ahhahahha!!!

Why do I keep doing this to myself??

I am stabbing my heart with a knife -- minus the knife. Make it words; I am stabbing my heart with words.
I think too much..
I read too much..
I should probably just sleep all day but that wouldn't help me with my testament the other day! grr. I am so angry with myself right now.
I wish I was more curious and keen on the law of physics or the rules of mathematics than.. those stupid stupid crap I cared about.

I am not fine. I am sarcastic by nature.