Back in Shah Alam.

I think I'm glad to be back.
I don't usually feel "glad" to be back from anywhere but I'm definitely feeling glad. I'm not sure why exactly though considering that I'm now in an internet cafe and I bet that my sister will blame everything that's happened to her laptop on me. pshh!
I really need to start my training/job soon.
Which reminds me, I still haven't called the HR about my medical results.
I - HATE - MAKING - PHONECALLS!

I'm not feeling like myself right now.
Maybe because it's just tiring to be myself so somehow I managed to adopt somebody else's feelings on my way back. I don't know.
I'm still a bit upset even though it's no biggie. I know I could've just get it over with if I talk about it. But I'm still keeping quiet like the idiot that I am.
Anyway, I'm numb. (Other than dumb.)
Being upset was tiring so now I'm numb.
But getting back to myself from numb proves to be harder than I thought it would. So I don't know..

I want to feel the way that I used to feel though. But with a little less crying though. hahahha!

I've been here for 2 hours apparently.
Maybe I should head home.. soon.. ish. haha!

Oh, I just noticed that my layout repeats itself on 1680 x 1050 resolution.. so DON'T use that! heehee