Club, kaco kaco ketenangan one particular person. heehee.

Goodnight world.

My my Azraai..

You're the best guy anyone could've ever known..
and the best buddy I could've possibly have..
You gossip, and as sly as a woman can be,
not very gentleman as you probably should be..

tapi takpe..
me love youu!
Hope you'll always be my favourite favourite pet peeve!
'Coz you're simply smashing!
(hahhaahah! macam kad Hallmark or somewhat.)

Thanks sooo much Azraai.
See you soon!! (cheer cheer!!) Looking forward to that!

"I hear bowling is more fun than stalking"

Funny line.
Meant to share this thought yesterday but I was too pissed to write about anything pleasant. T'was a line by Wilson in one of the new episodes I just downloaded! woohoo! Can't believe I was "busy" enough that I had to catch two episodes at one time. heeheee.
Need To Know must be one of my favourite episodes yet!

Today at work.... *daydreams blissfully*
Now that I'm in a much better mood, I feel like typing out what I've lost the other day. So here it is, it was something I wrote down on a scrap of paper while I was at work that very day.

New List of Things To STOP
1. day dreaming about talking to the guy.
2. rehearsing the things I wish to speak to him about.
3. glance towards the cashier where I'd usually see him walking past.
4. stare at the staircase everytime I heard footsteps coming down from the mezzanine floor - and still do when I've seen him leave for the day.
5. crane my neck over the crowd everytime I see someone in a black tee.
6. get slightly jealous when I see him being so friendly to the girls at the cashier.
7. get slightly more jealous when I see him being so friendly to Yana - 'cause he's known her longer.. and possibly better.
8. make silly faces or act as if I hadn't seen him when it's pretty obvious that I've seen him coming from metres away - 'cause then he'd return a silly face back at me.
9. speak ever so loudly near the huge window in hope that he'd look down and see little 'ole me.. simply trying to grab his attention.
10. make stupid lists like this, that would only show my silliness and vanity to the world. Also my distinct keenness to petty things.
(but dear me.. I simply LOVE making lists I won't follow!)

*sigh* Need to get it over with! Will ask the guy his zodiac sign the next time I get the chance to talk to him. Would've asked him today if I hadn't teased him about meeting my dad earlier. (we bumped into each other while I was heading towards Papa who came by to do some errands.. was it errands? Not sure if he thought they were errands.)
Anyways, I thought the guy has some certain features that is on a particular zodiac sign, so I'd love to have guessed it right.

By the way! Revision on the definition of a Malay good looking; it's someone who looks purely Malay, really brown, dark eyes, dark hair.. and sweet! Not in the way he carries himself as "sweet", it is as the Malay translation goes.. manis. heehee!
I think I've really known only two Malay good lookies. Sad saaad world. hihi! I don't think most of my friends look too much like a real Malay either.

Oh right, I'm officially letting you all know that I'm quitting my job in Kinokuniya by the end of this month. In fact, my last day at work will be this coming Monday! So if there has been any feeling or thought about 'visiting' me at work, now would be the time. I'll be the one fooling about and getting clueless every so often in these remaining weekdays. We could all watch the view outside from the huge window and speak as loud as we could so Wan would look down and hush at us. heehee.
(err.. yeah, Wan would be the real nickname (is it possible?) of the guy. How cute can we get? Wan and Wanie!!)
BWAHHAHAHHA!!!
I make myself puke, too.

All right, that's all for now. Feel like getting sentimental and write my journal.. nothing beats the feeling of scratching the pen on a clear, crisp paper.

Couldn't stop singing this song while I was at work today. geez! It's stuck now.
Pretty Baby by Vanessa Carlton

You light me up and then I fall for you
You lay me down and then I call for you
Stumbling on reasons that are far and few
I'd let it all come down and then some for you

Pretty baby, don't you leave me
I have been saving smiles for you
Pretty baby, why can't you see
You're the one that I belong to
I'll be the embrace that keeps you warm
For you're the sun that breaks the storm
I'll be alright and I'll sleep sound
As long as you keep comin' round, oh pretty baby

And I know things can't last forever
But there are lessons that you'll never learn
Oh, just the scent of you, it makes me hurt
So how's it you that makes me better

Pretty baby, don't you leave me
I have been saving smiles for you
Pretty baby, why can't you see
You're the one that I belong to
I'll be the embrace that keeps you warm
For you're the sun that breaks the storm
I'll be alright and I'll sleep sound
As long as you keep comin'

Why can't you hold me and never let go
When you touch me, it is me that you own
Pretty baby, oh the place that you hold in my heart
Would you break it apart again, oh pretty baby

Pretty baby, don't you leave me
I have been saving smiles for you
Pretty baby, why can't you see
You're the one that I belong to
I'll be the embrace that keeps you warm
For you're the sun that breaks the storm
I'll be alright and I'll sleep sound
As long as you keep comin' round

Pretty baby, why can't you see
Pretty baby, don't you leave me
Pretty baby, why can't you see
Pretty baby, don't you leave me
Oh pretty baby, my pretty baby, my pretty baby
Don't you leave me

DAMN YOU BLOGGER!!!

HOW CAN YOU LOSE AN ENTIRE POST?!!
I AM SO FRIGGIN' PISSED!!!!

ARRRGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

my lovely entry from yesterday...
damn it!!!!!!!!

and I was so elaborate yesterday.. so adored every word that I've said even with all its vanity and the public self-critisizing.
damn.. I'm so upset I could almost cry.

WHY MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE?!!!!!!!!

Funny man,

my father.

I said, "My head's spinning."
He replied, "No it's not.."

Just came off a terrible fever. Came home yesterday from work with a chill and goosebumps on my arms. Terrible fever it was; the one that kept waking me up after a few hours of shut eye so I could go to the loo, and have little control over your voice that you sometimes just moaned or sighed.
No longer warm now, but my head is definitely spinning.

Kinda worrying over tomorrow. Would HATE to miss work tomorrow.
See how weird it is?
I'm actually hating the idea of missing work!
Why? WHY??
The sole reason to it is that I hate the idea of missing the chance to speak to the guy! Haven't spoken to him for days.. He's been lipsing some things to me the day before yesterday but I'm not exactly a brilliant lip-reader. He was signing something yesterday, and again I have no clue what so ever!

So, things I have GOT to stop;
1. crushing miserably
2. make a connection when I know too well that I can't keep it
3. make a connection when I know too well that I won't be around long enough to even learn to keep it
4. I need to stop any eye-contact altogether

Now all of a sudden I'm thinking of The Cardigan's Communication... but I guess it's not quite the same.

Kudos to Domino's!

[fuck Blogger.
Had typed at least 100 words when they suddenly disappeared.
stupid freakin' Blogger!!
I swear the only reason I'm still using it is 'cause I've been a user for 3 years!
What shit loyalty is.
So I'll be as elaborate as my patience allows me.]

Nina and the kids are staying in Shah Alam as my brother in-law has some courses to attend to in Pahang. Here I am typing in wee morning as I have been worrying for her 'cause she had to take a bus so early in the morning to get to work. It's bi-standard, I know. I always fuss when my mother worries about me and I never worry about her! Am I to blame if I just worry more about my sisters than I worry about myself or my parents?

Anyways, last night Nina and Papa told about the calls they made to get a delivery service to home. Naturally they called Pizza Hut first and the people had been so dumb I almost swore not to eat there again! (Just almost!) The person said that we had went outside their delivery area and that we are now under Tesco. The really stupid thing is that he/she also mentioned that Tesco haven't got a delivery service yet! What morons!

Then Papa called Domino's Pizza and the person on the line was even more half-witted! Either that or he/she simply loved making people repeat themself. The person kept making my father repeat our adress that at one point he had to explain, "'6/6' means it's in section 6.. '5**' means it's on the fifth floor.." Then the half-wit asked for the apartment's name when my father had already given 'em the block number so at that point my father just hung up.

Nina, being the very eloquent conversationalist then emailed Domino's and commented on the poor customer service and mentioned that "we ended up not ordering".
To her surprise, the phone rang within 5 minutes after she had sent that post and it was from Domino's.
They'd apologised for the abominable service and asked for our order. They had also threw in some garlic rolls. Talk about keen!
Then an hour later they called again to check on us. Isn't that nice?
I suppose the people at the head office was more able than the one in our area. Lovely! I just can't help feeling amazed by the keenness.

Alright. Nothing else to talk of work. I was really irritable the whole time yesterday, better not talk about the annoying things some customers did or asked for.
Gotta shower now. Working the early shift today.

Talk by Coldplay

Under the great North star
Try to work out where you are
In the silence of the sea
I don't know where I'll be

In the future, in the past
Going nowhere... much too fast
When I go there, go with me
When I go there, go with me

Cause I don't know where I'm going and I wanna talk
I feel like I'm going where I've been before
And I wanna talk

Take a picture of
Something that you're not sure of
Bring it back to show to me
But I don't know what I see

In the future, find a home
Getting nowhere on your own
Got to find your missing piece

Cause you don't know where you're going and you wanna talk
You feel like you're going where you've been before
Nothing's really making any sense at all
You tell anyone who'll listen but you feel ignored

Let's talk
Let's talk
Do you wanna talk

I'm walking the padded floor
I'm trying to sing the song
In a language I don't speak

I tried but I can't get through
I'm trying to get to you
But you’re difficult to reach
Won't you talk to me

So you don't know were you're going and you wanna talk
You feel like you're going where you've been before
Let's talk
Let's talk

ahhaha!

Kak Wati called..
Guess I'll be working today! (woohoo~!)

It's funny to think that work has become quite the "happiest place on earth" for me.
Maybe because I know I won't be stuck there for long.
Ooh~ I suppose I can't edit out the vanity, then.

Hey you stalker..

I got meself a stalker!
ahhahahha!! Not really.. it's a nice little story actually. At least to me.

So I've been eyeing on this one fella at work. I thought he's.. "Malay good-looking". (that's what I call guys who looks purely Malay and yet.. highly.. highly admirable!) heeheeee. Aaanyways, I think I've asked someone his name before but typically me, I forgot!

Sunday, I was walking towards the Putra LRT station and I felt like someone's staring at me and what-d'ya-know!! It was the guy! I was already smiling then 'cause I thought it was all silly, but there he walked along closer and asked for my name. heehee!

We talked.. or at least he did as long as we were in the train. It was so funny by the way the guy next to us kept looking. I probably should've invited him to our conversation. *sigh* Should've, could've but didn't.

Then yesterday I was talking to this man who had asked for directions to the surau just outside the Kinokuniya's staff entrance and I saw the guy coming along a few feet away, and what did I do??
I quickly finishes my directions to the poor man and practically ran into the entrance, barely looking at my back and went straight into the store (where us stationeries girls hangs out when we have nowhere else better to go!) And what's funnier, I looked through the slits of the door and saw him looking on as he was climbing up the stairs!!! WAHHAHAHHA!! Imagine the embarassment if he'd actually seen me looking through the slits.
Good God, I hope he didn't!!
I know I wished so all thoughout the day.
ahahhahaha! If there is one thing I hope would change this year, it'd be how easy it is for me to embarass myself. That has GOT to stop! heehee.

I spent half the day worrying if I'd offended him by running off, and for a few moments I had really believed so. But later in the evening he came down with his friend to the counter twice. It's a bit relief. Just a bit, 'cause when we bumped again when I was heading towards the locker room, he clicked. He was smiling, but he clicked. It's the clicking sound you make with your mouth.
BAH!!!
What am I doing, worrying about boys!!

Although.. I HAD to wonder.. What is the matter with me??
Seems like running away from boys are exactly what I do best. That and embarassing myself.

Day off tomorrow - I mean, today! Valentine's Day. As if I needed the day to run along and celebrate with somebody! Wish someone would call and say that I was needed for work.. at least I get to eye on the guy!
WAHHAHAHAHHA!!
I'm going off the rockers.

Currently reading Enid Blyton's First Term At Malory Towers. Had actually shared money with Dida to buy the whole lot (a series of 6!) for Nina! Looked through Enid Blyton with Lilian last Friday and I couldn't help remembering how often Nina had said that she had always wanted to have an Enid Blyton's books collection. I also remembered that she had mentioned Malory Towers before so I just HAD to tell Dida about the idea. She only managed to sigh when I told her that I'm going to read them all first! ahhahahaha!!

Just finishing up the First Term now.
Might change the layout of this page later today. Certain things seem to annoy me a little. (My face mostly. How vain can I be? - to talk about myself and see my face in four different occasions in one page!!)

Happy V-Day boys and girls!

80 Places In One Day

- so Lilian have called it.

Spent the entire yesterday going around KL with Lilian.
First stop was Mid Valley, we went to see Prime and it was neat! Loved the film. I thought it was.. poignant. Bittersweet. Wish there was more to the ending, but it's just as beautiful as it was. Makes me wonder a lot!
I thought it was funny that you can actually see the microphone at the top of the screen every now and then!
And the lines were pretty awesome; "His penis was so beautiful I wanted to knit it a little hat" ahhahahhaa!! Must be one of the silliest lines I've ever heard! Then there was this line Meryl Streep said, goes something like "You love, you learn, and you live." At least that's how I thought it goes. (If I'm wrong.. please let me know!)

After lunch we decided to go to Kino to let Pei Sun know about something work-related, and she, Liyana and Angel couldn't quite believe that we were spending our day off at "work". heehee. We were only there a few minutes, really. Couldn't stay anymore longer or we'll scream! hahahha!

Then we decided to visit Borders. We're such geeks! Visited all three bookstores in three malls. MPH in Mega Mall, Kinokuniya in KLCC and Borders in Berjaya Times Square. And we actually look around all those books in every bookstore! Geeks! Freakin' geeks!

Alright. I think I have enough of self-criticising for one entry.
'Til the next!

Can you keep a secret?

Remember when I told earlier that I was "trying to promise myself not to buy any book 'til March"?
Well.. I fail miserably - and I partly blame Lilian for it!!
Silly girl.. I shouldn't have mixed with girls who READ story books, DREAMS of owning a bookstore and WRITES their own stories fanfictions! heehee. BAD INFLUENCES! ekkekeke!
Well, me and Lilian discussed about books a lot and last week we were flicking through the February copy of Kinokuniya's Gems of the Month. Yesterday we got into some kind of agreement on which book we should buy. Since she was intrigued by The Binding Chair (Kathryn Harrison), we both agreed that I'd get Massive (Julia Bell) so we'd give the other to read it once we're done.

Haven't really gone through my latest book, but it's basically about a girl who turned obsessed about her weight since her mother keeps feeding her that "you're only beautiful if you're thin". Sad life, if you ask me. But I thought I should read some serious stuff once in a while - even though it is still just a storybook.

Finished reading Sophie Kinsella's Can You Keep A Secret? and darn it! Now I feel like I should own it! I feel like she might be in my list of favourite authors but I probably should read the Shopaholic series (can I actually call it a series?) first to adore her. I guess Cecelia Ahern's P.S. I Love You is yet unbeatable in this sort of genre. At least I think so. (Of course it's what I think! Who am I trying to kid?)
Now I shall wait on Lilian's thoughts on Cecelia Ahern. heehee. I told her I hated Cecelia, and she totally agrees.
- Why shouldn't we? Ms Ahern was 22 when she published the bestseller!
I'll be 22 this year, Lilian 23. Infinitely jealous, we are. Can't you tell?

Ah crap. Just realized I spent RM55.23 just today. Double crap! 13 days away to my next cheque! I'm starting to think that I should never be given the power to "control" my own money.

Nothing else interesting to tell. Except probably that a guy barfed at the steps of the bus I was on on my way back from work. Disgusting little fella he was. Probably had one too many beers 'cause the vomit smelled somewhat sickly sweet. (err.. okay, I don't know how I knew that!) Alright, he MIGHT actually had a stomach discomfort but I really don't feel like pitying one who puked inside the bus no matter how pathetic he might have seemed.

Alright, probably should rest now even though I'm getting the late shift tomorrow - with Lilian! woot~! Okay, probably shouldn't be too happy about it since Pei Sun will be back from her very long holiday and there is NO WAY she'll let us play around and have too much fun. heehee. I actually miss the spoil-sport, though.

A day of four part-timers.

Work today was slightly funny. Well, no. It was funny but I don't really know why.

Had the early shift with Angel. I secretly adore her, to be truth. She's 20 (if I'm not mistaken!), an Aquarius and studies Tourism. heehee. (I just find it funny!) She's really friendly and sometimes a little whacked. Some other times I just nod at what ever she was saying 'cause she has a pretty thick Chinese/Malay slang.
You know what I can't figure out? How is that Malaysian Chinese speak Malay language but fail to sound like the way Malay speaks the language? (I'm typing in circles, I know.) And what's even weirder, when Malay speaks to Chinese in Malay language, most of them would speak the same way as Chinese does.
It's just SO odd!!
For some reasons, Chinese-Malay language is infectious.

Anyways, then I bumped into Lilian who got the late shift in Logistics and we somehow just giggled. Then she asked, "why are we giggling?"
Really. I don't know.
I probably bond with Lilian the most. She has an odd sort of sense of humour and I have a theory that it's because she's the youngest of her family.
Okay, I know I have another theory that I can't really be buddy-buddy with "my kind" (read: youngest child of the family) but I suppose Lilian is an exception since there's only one other sibling in her family; an elder sister.
Plus, I find our similarities intriguing!

It's bad for Angel, though, 'cause when Lilian asked if I had wanted to come along with her to the post office, I immediately left my "post" and left Angel right there at the counter by herself. ohhohohok!
This whole thing reminds me so much of high school somehow! ahahhaha! Just me.. tagging along anywho who's going out of the class so I wouldn't have to stay at just one spot. heehee.

The other part-timer at work today was Mimie. Although I have nothing much to say about her, except that she's small! So small that I often forget that she's actually older than me! heeheee.

Alright. Getting off now. Would want to get back to the book Lilian lent me; Sophie Kinsella's Can You Keep A Secret? Had always wanted to read this!!!

One lousy update

As you can see.. I've somewhat updated the layout! Although.. I have to admit that it's quite empty. Will probably finish it up by March.
Why March?
Well.. March.. I'm hoping that March will be an excellent month, that's all.
I was actually trying to achieve the look of my real journal, but I suppose this is close enough. At least as close as I am willing to work for. hehhee.

Here's something worth telling.
I must have looked somewhat malnourished the past week 'cause I had strangers offering me food TWICE! It's just so odd!! I probably wouldn't mind it so much if strangers offered me food in the course of 5 years.. but in the same week? heehee.
Probably I'm just destined to meet amusing strangers.

Talked to Dida for the longest time, yesterday. I feel sorry for her, for the fact that she's actually counting down the day when she'll come back here. Just 31 days away!
We talked of totally random topics and also the upcoming F1! heehee. Dida told me to press on Mama everyday so she'd get a couple of free tix for us! haha! The sly.

Then Nina came by for a visit and a "sleepover". So right now Papa is trying to entertain two children as I cheated and do my own business when I should probably help him out. *sigh* I like kids.. I really do! But I wish I'd understand what they were saying and they'd listen to what I say! ahahhaha! Honestly, just looking at them running around gets me tired.

Ooh~ it's already February the 6th. Now I'm wondering where had all the time gone to. Getting a little depressed now. I'm 21.. achieved almost nothing.. and I can't even make time stop just a little while so I could at least notice the seconds.

I shall hide myself behind Pride and Prejudice now. NEED.AMUSEMENT.QUICK.
I want a Mr Darcy... ahhahahahaHAHAHAHHAHA!!!!

I miss my sisters...

Just talked to Dida. Just after I finished reading her email, so it was really nice! Missed just talking about nothing with her.

Alright. Nothing else to say, really. Just thought it's been a while since the last update. Kinda busy. Working straight 6 days this week, but it's okay since the 'really busy' season is over. So most of the day were spent standing around, just talking to either Kak Wati or Lilian. I think they're the best two people to talk to at the work place. Ohh, and Angel! But she's still on her Chinese New Year holiday.

My legs hurt.
I'm sounding even more lame since I've started working! Man o man!!
Really should stop posting "empty" entries like this, yeah?