hahahaha!
Not me, definitely.
Anyway, I'm thankful for having family and friends who are well attuned to my moods -- or at least my tweets! hahahhaha!
If I'm being honest, I've been feeling like crap for the past few days. I don't know why it's so hard to say it out loud. Well, I know. I don't want to get those judgy quizzical looks and have to deal with questions that I don't have the answers for.
Sometimes I get shit handed to me and my being just makes it ten thousands worse.
Why?
I don't know! I wish I do.. but I don't!
Maybe I'm depressed. Maybe my mood swings and insomnia could attest to that. Maybe I'm just hopeless, who knows?
Maybe I'll die alone.
Maybe I deserve that.
Maybe I was put here to be a conundrum to everyone and even myself!
What I do know, I've successfully given myself a headache from trying to word my feelings in this entry. Should I even call this an entry? I doubt it.
Anyway, I had the past couple of days off and despite wanting to do a lot of things, I got myself stuck in bed just reading..
Sometimes I feel like I could get a lot of shit done if I hated reading.
