I don't know..?

Have I been thinking too much lately?
I don't know.. it's the new year, I'm telling you. It's making me feel like I should be doing something. Get the move on. But I don't think I'm ready.
Okay, I'm lazy.. I don't know.. It's only the 10th day of the year..
I still have time, right?
Things can wait, can't they?
gah!

Why do I have to have this feeling where what ever that I do must be in a "do or die" situation? God, there must be an explanation for this. Honestly.
mmph.. Boyfie reckons that I should go get a shower now.

The worst part of being in love is to wait for your beloved