HELP.
It brings me heart ache everytime I think about what I need.
It's heartbreaking when I need more than what I can have.
Why must we need more?
So last night I figured that holiday breaks is not meant for me.
I am destined to wear myself out so I wouldn't have the time to THINK about things that would make me happy -- while I realize how unhappily incomplete I really am.
Just get busy, and be too tired that I just plop myself in bed and fall asleep.
And forget.
I hate myself when I'm alone.
It's not like I actually need to have people around me constantly.
I just need a constant distraction that would take my mind off of myself.
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The owner of this blog is an avid writer; who sometimes wishes that she isn't, for fear of the statistics that writers are four times more likely to suffer from manic depression.
She's also slightly hypochondriacal and often diagnosed herself with grave brain-related conditions when she misspells a word.
But most of all, she is as silly as a youngest sibling can be, easily bored as she is easily amused, stubborn, hot headed and a mom!
She's also slightly hypochondriacal and often diagnosed herself with grave brain-related conditions when she misspells a word.
But most of all, she is as silly as a youngest sibling can be, easily bored as she is easily amused, stubborn, hot headed and a mom!
(Finding it hard to believe it herself!)
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9 comments:
i think you really need a pet, a cute little furry animal. cats maybe, rabbit ke. to keep you occupied and happy maybe.
nah.. I'd be more stressed with all the poo I should clean up.
plus.. if I have a pet, I'll be constantly reminded of what it represents -- some form of substitution for love.
in that case, then you need a hobby! try digital photo... or maybe belajar main guitar ke... writing deep stuff ke..
hahhaha. I do all those three listed :P
sangat tak berkesan to take my mind off things. somehow my thoughts are reflected in everything that I do.. bosan.
therefore... turn those deep and meaningful words into songs... men guitar sekali... :) ble jadi michelle branch! :P
hahahha.. i dah ade twitter! lembab kannnn.. well.. this is my attempt to start "writing" again.. hope it lasts. hello wanie
Bahijaaahhh!! yayy!!
miss youuuuuu!!!
*hugs*
We're human beings... we'll always require distraction(s).
Ooh! Is that something shiny I see?! =D LOL.
lol Melissa :P
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