Dear hands,

please stop shaking.
I'm not asking a lot, am I?
Just.. stop shaking already!

I swear, now my nerves have a mind of its own.

I've figured out why I hated sharing my feelings and thoughts so much.
DUM - DUM - DUMM (big dramatic drums sound effect)
I just hate being vulnerable that much.. ta-daa! hahahha! Stupid.. why is it so hard to figure that one out.

Streaking just bothers me.
Having someone know every single bit of my thoughts is just.. scary. Somehow.
So I always end up editing my words inside my head. Although I probably shouldn't, yeaaaah?

hmm.. I just don't play fair. I like people being honest with me, but I rarely reciprocate.
One step forward, two steps back. Idiotic.

The walls we build around us to keep out the sadness also keep out the joy.

Jim Rohn

yea yeaah.. (I'm still telling myself that.) Trying to take the wall down. Just.. very slowly.
Even if I don't want to, I know you'll help me with it. Like I have a choice. blah. hahhaha!