Thinking.. thinking..

I still like listening to sad songs.
I wonder if it means something.
I'm worrying myself by thinking if my subconscious is trying to tell me something. I hope not. heh. I'm obviously thinking too much.

hmm.. maybe I am feeling sad.
Some days I'd rather not speak at all. I realize that talking about my wants and wishes had only reminded me how I don't have them. Of what I'm lacking. How hollow it really feels.
blah. I wonder if one's heart would eventually get tired of aching.

Usher - Moving Mountains