Haven't got a proper rest since the last 48 hours.
I'd usually curse horribly with a day like this but somehow I don't feel it. Had heard enough of the words to add some more by myself. Rase sesak dikelilingi oleh orang yang sedang moody. I didn't like it, so I'll try not to be so moody myself, okie!
Didn't sleep last night, doing design process. (thanks a lot to procrastination!) Don't know how I shall put these into words. While most of my friends do their work, I'd chat.. when they've already got to the letter Q, I was still at B. Honestly, I was stuck at B for two days! hahhaha! (pemalas betul!)
Anyways.. feeling quite weird right now.
I keep doing the things that would get me into a sticky situation.. why? Felt like starting something that I shouldn't start. So afraid of spoiling it out but sometimes I wonder if there's anything more.
This song is kinda sad, don't you think?
Out Of Reach by Gabrielle
Knew the signs
Wasn't right
I was stupid for a while
Swept away by you
And now I feel like a fool
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be
Catch myself
From despair
I could drown
If I stay here
Keeping busy everyday
I know I will be OK
But I was
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be
So much hurt,
So much pain
Takes a while
To regain
What is lost inside
And I hope that in time,
You'll be out of my mind
And I'll be over you
But now I'm
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach,
So far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be
Out of reach,
So far
You never gave your heart
In my reach, I can see
There's a life out there
For me
very very tired.. SHOULD be sleeping..
Monday, November 10, 2003
Me and my big fat-- m o u t h !!
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The inevitable jealousy.
I find myself feeling VERY insecured these days. Why? Only my heart feels, why. And my brain, being as relevant and logical as it always been keeps telling myself.. "What's there to secure??" Coz there is NOTHING. So why do I feel so insecured.. You can't lose what you never had, right? (keep telling myself that, anyways!) So why do I keep feeling that I'm losing this.. There's nothing to lose, Wanie.. Get a hold of yourself! Why are you so scared?? That is the main question now.. Why am I so scared?
:( Finding myself hard to bear, now..
"Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a harder battle." Plato
A question for Plato though.. how did he know that everyone else are fighting a greater battle? If one is having a bad hair day.. and the other is having a deadly cancer. Should the one with the cancer consider the one with the bad hair day is fighting a greater battle?? It doesn't make sense!! I used to believe in Plato's words.. but now I realize how foolish I can be sometimes! Urrghh!! My head is battling with my heart!!
Even though I am mocking Plato right now, another voice is reminding me the words I once said to a friend while she was having a really rough time..
"God wouldn't 'test' a person if He knew that he or she couldn't handle it."
(macam pandai kan?) I feel stupid for saying those right now. Coz at this moment.. I don't know which I should listen to.
Example on the same two people. The one with cancer and the bad hair. Could be the one with cancer is a really strong person.. Come what may, he can face death tonight if it is time. And compared to the other.. maybe he is a perfection-freak that the fact that his hair is in his eyes can make him go out of his head. In this case, the one with the bad hair is fighting the harder battle, right?
sheesh! I hate talking to myself! It keeps getting me horribly confused!
Sometimes I feel like I'm giving too much.. but the next second I'll remind myself again that it's never enough.. Nobody can be giving too much.. You should lend a hand to those who need it. It's wrong to turn your back on them.. just because you have your own needs.
A friend said, "selfish.. who isn't?"
I hate to believe that.. but by not believing it, am I considered as naive? It's just that in a corner of myself.. I hope there are some people who is not. Who doesn't put theirselves as MORE important than others.. Who wouldn't mind reaching out their hand when there are those in need. And am I considered as stupid if I expected people to scratch my back if I scratched theirs? I thought we should be fair in everything we do.. But why do I find myself having a hard time trying to reach my back.
Have I been hurt so badly? I don't know...
Honesty.. something I've believed in for years! I can't tell a single lie! I am such a bad liar...
Well, that was what I thought.. But what's obvious is that I've been lying everything about it. In fact, I can be such a great liar at times.
I once said how I am thankful for everything I have and Heavens should punish me if I am not. Heavens should.. for I am not thankful for what I have. I've been expecting more and more to come my way. If I have been so thankful, I should've not felt the way that I felt. I should've been secured...
I am so full of lies. I am not what you think.. I am not even what I think! I lied to myself.. about everything and anything.. I can't be honest, 'coz honesty scares me.
I am very scared of losing the things that I never had.. I am scared of not being able to even enjoy a moment having it. For me, just let me have it for two minutes before I really lose it.. So at least I can remember that I had once had it.. and I'll be content.
That is the truth..
I find myself feeling VERY insecured these days. Why? Only my heart feels, why. And my brain, being as relevant and logical as it always been keeps telling myself.. "What's there to secure??" Coz there is NOTHING. So why do I feel so insecured.. You can't lose what you never had, right? (keep telling myself that, anyways!) So why do I keep feeling that I'm losing this.. There's nothing to lose, Wanie.. Get a hold of yourself! Why are you so scared?? That is the main question now.. Why am I so scared?
:( Finding myself hard to bear, now..
"Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a harder battle." Plato
A question for Plato though.. how did he know that everyone else are fighting a greater battle? If one is having a bad hair day.. and the other is having a deadly cancer. Should the one with the cancer consider the one with the bad hair day is fighting a greater battle?? It doesn't make sense!! I used to believe in Plato's words.. but now I realize how foolish I can be sometimes! Urrghh!! My head is battling with my heart!!
Even though I am mocking Plato right now, another voice is reminding me the words I once said to a friend while she was having a really rough time..
"God wouldn't 'test' a person if He knew that he or she couldn't handle it."
(macam pandai kan?) I feel stupid for saying those right now. Coz at this moment.. I don't know which I should listen to.
Example on the same two people. The one with cancer and the bad hair. Could be the one with cancer is a really strong person.. Come what may, he can face death tonight if it is time. And compared to the other.. maybe he is a perfection-freak that the fact that his hair is in his eyes can make him go out of his head. In this case, the one with the bad hair is fighting the harder battle, right?
sheesh! I hate talking to myself! It keeps getting me horribly confused!
Sometimes I feel like I'm giving too much.. but the next second I'll remind myself again that it's never enough.. Nobody can be giving too much.. You should lend a hand to those who need it. It's wrong to turn your back on them.. just because you have your own needs.
A friend said, "selfish.. who isn't?"
I hate to believe that.. but by not believing it, am I considered as naive? It's just that in a corner of myself.. I hope there are some people who is not. Who doesn't put theirselves as MORE important than others.. Who wouldn't mind reaching out their hand when there are those in need. And am I considered as stupid if I expected people to scratch my back if I scratched theirs? I thought we should be fair in everything we do.. But why do I find myself having a hard time trying to reach my back.
Have I been hurt so badly? I don't know...
Honesty.. something I've believed in for years! I can't tell a single lie! I am such a bad liar...
Well, that was what I thought.. But what's obvious is that I've been lying everything about it. In fact, I can be such a great liar at times.
I once said how I am thankful for everything I have and Heavens should punish me if I am not. Heavens should.. for I am not thankful for what I have. I've been expecting more and more to come my way. If I have been so thankful, I should've not felt the way that I felt. I should've been secured...
I am so full of lies. I am not what you think.. I am not even what I think! I lied to myself.. about everything and anything.. I can't be honest, 'coz honesty scares me.
I am very scared of losing the things that I never had.. I am scared of not being able to even enjoy a moment having it. For me, just let me have it for two minutes before I really lose it.. So at least I can remember that I had once had it.. and I'll be content.
That is the truth..
Sunday, November 09, 2003
... ... ...
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1. spent the whole day in my room, in front of the computer, chatting.
2. saw Ana and Jai in the car while me and Bahijah were waiting for Asha and Dzayed at the zebra-crossing.
3. saw the couple again on the road towards Putra. They had a flat tire and we stopped a while to WATCH. heehee~
4. went to Selera Putra but there was no parking; there was an event so we somehow ended up in IOI Mall.
5. stopped at Esso before-hand for break-fast 'coz we got out late. Had some drummets and we threw the bones out through the window. hahaa~!
6. dined in Kenny Roger's Roasters.
7. back again somewhere around 10, going to see Asha and Dzayed again for sahur later.
8. thinking of doing my assignment... should I? :D
ehheh!
2. saw Ana and Jai in the car while me and Bahijah were waiting for Asha and Dzayed at the zebra-crossing.
3. saw the couple again on the road towards Putra. They had a flat tire and we stopped a while to WATCH. heehee~
4. went to Selera Putra but there was no parking; there was an event so we somehow ended up in IOI Mall.
5. stopped at Esso before-hand for break-fast 'coz we got out late. Had some drummets and we threw the bones out through the window. hahaa~!
6. dined in Kenny Roger's Roasters.
7. back again somewhere around 10, going to see Asha and Dzayed again for sahur later.
8. thinking of doing my assignment... should I? :D
ehheh!
"Kenape Wanie bad mood ?"
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That was the most repeated question I've heard tonight! And these are some possible answers :
a. maybe I was tired
b. maybe I was bored of something
c. maybe I had too many things in my head
d. maybe I was simply upset about something that I just can't talk about
Stupid mamak can't make a simple iced Milo! Just like adding fuel onto an open flame. I was urged to do some 'scene' right there but only resort to not touching the glass anymore and pay for it. I can be stupid sometimes, huh? I should've just did what my head told me.. Pour out the whole glass onto the floor and hide the glass somewhere in the bushes. At least that would worth the RM1.40 that I paid! Stupid mamakss!! (no offence to those who's reading this.. I'm just upset with the mamak at the place where we had our sahur)
Open flame.. yeah, I don't know what caused that. It just ticked.
'Coz honestly, the night started pretty good. Went to the studio and shoot some photographs. Bahijah managed to get Bad for the portrait pics.. and Dzayed was in there for a couple of while. Messed around with some things.. Made noise.. Just a normal.. good.. evening. Oh, our (Bahijah, Asha, Ana and myself) studio time was with Dar, Azarul and their group of friends.. Sorry fellas for making too much noise. My voice could be the last thing you guys wanted to hear.. huhuu~
Musz called while I was in the studio. Gosh, I miss her loads. Wish I could see her right now. Felt like seeing someone who really really knew me even to the rotten core. The fact that I never tried to impress her in any way. The fact that she's the only one person that stinks as bad as I do. :) The one person that can upset me so badly but make me ever so happy. My bestest school years were spent with her. And if anyone can really talk bad about me, she's one! My evil half.. Miss ya' very very much!!!
Then went to see The Matrix Revolution.. won't say much about it here.. not gonna spoil it for those who haven't seen it. :) If you like to know what I think about it, ask me personally! :p Three things though.. First, I hate the way Agent Smith mocked about love. Though I do not know much about love.. it's just annoying how he kept dissing about it to Neo. Two, the graphics were pretty great! Though.. I hated the fact that Neo and Agent Smith kept flying around.. maybe they ought to consider to be in a Harry Potter movie instead. Three.. I am SO going to get bored of Elrond if he's in the next installment of The Lord Of The Rings.. enough of it Agent Smith!! Bluerghhh~!
The movie was in 2 hours, by the way.
Thanks Ana for stopping by.. Thanks Bahijah for trying to cheer me up.. Thanks Asha for asking... and thanks Dzayed for asking me to smile.. :)
Gosh!! Why am I still having such a mood about this!! "This" that I don't even know! I am just SO pissed!! grRrRR!!
I need a hug.. right this moment. But there's really no one right here that I can hug. The people that I'm thinking of hugging is either not here.. or I'm not supposed to hug 'em. hehhe.. :)
Sometimes I can be happily wondering.. but most of the days I'm just wondering wondering.. Can't stop wondering.. Wondering if wondering is my fate.. Wonder if I'll ever stop wondering. Wondering if I'll stop wondering when I finally get bored. But what if I'll never get bored?
Time should tell, then.. right? And by the way.. I AM loving these things I'm wondering at the moment. I don't mind this at all.. just the fact that I'm wondering too much, and no one knows what I am really wondering..
It's full moon outside...
Sway by Runga Bic
Don't Stray, don't ever go away
I should be much too smart for this
You know it gets the better of me
Sometimes, when you and I collide
I fall into an ocean of you pull me out in time
Don't let me drown, let me down
I say it's all because of you
And here I go, losing my control
I'm practicing your name so I can say it to your face
It doesn't seem right, to look you in the eye
Let all the things you mean to me
Come tumbling out my mouth
Indeed it's time tell you why
I say it's infinitely true
Say you'll stay, don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way, yeah I need to know
All about you
And there's no cure, and only to be sure
Why everything's turned inside out
And still in so much doubt
It makes me so tired - I feel so uninspired
My head is battling with my heart
My logic has been torn apart
And now it all turns sour
Come sweets in every afternoon
Say you'll stay, don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way, yeah I need to know
All about you
It's all because of you
It's all because of you
Now it all turns sour, come sweets in every afternoon
It's time tell you why, I say it's infinitely true
Say you'll stay, don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way, yeah I need to know
All about you
It's all because of you
It's all because of you
It's all because of you
a. maybe I was tired
b. maybe I was bored of something
c. maybe I had too many things in my head
d. maybe I was simply upset about something that I just can't talk about
Stupid mamak can't make a simple iced Milo! Just like adding fuel onto an open flame. I was urged to do some 'scene' right there but only resort to not touching the glass anymore and pay for it. I can be stupid sometimes, huh? I should've just did what my head told me.. Pour out the whole glass onto the floor and hide the glass somewhere in the bushes. At least that would worth the RM1.40 that I paid! Stupid mamakss!! (no offence to those who's reading this.. I'm just upset with the mamak at the place where we had our sahur)
Open flame.. yeah, I don't know what caused that. It just ticked.
'Coz honestly, the night started pretty good. Went to the studio and shoot some photographs. Bahijah managed to get Bad for the portrait pics.. and Dzayed was in there for a couple of while. Messed around with some things.. Made noise.. Just a normal.. good.. evening. Oh, our (Bahijah, Asha, Ana and myself) studio time was with Dar, Azarul and their group of friends.. Sorry fellas for making too much noise. My voice could be the last thing you guys wanted to hear.. huhuu~
Musz called while I was in the studio. Gosh, I miss her loads. Wish I could see her right now. Felt like seeing someone who really really knew me even to the rotten core. The fact that I never tried to impress her in any way. The fact that she's the only one person that stinks as bad as I do. :) The one person that can upset me so badly but make me ever so happy. My bestest school years were spent with her. And if anyone can really talk bad about me, she's one! My evil half.. Miss ya' very very much!!!
Then went to see The Matrix Revolution.. won't say much about it here.. not gonna spoil it for those who haven't seen it. :) If you like to know what I think about it, ask me personally! :p Three things though.. First, I hate the way Agent Smith mocked about love. Though I do not know much about love.. it's just annoying how he kept dissing about it to Neo. Two, the graphics were pretty great! Though.. I hated the fact that Neo and Agent Smith kept flying around.. maybe they ought to consider to be in a Harry Potter movie instead. Three.. I am SO going to get bored of Elrond if he's in the next installment of The Lord Of The Rings.. enough of it Agent Smith!! Bluerghhh~!
The movie was in 2 hours, by the way.
Thanks Ana for stopping by.. Thanks Bahijah for trying to cheer me up.. Thanks Asha for asking... and thanks Dzayed for asking me to smile.. :)
Gosh!! Why am I still having such a mood about this!! "This" that I don't even know! I am just SO pissed!! grRrRR!!
I need a hug.. right this moment. But there's really no one right here that I can hug. The people that I'm thinking of hugging is either not here.. or I'm not supposed to hug 'em. hehhe.. :)
Sometimes I can be happily wondering.. but most of the days I'm just wondering wondering.. Can't stop wondering.. Wondering if wondering is my fate.. Wonder if I'll ever stop wondering. Wondering if I'll stop wondering when I finally get bored. But what if I'll never get bored?
Time should tell, then.. right? And by the way.. I AM loving these things I'm wondering at the moment. I don't mind this at all.. just the fact that I'm wondering too much, and no one knows what I am really wondering..
It's full moon outside...
Sway by Runga Bic
Don't Stray, don't ever go away
I should be much too smart for this
You know it gets the better of me
Sometimes, when you and I collide
I fall into an ocean of you pull me out in time
Don't let me drown, let me down
I say it's all because of you
And here I go, losing my control
I'm practicing your name so I can say it to your face
It doesn't seem right, to look you in the eye
Let all the things you mean to me
Come tumbling out my mouth
Indeed it's time tell you why
I say it's infinitely true
Say you'll stay, don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way, yeah I need to know
All about you
And there's no cure, and only to be sure
Why everything's turned inside out
And still in so much doubt
It makes me so tired - I feel so uninspired
My head is battling with my heart
My logic has been torn apart
And now it all turns sour
Come sweets in every afternoon
Say you'll stay, don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way, yeah I need to know
All about you
It's all because of you
It's all because of you
Now it all turns sour, come sweets in every afternoon
It's time tell you why, I say it's infinitely true
Say you'll stay, don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way, yeah I need to know
All about you
It's all because of you
It's all because of you
It's all because of you
Saturday, November 08, 2003
I am SO punk!
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hahhaha!! Just did this quiz!! And I love the results.. why? 'Coz that's Billy, there!! :x
U R SO PUNK!!!! CONGRATS!! *tear* im so PROUD!!
Are U punk??
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U R SO PUNK!!!! CONGRATS!! *tear* im so PROUD!!
Are U punk??
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I accuse Mrs. White, using the Knife in Lounge room!
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Sagittarius November 22 - December 21
Some dynamos lend their size and intensity to spectacular events. Sagittarius likes to draw a crowd. As far as you're concerned, the party has already begun.
ekk? What party? No one invited me to any party.. what are you talking about??
Been... very very happy these days. Even though I am broke.. and thinking of going out today even that I am REALLY lacking in money and that I still have mountains of work.. I am STILL very happy. Big possibility for the fact that I am enjoying my every bits, for real. Just thankful for everything.. :D I have one reaaaaally good friend and one great friend. And there's another who's just fantastic.. And I know this person who's just.. totally... what I wanted! :x heehee~! I really love these bunch!! SANGAT!! My mind will go off, if without them around 'coz they're the ones who completes my everyday!! You guys are the best in my eyes.. remember that, will ya'? :x
Okay.. yesterday was a bit weird day somehow... Did nothing much.. Walked Bahijah to her class. Managed to read Sheeya's letter for us before that. Bahijah cried reading it, while it numbs me somehow.. It's a wonder how someone would claim that he or she is a bestfriend when they don't even tell you the most important things that they should've told. That's Sheeya. I don't know what I should do when I meet her next time. Kick her or hug her 'til all her bones are crushed. Yeaah.. probably that.
Got a lil' moody yesterday, and I hated it.
Break-fasted with Asha and Ana. Asha drove to Putrajaya's bazaar and then we ate in Selera Putra. Bahijah couldn't be with us 'coz she helped this group for their photography project. :( Ate otak-otak like crazy 'coz we bought RM10's worth of it! HAHAHHA!!
Well.. only after then my mood have returned to normal. :) But then my network connection was really crazy. :( Even though I was upset.. I was still loving every moment of it! hahha~! :) People can get me really crazy sometimes.. Crazily happy or crazily upset.. But last night it was crazily happy! :x
Really loving myself these days.. 'coz life doesn't seem to suck in any way! :) This is right where I'd like to be.. :x
Yesterday played Cluedo with Asha and Bahijah! Sempat ter ticked off sikit lak! Sori korang! Mane tak nye.. I was reminding them of the rules and they were playing with the 'weapons' and suddenly they came to a conversation about guns and revolvers. grrRrRrR! heehee~! Didn't play it according to the rules 100% though! As we got tired, we all come to agree to stop the game by making our accusasions.. and me and Asha made the same statement and we were both correct!! :D That was the first time I made a right accusasion! hahhaa~! Selama main kat umah tak penah sempat nak accuse pon! ekekek!
Went sahur in Putrajaya with Bahijah, Asha and Dzayed. Had two half-boiled eggs, two sets of roti bakar and iced Milo! They had somewhat the same meals.. heehee~! :D Gosh, I am very comfortable with that group of friends! Even Dzayed was cool to sit around with. hehhe! Bangge lah mamat tuhh!! After all.. he IS the same age as I do.. 6 years old!! ekekke!
Okaylaah~! That's all for now..
It's been a while since I last wrote something else that mattered rather than my everyday life, huh?
But my everyday life mattered to me.. what the heck! :p
Friday, November 07, 2003
wowwow nak gita plisss~! -_-
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Bizzare Love Triangle
[Capo 1.]
C
E ------------------------|
B ------------1-----------|
G --------0-------0-------|
D ----2---------------2---|
A 3-----------------------|
E (triplets)--------------|
^ . ^ . ^ . ^ .
[intro]
--Fmaj7------------G----------------Em---------------F
E ------0---------|----------------|----------------|----------------|
B ----1-----1---1-|3-----3-----3---|0-----0-----0---|1-----1-----1---|
G --2---------2---|--0-----0-----0-|--0-----0-----0-|--2-----2-----2-|
D 3---------------|----0-----0-----|----2-----2-----|----3-----3-----|
A ----------------|----------------|----------------|----------------|
E ----------------|----------------|----------------|----------------|
^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ .
Every time I think of you I get a shot right through into a bolt of blue
--F----------------G----------------Em---------------F-----F(#4)
E ----------------|--------3-------|--------0-------|----------------|
B 1-----1-----1---|3-----3---------|0-----0-------0-|1-----0---------|
G --2-----2-----0-|--0---------0---|--0---------0---|--2---------2---|
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^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ .
It's no problem of mine but it's a problem I find,
living a life that I can't leave behind
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There's no sense in telling me, the wisdom of a fool won't set you free
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E ----------------|--------3-------|----------------|----------------|
B 1-----1-----1---|3-----3---3-----|0-----0-----0---|1-----1-----1---|
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But that's the way that it goes and it's what nobody knows,
and every day my confusion grows
--Fmaj7---------G(9)----------Em------------F----F(#4)
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Every time I see you falling, I get down on my knees and pray
--F-------------G-------------Em------------F
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G --2-----2-----2-|--4---------4---|--0---------0---|--2-----2-----0-|
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^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ .
I'm waiting for that final moment you say the words that I can't say
I feel fine and I feel good
I feel like I never should
Whenever I get this way I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself that if I hurt someone else
Then I'd never see just what we're meant to be
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You say the words that I can't say
Every time I see you falling
I'll get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You say the words that I can't say [end on C]
[Capo 1.]
C
E ------------------------|
B ------------1-----------|
G --------0-------0-------|
D ----2---------------2---|
A 3-----------------------|
E (triplets)--------------|
^ . ^ . ^ . ^ .
[intro]
--Fmaj7------------G----------------Em---------------F
E ------0---------|----------------|----------------|----------------|
B ----1-----1---1-|3-----3-----3---|0-----0-----0---|1-----1-----1---|
G --2---------2---|--0-----0-----0-|--0-----0-----0-|--2-----2-----2-|
D 3---------------|----0-----0-----|----2-----2-----|----3-----3-----|
A ----------------|----------------|----------------|----------------|
E ----------------|----------------|----------------|----------------|
^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ .
Every time I think of you I get a shot right through into a bolt of blue
--F----------------G----------------Em---------------F-----F(#4)
E ----------------|--------3-------|--------0-------|----------------|
B 1-----1-----1---|3-----3---------|0-----0-------0-|1-----0---------|
G --2-----2-----0-|--0---------0---|--0---------0---|--2---------2---|
D ----3-----3-----|----0---------0-|----2-----------|----3---------3-|
A ----------------|----------------|----------------|----------------|
E ----------------|----------------|----------------|----------------|
^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ .
It's no problem of mine but it's a problem I find,
living a life that I can't leave behind
--F-------------G-------------Em------------F
E ----------------|--------3-------|----------------|----------------|
B 1-----1-----1---|3-----3---3-----|0-----0-----0---|1-----1-----1---|
G --2-----2-----2-|--0---------0---|--0-----0-----0-|--2-------2---2-|
D ----3-----3-----|----0---------0-|----2-----2-----|----3-----------|
A ----------------|----------------|----------------|----------------|
E ----------------|----------------|----------------|----------------|
^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ .
There's no sense in telling me, the wisdom of a fool won't set you free
--F-------------G ------------Em------------F
E ----------------|--------3-------|----------------|----------------|
B 1-----1-----1---|3-----3---3-----|0-----0-----0---|1-----1-----1---|
G --2-----2-----2-|--0---------0---|--0-----0-----0-|--2-------2---2-|
D ----3-----3-----|----0---------0-|----2-----2-----|----3-----------|
A ----------------|----------------|----------------|----------------|
E ----------------|----------------|----------------|----------------|
^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ .
But that's the way that it goes and it's what nobody knows,
and every day my confusion grows
--Fmaj7---------G(9)----------Em------------F----F(#4)
E ----------0-----|--------5-------|--------3-------|----------------|
B 1-------1---1---|3-----3---------|0-----0-------0-|1-----0---------|
G ------2-------2-|--4---------4---|--0---------0---|--2---------2---|
D ----3-----------|----5---------5-|----2-----------|----3-----3---3-|
A ----------------|----------------|----------------|----------------|
E ----------------|----------------|----------------|----------------|
^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ .
Every time I see you falling, I get down on my knees and pray
--F-------------G-------------Em------------F
E ----------------|----------------|--------0-------|----------------|
B 1-----0-----0---|3-----0---------|0-----0-------0-|1-----1-----1---|
G --2-----2-----2-|--4---------4---|--0---------0---|--2-----2-----0-|
D ----3-----3-----|----5-----5---5-|----2-----------|----3-----3-----|
A ----------------|----------------|----------------|----------------|
E ----------------|----------------|----------------|----------------|
^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ . ^ .
I'm waiting for that final moment you say the words that I can't say
I feel fine and I feel good
I feel like I never should
Whenever I get this way I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself that if I hurt someone else
Then I'd never see just what we're meant to be
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You say the words that I can't say
Every time I see you falling
I'll get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You say the words that I can't say [end on C]
Addicted again. . .
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Sagittarius November 22 - December 21
There are two kinds of people -- those that can handle your energy and those that can't. Fire signs are unbeatable. Romance is more about now than later. Take what you can and love every minute of it.
what's up with the 'romance' that were never there?? sheesh~! But I AM loving my every minute. :D Thankful for everything I have right now. :x
Kinda tired these days.. Probably I'm getting sick or it's just because of the fasting.. :)
Went to Mojjo's place last night after break-fast. Took some photos of Fara Zragg (I don't know why she's called that way! and I also don't know if I spelled it right..) Went back to my room somewhere around 11, and did nothing much 'til almost 5 when I finally get to sleep, and woke up at 10:30! :D
Yesterday was kinda a simple day, don't you think?
Okaay, loving this song very very much!! Just heard it while we (me, Bahijah, Asha and Ana) were in the car.
Rest In Pieces by Saliva
Look at me, my depth perception must be off again,
Cause this hurts deeper than I thought it did,
It has not healed with time...
It just shot down my spine.
You look so beautiful tonight,
Reminds me how you laid us down,
And gently smiled,
Before you destroyed my life...
Would you find it in your heart,
To make this go away,
And let me rest in pieces?
(Let me rest in pieces)
Would you find it in your heart,
To make this go away,
And let me rest in pieces?
(Let me rest in pieces)
Look at me, my depth perception must be off again,
You got much closer than I thought you did,
I'm in your reach,
You held me in your hands...
But could you find it in your heart,
To make this go away,
And let me rest in pieces?
(Let me rest in pieces)
Would you find it in your heart,
To make this go away,
And let me rest in pieces?
(Let me rest in pieces)
Could you find, could you find in your heart?
(Could you find, could you let me rest in pieces)
Could you find, could you find in your heart?
(Could you find, could you let me rest in pieces)
this is such a sad song! But me and Asha like it anyways! :)
Thursday, November 06, 2003
cakk!!
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Sagittarius November 22 - December 21
Mother and father figures are equally important in your symbolic pantheon. Liberate yourself from stereotypes and other expectations. Love finds its way into the most unlikely places.
This ought to be interesting!
heehee!! I'm back!!
Sorry for being MIA for the past two days.. ehee~!
Went back home since I had no class.. :D Berbuka puasa di rumah, and played with Izzati all day long! HAHHAA!! I think she's getting cuter and cuter everday!!
Especially yesterday!! She smiled LOAAADS yesterday!! Can't get my hands off her since she was SOOOO entertaining!!
weeeeeee~!! Don't know that being an aunt can be soooo neat!! I love that kiddo!!!! :))
ehh~ Going to have class in 10 mins. Maybe I'll blog later..
weeee~!!
entertained.. weee~!
Tuesday, November 04, 2003
Bizzare Love Triangle
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loving this song to death, for the moment !! REALLY to death !!!! :D
Bizzare Love Triangle by Frente
Every time I think of you
I get a shot right through into a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine, but it's a problem I find
Living a life that I can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes, and it's what nobody knows
And every day my confusion grows
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say
I feel fine, and I feel good
I feel like I never should
Whenever I get this way, I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself that if I hurt someone else
Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say
Bizzare Love Triangle by Frente
Every time I think of you
I get a shot right through into a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine, but it's a problem I find
Living a life that I can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes, and it's what nobody knows
And every day my confusion grows
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say
I feel fine, and I feel good
I feel like I never should
Whenever I get this way, I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself that if I hurt someone else
Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say
Monday, November 03, 2003
m y d a y . . .
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Sagittarius November 22 - December 21
Loved ones are supportive, but it's not what you need. Sagittarius is fixated on windfalls, career advancement and other dreams of grandeur. Live your own reality instead of reliving someone else's myth.
o yeahh? then what am I doing right here, then????
Had break-fast with Asha, Dzayed and Butet @ Nando's Putrajaya..
somewhat created a false alarm when I said I wanted to puke. Don't know why, but I really felt like it then..
Booked the photography studio for Saturday night.. hohoho! That should be interesting!! Though I'm a bit worried for the fact that we still haven't find that other member for the group..
O well, suits Che Mat then.. if he wants to scold us later.. huhuu~ can't help it, can we?
You represent... hope. You're quite a daydreamer and can be a hopeless romantic. You enjoy being creative and don't mind being alone at times. You have goals, and know what you want in life... even if they are a little far fetched.
What feeling do you represent?
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huhuu~ I guess that's just me, even Bahijah kept telling me to stop "hoping" so much!!
I clicked on the quiz absent-mindedly and somehow this is the results I get!!
O well.. sleepy again though I've slept like 3 hours in the afternoon, letting Asha hijack my computer.. heehee~
{ hopelessly hopeful }
HA-HA-HA
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taken from Majin's blog, which was actually taken from jumpin.net (some blog site inside MMU's intranet) :
-Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We want it to be up and you want it to be down. You don't hear us complaining about you keeping it down right? (humm.. true..)
-Birthdays, Valentines, and Anniversaries are not quests to see if we can find the perfect present yet again! (guess so!)
-Sometimes we are not thinking about you. Live with it. We have other things on our minds too... (yeah.. vice versa)
-Don't cut your hair. Ever. Long hair is always more attractive than short hair. One of the big reasons guys fear getting married is that married women always cut their hair, and by then you're stuck with her. (bodo btol..)
-Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way.
-Crying is blackmail. (no it's not.. jerk!)
-Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! It makes everyone’s life easier! (yeah, don't expect us to figure you out, too!)
-We don't remember dates. Mark birthdays and anniversaries on the calendar. Remind us frequently beforehand. (it's the thought that counts.. we can forget YOUR dates too, y'know!)
-Most guys own three pairs of shoes - tops. What makes you think we'd be any good at choosing which pair, out of thirty, would look good with your dress? (okaay..)
-Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. (it's not!)
-Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. (guys like this should die... really!)
-A headache that last for 17 months is a problem. See a doctor, fast! (fine..)
-Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument. In fact, all comments become null and void after 7 days. (fine then..)
-If you won't dress like the Victoria's Secret girls, don't expect us to act like soap opera guys. (hahahhaha!!)
-If you think you're fat, you probably are. Don't ask us. We refuse to answer. (okaaay!)
-If something we said can be interpreted two ways, and one of the ways makes you sad or angry, we meant the other one. (If something I said can be interpreted two ways, and one of the ways makes you sad or angry, I really meant it.. you jerk!!)
-You can either ask us to do something or tell us how you want it done. Not both. If you already know best how to do it, just do it yourself. (okaaay~)
-Whenever possible, please say whatever you have to say during commercials. (the same goes to you..okie!)
-Christopher Columbus did not need directions, and neither do we. (hahahhaa!! okaaay..)
-The relationship is never going to be like it was the first two months we were going out. Get over it. And quit whining to your girlfriends. (we don't WHINE to our girlfriends.. it's just the way we tell it, jerk!!!)
-ALL men see in only 16 colors, like Windows default settings. Peach, for example, is a fruit, not a color. Pumpkin is also a fruit. We have no idea what mauve is. (oh~ so you're REALLY stupid!! sorry.. I expected more from you.. my mistake then)
-If it itches, it will be scratched. And that's what we'll do. (u huhh)
-We are not mind readers and we never will be. Our lack of mind-reading ability is not proof of how little we care about you. (of course.. :D )
-If we ask what is wrong and you say "nothing," we will act like nothing's wrong. We know you are lying, but it is just not worth the hassle. (what a turn-off! :( )
-If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, expect an answer you don't want to hear. (vice-versa!)
-When we have to go somewhere, absolutely anything you wear is fine. Really. (are you REALLY sure about that one??)
-Don't ask us what we're thinking about unless you are prepared to discuss such topics as soccer, or which accessories shop to spend on when we get our own car, or the Baywatch episode we saw last night. (hahahha!! baiklahh~! and you SHOULD be prepared if we talk about shoes, orlando bloom, or elijah wood then! that's the only way we could be fair!)
-You have enough clothes. (yeah.. most probably.. I just don't want to wear most of them! HAHAHA!)
-You have too many shoes. (no I don't!)
ps: if you say things like those to a girl you fancy.. NEVER expect her to feel the same for you.. HONEST!!
-Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We want it to be up and you want it to be down. You don't hear us complaining about you keeping it down right? (humm.. true..)
-Birthdays, Valentines, and Anniversaries are not quests to see if we can find the perfect present yet again! (guess so!)
-Sometimes we are not thinking about you. Live with it. We have other things on our minds too... (yeah.. vice versa)
-Don't cut your hair. Ever. Long hair is always more attractive than short hair. One of the big reasons guys fear getting married is that married women always cut their hair, and by then you're stuck with her. (bodo btol..)
-Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way.
-Crying is blackmail. (no it's not.. jerk!)
-Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! It makes everyone’s life easier! (yeah, don't expect us to figure you out, too!)
-We don't remember dates. Mark birthdays and anniversaries on the calendar. Remind us frequently beforehand. (it's the thought that counts.. we can forget YOUR dates too, y'know!)
-Most guys own three pairs of shoes - tops. What makes you think we'd be any good at choosing which pair, out of thirty, would look good with your dress? (okaay..)
-Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. (it's not!)
-Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. (guys like this should die... really!)
-A headache that last for 17 months is a problem. See a doctor, fast! (fine..)
-Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument. In fact, all comments become null and void after 7 days. (fine then..)
-If you won't dress like the Victoria's Secret girls, don't expect us to act like soap opera guys. (hahahhaha!!)
-If you think you're fat, you probably are. Don't ask us. We refuse to answer. (okaaay!)
-If something we said can be interpreted two ways, and one of the ways makes you sad or angry, we meant the other one. (If something I said can be interpreted two ways, and one of the ways makes you sad or angry, I really meant it.. you jerk!!)
-You can either ask us to do something or tell us how you want it done. Not both. If you already know best how to do it, just do it yourself. (okaaay~)
-Whenever possible, please say whatever you have to say during commercials. (the same goes to you..okie!)
-Christopher Columbus did not need directions, and neither do we. (hahahhaa!! okaaay..)
-The relationship is never going to be like it was the first two months we were going out. Get over it. And quit whining to your girlfriends. (we don't WHINE to our girlfriends.. it's just the way we tell it, jerk!!!)
-ALL men see in only 16 colors, like Windows default settings. Peach, for example, is a fruit, not a color. Pumpkin is also a fruit. We have no idea what mauve is. (oh~ so you're REALLY stupid!! sorry.. I expected more from you.. my mistake then)
-If it itches, it will be scratched. And that's what we'll do. (u huhh)
-We are not mind readers and we never will be. Our lack of mind-reading ability is not proof of how little we care about you. (of course.. :D )
-If we ask what is wrong and you say "nothing," we will act like nothing's wrong. We know you are lying, but it is just not worth the hassle. (what a turn-off! :( )
-If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, expect an answer you don't want to hear. (vice-versa!)
-When we have to go somewhere, absolutely anything you wear is fine. Really. (are you REALLY sure about that one??)
-Don't ask us what we're thinking about unless you are prepared to discuss such topics as soccer, or which accessories shop to spend on when we get our own car, or the Baywatch episode we saw last night. (hahahha!! baiklahh~! and you SHOULD be prepared if we talk about shoes, orlando bloom, or elijah wood then! that's the only way we could be fair!)
-You have enough clothes. (yeah.. most probably.. I just don't want to wear most of them! HAHAHA!)
-You have too many shoes. (no I don't!)
ps: if you say things like those to a girl you fancy.. NEVER expect her to feel the same for you.. HONEST!!
lamanye tak denga lagu ni... :x
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I'll Be by Edwin McCain
The strands in your eyes, that color them wonderful.
Stop me and steal my breath.
Emeralds from mountains, thrust towards the sky,
Never revealing their depth.
Tell me that we belong together...
Dress it up with the trappings of love.
I'll be captivated,
I'll hang from your lips,
Instead of the gallows of heartache, that hang from above.
I'll be your crying shoulder.
I'll be love suicide.
I'll be better when I'm older.
I'll be the greatest fan of your life..
And rain falls angry on the tin roof,
As we lie awake in my bed.
You're my survival, you're my living proof,
My love is alive not dead.
Tell me that we belong together,
Dress it up with the trappings of love..
I'll be captivated,
I'll hang from your lips,
Instead of the gallows of heartache, that hang from above..
I'll be your crying shoulder.
I'll be love suicide.
I'll be better when I'm older.
I'll be the greatest fan of your life..
I've dropped out, I've burned up, I fought my way back from the dead.
Tuned in, I turned on, remembered the things that you said..
I'll be your crying shoulder.
I'll be love suicide.
I'll be better when I'm older.
I'll be the greatest fan of your life..
The greatest fan of your life...
The strands in your eyes, that color them wonderful.
Stop me and steal my breath.
Emeralds from mountains, thrust towards the sky,
Never revealing their depth.
Tell me that we belong together...
Dress it up with the trappings of love.
I'll be captivated,
I'll hang from your lips,
Instead of the gallows of heartache, that hang from above.
I'll be your crying shoulder.
I'll be love suicide.
I'll be better when I'm older.
I'll be the greatest fan of your life..
And rain falls angry on the tin roof,
As we lie awake in my bed.
You're my survival, you're my living proof,
My love is alive not dead.
Tell me that we belong together,
Dress it up with the trappings of love..
I'll be captivated,
I'll hang from your lips,
Instead of the gallows of heartache, that hang from above..
I'll be your crying shoulder.
I'll be love suicide.
I'll be better when I'm older.
I'll be the greatest fan of your life..
I've dropped out, I've burned up, I fought my way back from the dead.
Tuned in, I turned on, remembered the things that you said..
I'll be your crying shoulder.
I'll be love suicide.
I'll be better when I'm older.
I'll be the greatest fan of your life..
The greatest fan of your life...
"Gila bayanglah akuuuuu!!!"
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hahahahha!!!! Excuse me.. That is SO not me! I was merely making fun of a show I saw on telly yesterday, and it happened to be a hindustan film!!! HAHAHHA!! My sister was screening the channel and somehow stopped at this part when this guy just saw this girl naked in the bathroom and the translation was that line above!! HAHAHHA!! And that is of course, right before they started singing.. hohoho! TYPICAL!!
Anyways.. went back to MMU somewhere around 10 last night but I went straight to Mojjo's place to keep her company. :D Ate the bekal I've brougt from home! My family did nasik impit.. sambal kacang.. and all those close-to-Raya stuff and I can't help asking them to wrap some up.. Bole Asha merase masakan rumah, kan Asha kann? (walaopun bukan umah sendri.. huhuu)
And then, saw Roswell on her computer.. (MAX~!! :x) And when we're SUPPOSED to get some sleep, we went to Dzayed's car and drove to Putrajaya instead!! (Asha was driving..) Got some things at the 7eleven and then pusing sikt ke tempat yang agak menakutkan!! huhuu~ Tu laa.. menggatal sangat nak berjalan.. last last menakutkan diri sendri.. huhuu~ When we arrived back in Cyberia, we hung out at the playground.. talking.. talking and yapping about stuff as we munched away the things we bought.. Thanks Asha, sudi mendenga menda menda yang tak penting dalam idop Wanie.. :x
Finally went up to her house somewhere around 4 as we were getting bitten horribly by the mosquitoes! HAHHAHA! My leg looked horrible!! There were too many bites!! ekkeke!!
So we woke up around 8 when we got ourselves ready for the SUPPOSEDLY- Malaysian Studies lecture.. sheesh! What a total waste of energy.. And when we wanted to check the studio if there's any spot for booking, Che' Mat was there.. nagging some stuff about procrastination.. huhuu~ so we walked away! HAHAHHA!! Total waste of energy lah this morning..
So here I am, typing my life away.. while dear Mojjo is sleeping in my bed. :)
Been doing the quizes on Ana's blog.. ekkeke!
Okehh!! Now, about home!! Baby was SOOOOOO adorable!!! We call her Izzati at home, instead of Anis.. 'coz I have a cousin with the same name.. :) Izzati is SO SO SOOO adorable!!! She's REALLY REALLY CUTE!!! You peeps should listen to her cry.. HAHAHHA!! SANGAT SANGAT CUTE!!! I wish she'd cry more when I was home, but she didn't.. 'coz she like me too much to cry! HAHHAHA!! :x Can't stop myself from touching her.. ekkeke! Maseh tak berani nak angkat though.. huhuu~ takut laaaa!!! Tunggu nanti dah dekat sebulan lah kot baru nak angkat! hohoho! Anyways.. everyone got annoyed with me at home.. 'coz the baby didn't cry much when I was at home, and I'd say that she's glad I was home.. ekekke!! :)) Maaan, I love the kid already!! KAWAAAAAAAIIII!!!!!! And while she was asleep.. ADOHH~!! CUTE NYERRRRR!!! Are all babies this cute??? Kenape Wanie tak perasan??? Izzati would smile tiba tiba.. or cebik mulut.. or muncung muncung.. HAHHAH!! I know all babies do that, but IZZATI IS SOOO CUTE!!!! Tau tido, minum susu, yak yak.. tido, minum, yak yak! HAHAHHA! What a simple life!! ekekek! Everytime I look at her, rase nak nangis pon ade!! Life is such an amazing thing, isn't it??? And I just can't stop from staring at her.. IZZATI, YOU'RE SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!
And Nina lak ade cakap Izzati looked like me.. hint* hint*
HAHHAHAHAHA!!!!!!! Izzati is just too cute!! GERAM SANGAT!!! Dok cucuk cucuk pipi dia.. and geletek lengan dia! HAHAHHA!! Tidoo je tau, sape suhhh!! HAHAHAHHAHA!!
Okay... I'm lacking of sleep.. tengah rase nak gile sikit pon ade nihh.. :D
.. still laughing at last Friday's incident! hohohoho! (Bahijah, shut it!) ekekke!! I should tell myself that!! :))
Oh!! THANKS ASHA & DZAYED!!!!!!! :x :x The pair bought me the 'preposterously expensive blank CD' that I had my eyes on when we were in OU! heehee~! THANK YOU SANGAT SANGAAAAAAAT!!! :x Lovin' it!!!! :D
** even if you don't like me back, I'm already content with the way it is right now. and even if you felt the same way too, I wouldn't know what I wanted from you anyways, and so.. this is the way I like it to be.. we're cool this way, aren't we? :D **
Anyways.. went back to MMU somewhere around 10 last night but I went straight to Mojjo's place to keep her company. :D Ate the bekal I've brougt from home! My family did nasik impit.. sambal kacang.. and all those close-to-Raya stuff and I can't help asking them to wrap some up.. Bole Asha merase masakan rumah, kan Asha kann? (walaopun bukan umah sendri.. huhuu)
And then, saw Roswell on her computer.. (MAX~!! :x) And when we're SUPPOSED to get some sleep, we went to Dzayed's car and drove to Putrajaya instead!! (Asha was driving..) Got some things at the 7eleven and then pusing sikt ke tempat yang agak menakutkan!! huhuu~ Tu laa.. menggatal sangat nak berjalan.. last last menakutkan diri sendri.. huhuu~ When we arrived back in Cyberia, we hung out at the playground.. talking.. talking and yapping about stuff as we munched away the things we bought.. Thanks Asha, sudi mendenga menda menda yang tak penting dalam idop Wanie.. :x
Finally went up to her house somewhere around 4 as we were getting bitten horribly by the mosquitoes! HAHHAHA! My leg looked horrible!! There were too many bites!! ekkeke!!
So we woke up around 8 when we got ourselves ready for the SUPPOSEDLY- Malaysian Studies lecture.. sheesh! What a total waste of energy.. And when we wanted to check the studio if there's any spot for booking, Che' Mat was there.. nagging some stuff about procrastination.. huhuu~ so we walked away! HAHAHHA!! Total waste of energy lah this morning..
So here I am, typing my life away.. while dear Mojjo is sleeping in my bed. :)
Been doing the quizes on Ana's blog.. ekkeke!
My inner child is six years old!
Look what I can do! I can walk, I can run, I can
read! I like to do stuff, and there's a whole
big world out there to do it in. Just so long
as I can take my blankie and my Mommy and my
three best friends with me, of course.
How Old is Your Inner Child?
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Okehh!! Now, about home!! Baby was SOOOOOO adorable!!! We call her Izzati at home, instead of Anis.. 'coz I have a cousin with the same name.. :) Izzati is SO SO SOOO adorable!!! She's REALLY REALLY CUTE!!! You peeps should listen to her cry.. HAHAHHA!! SANGAT SANGAT CUTE!!! I wish she'd cry more when I was home, but she didn't.. 'coz she like me too much to cry! HAHHAHA!! :x Can't stop myself from touching her.. ekkeke! Maseh tak berani nak angkat though.. huhuu~ takut laaaa!!! Tunggu nanti dah dekat sebulan lah kot baru nak angkat! hohoho! Anyways.. everyone got annoyed with me at home.. 'coz the baby didn't cry much when I was at home, and I'd say that she's glad I was home.. ekekke!! :)) Maaan, I love the kid already!! KAWAAAAAAAIIII!!!!!! And while she was asleep.. ADOHH~!! CUTE NYERRRRR!!! Are all babies this cute??? Kenape Wanie tak perasan??? Izzati would smile tiba tiba.. or cebik mulut.. or muncung muncung.. HAHHAH!! I know all babies do that, but IZZATI IS SOOO CUTE!!!! Tau tido, minum susu, yak yak.. tido, minum, yak yak! HAHAHHA! What a simple life!! ekekek! Everytime I look at her, rase nak nangis pon ade!! Life is such an amazing thing, isn't it??? And I just can't stop from staring at her.. IZZATI, YOU'RE SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!
And Nina lak ade cakap Izzati looked like me.. hint* hint*
HAHHAHAHAHA!!!!!!! Izzati is just too cute!! GERAM SANGAT!!! Dok cucuk cucuk pipi dia.. and geletek lengan dia! HAHAHHA!! Tidoo je tau, sape suhhh!! HAHAHAHHAHA!!
Okay... I'm lacking of sleep.. tengah rase nak gile sikit pon ade nihh.. :D
.. still laughing at last Friday's incident! hohohoho! (Bahijah, shut it!) ekekke!! I should tell myself that!! :))
Oh!! THANKS ASHA & DZAYED!!!!!!! :x :x The pair bought me the 'preposterously expensive blank CD' that I had my eyes on when we were in OU! heehee~! THANK YOU SANGAT SANGAAAAAAAT!!! :x Lovin' it!!!! :D
** even if you don't like me back, I'm already content with the way it is right now. and even if you felt the same way too, I wouldn't know what I wanted from you anyways, and so.. this is the way I like it to be.. we're cool this way, aren't we? :D **
Friday, October 31, 2003
Hopelessly hopeful
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HAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHHHAHAHHAHAHHAH AHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHH *takes breath* AHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sorry... I got so silly just now before break-fast that I just had to laugh at myself!! kekkeke!!!
HAHHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAH!!!
Gosh, I need to take a break.. and think less about things.. heehee~!
Bahijah, laugh at this >> "Wanie kan kuaaat..." kekkekke!! Thanks Bahijah!! I was strong, wasn't I? ekkeke!!
Went to Bahijah's class in the afternoon, and after we left the classroom, we hung around STAD building 'coz we didn't feel like going back to our rooms.. And when we left that spot, we hung out again at the staircase! HAHAHHA! Lepak sahaja!! Visited the bazaar but was uninterested with everything and somehow decided to have break-fast at the Street Mall.
Bahijah, stop laughing!
And then.. bumped with Dar and his family! heehee~
Bahijah, I said stop!!!
Break-fast was fine, really... especially since it was on Bahijah!! HAHAHHA!!
Okay, laugh a lil' bit more, Bahijah...
Kenyang kenyang~~~
Stop laughing NOW Bahijah!!!
Okaay.. my dad's coming... have a nice weekend peeps!!
Knocking my head silly~~ *tuk tuk* (the sound of knuckles on head)
sorry... I got so silly just now before break-fast that I just had to laugh at myself!! kekkeke!!!
HAHHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAH!!!
Gosh, I need to take a break.. and think less about things.. heehee~!
Bahijah, laugh at this >> "Wanie kan kuaaat..." kekkekke!! Thanks Bahijah!! I was strong, wasn't I? ekkeke!!
Went to Bahijah's class in the afternoon, and after we left the classroom, we hung around STAD building 'coz we didn't feel like going back to our rooms.. And when we left that spot, we hung out again at the staircase! HAHAHHA! Lepak sahaja!! Visited the bazaar but was uninterested with everything and somehow decided to have break-fast at the Street Mall.
Bahijah, stop laughing!
And then.. bumped with Dar and his family! heehee~
Bahijah, I said stop!!!
Break-fast was fine, really... especially since it was on Bahijah!! HAHAHHA!!
Okay, laugh a lil' bit more, Bahijah...
Kenyang kenyang~~~
Stop laughing NOW Bahijah!!!
Okaay.. my dad's coming... have a nice weekend peeps!!
Knocking my head silly~~ *tuk tuk* (the sound of knuckles on head)
Absolutely. . .
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Kinda just woke up...
Still sleepy, really! But it's too high-noon to stay in bed.
Anyways... the morning sahur was quite fun! heehee~! Ate in Puchong, and joked around with the peeps (Bahijah, Asha, Dzayed and his mates; Butet and Pejang) Berbalas teka-teki and it was horrible! HAHAHA! For instance:
Sing ape yang paling bernilai kat satu Malaysia nie?
.
..
...
Singgit!
bluerghh! Biol kan? ekkekeke! And this one is super silly..
Ape jadi bila kotak ditebalikkan?
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..
...
Katok! (re arranged the letters in backwards!)
huhuu.. mengarut! And this is another one, while we were in the car..
Butet : Mula, mula ade 111.. lepas tu 222.. lepas 222.. 333, lepas 333, 444. sampaaaaai la 999. Ape lepas 999?
Asha : Ape lepas 999?
Wanie : polis datang?
Bahijah : Ape lepas 999 aa? Kat tv.. ape lepas 999??
Dzayed : Misteri Nusantara!
Butet : Betuuuuuuul~!
ekekke! Had quite a fun with those guys.. though sleepy. hehhe! Layan lagu tamil mase makan. (we were at a mamak restaurant!) And surprisingly it was funnn!! That was most of the reason why we were laughing loads while having our sahur. :))
Duit tinggal RM2.. Papaa~ Nak balekk!! Papa didn't call last night.. :( I wonder.. But I was asleep right then, so macam.. peliknyer! Cam tau taau lak orang tengah resting.. takmo kaco.. ekkeke! :D
Suddenly remembered the conversation we had two nights ago. You see, when I SMSed home, I'd say to send my regards to everyone at home, including the baby! heehee~ And then;
Papa : Nina kem salam..
Wanie : Waalaikumsalam.. baby? baby??
Papa : Nina kate, baby pon...
Wanie : Yeaaaaaaaay~!!
ekkeke!! I don't know what's up with me! But I imagined that small kiddo REALLY send her regards.. HAHHAHA!! That would be SUPER cute though.. heeheee!
O heyy.. I didn't knew that I had this song, at all.. It is by farthest.. one of the most stupid *NSYNC song I've ever heard! HAHAHA!! Sorry fellas, I love you.. but it's just lame! ekkeke!
Could it be you?
I've been searching so hard to find
Tell me, How could I have been so blind?
You were here all the time
Could it be you?
You never looked as good to me as you look tonight
Oh yeah
It's like I've seen you for the first time
through a lovers eyes.
Oh Could it be
That I never knew its always been you that I've been looking for
You were always right here by my side
Oh yeah
Could it be you?
I've been searching so hard to find
Tell me, How could I have been so blind?
You were here all the time
Oh Yeah
Could it be you?
The girl I always have dreams about
The one I just can't live without
Is it so tell me now
Could it be you
Can you imagine what it's like to always live without love
I need to have you in my life
I think I know that now
My open heart (open heart)
Make you a part (make you apart)
A part of this lovin I've been keepin (i've been keeping for)
And I might just give it all to you
Oh ho
Could it be you?
I've been searching so hard to find
Tell me, How could I have been so blind?
You were here all the time
Could it be you?
The girl I always have dreams about
The one I just can't live without
Is it so tell me now
Every girl I meet
Though they might be sweet
They can't compare to you
So I search no more what I'm looking for
I know I found in you
The girl I always have dreams about
The one I just can't live without
Could It Be You
note: some new pictures of FRIENDS have been uploaded!
...having yet another wishful thinking right here...
Still sleepy, really! But it's too high-noon to stay in bed.
Anyways... the morning sahur was quite fun! heehee~! Ate in Puchong, and joked around with the peeps (Bahijah, Asha, Dzayed and his mates; Butet and Pejang) Berbalas teka-teki and it was horrible! HAHAHA! For instance:
Sing ape yang paling bernilai kat satu Malaysia nie?
.
..
...
Singgit!
bluerghh! Biol kan? ekkekeke! And this one is super silly..
Ape jadi bila kotak ditebalikkan?
.
..
...
Katok! (re arranged the letters in backwards!)
huhuu.. mengarut! And this is another one, while we were in the car..
Butet : Mula, mula ade 111.. lepas tu 222.. lepas 222.. 333, lepas 333, 444. sampaaaaai la 999. Ape lepas 999?
Asha : Ape lepas 999?
Wanie : polis datang?
Bahijah : Ape lepas 999 aa? Kat tv.. ape lepas 999??
Dzayed : Misteri Nusantara!
Butet : Betuuuuuuul~!
ekekke! Had quite a fun with those guys.. though sleepy. hehhe! Layan lagu tamil mase makan. (we were at a mamak restaurant!) And surprisingly it was funnn!! That was most of the reason why we were laughing loads while having our sahur. :))
Duit tinggal RM2.. Papaa~ Nak balekk!! Papa didn't call last night.. :( I wonder.. But I was asleep right then, so macam.. peliknyer! Cam tau taau lak orang tengah resting.. takmo kaco.. ekkeke! :D
Suddenly remembered the conversation we had two nights ago. You see, when I SMSed home, I'd say to send my regards to everyone at home, including the baby! heehee~ And then;
Papa : Nina kem salam..
Wanie : Waalaikumsalam.. baby? baby??
Papa : Nina kate, baby pon...
Wanie : Yeaaaaaaaay~!!
ekkeke!! I don't know what's up with me! But I imagined that small kiddo REALLY send her regards.. HAHHAHA!! That would be SUPER cute though.. heeheee!
O heyy.. I didn't knew that I had this song, at all.. It is by farthest.. one of the most stupid *NSYNC song I've ever heard! HAHAHA!! Sorry fellas, I love you.. but it's just lame! ekkeke!
Could it be you?
I've been searching so hard to find
Tell me, How could I have been so blind?
You were here all the time
Could it be you?
You never looked as good to me as you look tonight
Oh yeah
It's like I've seen you for the first time
through a lovers eyes.
Oh Could it be
That I never knew its always been you that I've been looking for
You were always right here by my side
Oh yeah
Could it be you?
I've been searching so hard to find
Tell me, How could I have been so blind?
You were here all the time
Oh Yeah
Could it be you?
The girl I always have dreams about
The one I just can't live without
Is it so tell me now
Could it be you
Can you imagine what it's like to always live without love
I need to have you in my life
I think I know that now
My open heart (open heart)
Make you a part (make you apart)
A part of this lovin I've been keepin (i've been keeping for)
And I might just give it all to you
Oh ho
Could it be you?
I've been searching so hard to find
Tell me, How could I have been so blind?
You were here all the time
Could it be you?
The girl I always have dreams about
The one I just can't live without
Is it so tell me now
Every girl I meet
Though they might be sweet
They can't compare to you
So I search no more what I'm looking for
I know I found in you
The girl I always have dreams about
The one I just can't live without
Could It Be You
note: some new pictures of FRIENDS have been uploaded!
...having yet another wishful thinking right here...
Thursday, October 30, 2003
5th post for today!!
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hahaha!! I've been posting such loads today!
Okay! what should I say in this post..
O yeah.. wish I had brought my digicam along this week.. but it's at home.. probably being used to take loads of Anis' pics! heehee~ :D
Went to Design Process in the afternoon for nothing, considering we (Bahijah, Anaconda, Asha and myself) didn't do anything much to consult. huhuu~ Ana recieved a love letter.. hohoho! You're procrastinating (spelling?) too much, kiddo!! gRrRrR! X(
Umm.. then, me, Bahijah and Asha spent the rest of the afternoon in the tv room talking.. And when Ana came to join us.. so I went up to my room to get the Saidina board and we played there. Bahijah won the game overall and I was second.. Asha third and Ana last.. the sum of her whole property was only 6 thousand something, I think! hahha!! And Bahijah's was 21 thousand! kekekke! Melampau ekk?? heehee~!
While we were in the room, we watched a Thai series and it was horribly funny!! It was supposedly serious.. but it was uncontrollably funny!! kekkeke! And there were lots of other people in the room as well (as we were playing Saidina loudly) watching the series.. and everyone was laughing around too! heehee~
Near 6, Bahijah myself and Asha met up with Dzayed and we went to the bazaar at Putrajaya! (Ana already left to meet up Jai) We were a bit late, really.. but we managed to spend uncontrollably anyways! hahha!
We ate near the Putra mosque.. picnic-ing! heehee~! It was loads of fun.. :D Got back here at around 8..
Kinda sleepy right now.. was lacking of sleep.. so I better rest...
Okay! what should I say in this post..
O yeah.. wish I had brought my digicam along this week.. but it's at home.. probably being used to take loads of Anis' pics! heehee~ :D
Went to Design Process in the afternoon for nothing, considering we (Bahijah, Anaconda, Asha and myself) didn't do anything much to consult. huhuu~ Ana recieved a love letter.. hohoho! You're procrastinating (spelling?) too much, kiddo!! gRrRrR! X(
Umm.. then, me, Bahijah and Asha spent the rest of the afternoon in the tv room talking.. And when Ana came to join us.. so I went up to my room to get the Saidina board and we played there. Bahijah won the game overall and I was second.. Asha third and Ana last.. the sum of her whole property was only 6 thousand something, I think! hahha!! And Bahijah's was 21 thousand! kekekke! Melampau ekk?? heehee~!
While we were in the room, we watched a Thai series and it was horribly funny!! It was supposedly serious.. but it was uncontrollably funny!! kekkeke! And there were lots of other people in the room as well (as we were playing Saidina loudly) watching the series.. and everyone was laughing around too! heehee~
Near 6, Bahijah myself and Asha met up with Dzayed and we went to the bazaar at Putrajaya! (Ana already left to meet up Jai) We were a bit late, really.. but we managed to spend uncontrollably anyways! hahha!
We ate near the Putra mosque.. picnic-ing! heehee~! It was loads of fun.. :D Got back here at around 8..
Kinda sleepy right now.. was lacking of sleep.. so I better rest...
blablaaa...
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Found this at one of the blogs I've been looking at.. kinda interesting (the questions!) So I copied it, and decided to answer it here.. weeeee~! As if anyone really cared...
1. What is Love?
err.. weird stuff.. plays with the heart
2. Are you in Love?
madly in Like, yess...
3. Have you ever been in Love?
the illusion of Love, yess...
4. What about Love at first sight?
nope, but Interested at first sight.. hehhe!
5. What is the most important thing for you in a relationship?
the guy, obviously.. or there won't be any relationship
6. Is sex important in a relationship?
I hope not!! yikes!
7. What happens if you absolutely love someone to death, you are so in love with them, yet they are horrible in bed?
shut up about it.. 'coz supposedly I love him to death.. I'd be dead if we somehow decided to be apart after saying something about it!
8. What happens if you are in a relationship with someone who is the absolute best in bed, however, you have come to realize that you don't like them anymore?
err.. say something about it, I suppose. but if the spark is really gone... I'd leave.
9. Have you ever been cheated on?
I'd say.. no. have I? no... I think not..
10. You're in a relationship of 5 years and your mate cheats on you. Do you give them another chance?
pathetically, yeahh.. never been in a relationship that lasted longer than 3 months so, the guy must be something that it got us through 5 years.. huhuu~
11. What if you are with someone that you believe is the one to marry; you are perfect together. Yet, the money and job stability just doesn't seem to be happening with this person and you are not too sure it will ever be great?
never mind... we can both work!
12. Why is it so important to people to not be alone? Why do we feel the need to share life with a partner?
I guess... somehow we need the acceptance from someone that takes us for who we are.. even how crappy you think you are.. they still want to be with you no matter what! :D
13. Are your parents married or divorced?
married, but troubled.
14. What's a bad habit that your partner has that you don't like? (For those of us that are with no partner, name a habit from the past guy / gal pal)
hahhaha!! plenty! no point of telling it.. but I used to like him very much so I didn't give too much thought about it... :))
15. How are you going to have a successful family? What makes you better at it than anyone else? How is it that your family is going to be happiest and most loved?
I don't know.. just do the things I do and hope for the best, I guess! that's all I can do, really...
16. And a few fun questions: What is your favorite soap?
ekkk????
17. Favorite toothpaste?
kodomo lion!!! hahaha :)) too childish, though.. colgate, then!
18. And lastly, pick one: zebra, carrot, coffee, a penny, a pen, or a tree...
though I don't know what's the relevance.. coffee!
weeeee~! I love taking quizez like this! Gonna find more! woo~hoo!! 8-}
1. What is Love?
err.. weird stuff.. plays with the heart
2. Are you in Love?
madly in Like, yess...
3. Have you ever been in Love?
the illusion of Love, yess...
4. What about Love at first sight?
nope, but Interested at first sight.. hehhe!
5. What is the most important thing for you in a relationship?
the guy, obviously.. or there won't be any relationship
6. Is sex important in a relationship?
I hope not!! yikes!
7. What happens if you absolutely love someone to death, you are so in love with them, yet they are horrible in bed?
shut up about it.. 'coz supposedly I love him to death.. I'd be dead if we somehow decided to be apart after saying something about it!
8. What happens if you are in a relationship with someone who is the absolute best in bed, however, you have come to realize that you don't like them anymore?
err.. say something about it, I suppose. but if the spark is really gone... I'd leave.
9. Have you ever been cheated on?
I'd say.. no. have I? no... I think not..
10. You're in a relationship of 5 years and your mate cheats on you. Do you give them another chance?
pathetically, yeahh.. never been in a relationship that lasted longer than 3 months so, the guy must be something that it got us through 5 years.. huhuu~
11. What if you are with someone that you believe is the one to marry; you are perfect together. Yet, the money and job stability just doesn't seem to be happening with this person and you are not too sure it will ever be great?
never mind... we can both work!
12. Why is it so important to people to not be alone? Why do we feel the need to share life with a partner?
I guess... somehow we need the acceptance from someone that takes us for who we are.. even how crappy you think you are.. they still want to be with you no matter what! :D
13. Are your parents married or divorced?
married, but troubled.
14. What's a bad habit that your partner has that you don't like? (For those of us that are with no partner, name a habit from the past guy / gal pal)
hahhaha!! plenty! no point of telling it.. but I used to like him very much so I didn't give too much thought about it... :))
15. How are you going to have a successful family? What makes you better at it than anyone else? How is it that your family is going to be happiest and most loved?
I don't know.. just do the things I do and hope for the best, I guess! that's all I can do, really...
16. And a few fun questions: What is your favorite soap?
ekkk????
17. Favorite toothpaste?
kodomo lion!!! hahaha :)) too childish, though.. colgate, then!
18. And lastly, pick one: zebra, carrot, coffee, a penny, a pen, or a tree...
though I don't know what's the relevance.. coffee!
weeeee~! I love taking quizez like this! Gonna find more! woo~hoo!! 8-}
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