mmph.
Maybe I should just take a knife and stab my heart straight.
(I'm counting on the fact that you have no idea what I am talking about. Just.. know that I am driving myself crazy again.)
In an attempt at moving on..
I want to write.
But I don't know what about.
My need to preserve myself and my want to share is clashing inside of me. Annoying, really.
hmm.. I need to distract myself from thinking altogether.
But the thing about doing house chores.. it keeps your hands busy, but they are so mundane that your thoughts run away the moment you start doing them.
And about distance.. I think it's making me even more mushy. Really annoying.
Aaack! 4pm.. I should go do the dishes -- I shall brace myself from those unwanted thoughts now.
Frank Sinatra - Fly Me To The Moon |
2 comments:
i find that doing things like dish washing makes me thing of stuff even more.
its easier to just be a couch potatoe and watch a cheesy movie on tv. guaranteed no mental activity for at least 2 hours.
haha. very true.
but the dishes won't wash itself. sooner or later you will have to get to them anyway.
we simply cannot win.
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