Wednesday, December 31, 2003

cincau

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heehee.. tersedak budak tu kat umah~! (i have a friend from school nicknamed after that..) wonder what he's doing now, though.. teringat those days playing volley ball with those school peeps.. abu dzar.. :x hahahhahah!! (laughed 'coz i had a minor crush on that guy in form 2.. my friends tried to match-make us back then.. hohoho) haikal menyebok, watching over from outside the court.. me shout over to musz so she'll be ready for my serve.. berlagak lagak ngan sabrina and nelly.. azalea skali.. hanis malu malu nak join.. arep menyanyi sumbang denga walkman.. zaki main cam gila.. some other guys (can't remember their names any longer!) sangat posessive over the ball.. ekkeke! juniors watching us play.. only si siape-ntah-tu namenye (lupaaaaa!) was brave enough to come and join us play.. ohh! farah was her name.. koyakkan my galaxie magazine once 'coz there was a creed poster in it. heehee~ puan indon, brought over the net and balls and just left to let us play.. :x weeeeeeeeee~!
school days were funnnn!!! rinduuunyeee.. pejam celik pejam celik.. 2 years have passed, and i haven't seen my school teachers since the past year.. (haven't visit the school since last year..) rindu puan sahariah!! best malay/history teacher ever! selalu halau wanie balek kelas 'coz i won't leave hanis' class after recess. heehee~! terok betul bila ingat balek.. i would never leave hanis' class after recess until her teacher came in.. and usually, by that time there's already a teacher in my class.. masuk buat tak tahu aje dah lambat.. ekkekeke!
really missed running around school as if i was on an errand when the fact was i was just skipping some class.. ekekkeke! hadohh~! rindunyeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

o yeah.. i was drinking to cincau just now.. and that brought me all those memories.. ekkeke! ohh, tahu taaaak, cincau kat mmu ngan kat giant hypermarket/supermarket beza sampai 55sen?!! sebab tu wanie ade 6 tin air cincau kat blek ni, bawak dari umah.. ekekkeke!! mahal sangat beli sini :( :)) ohh, and proudly to say that papa started drinking cincau since i've gotten crazy for it! hahhahaha!!
influential, aren't i? ekekkeke.. :p

last night was a lot of work...
wanted to bug lily at her room but turns out she was going out with encik anis.. humm.. so i was forced to get on my own bed... bluerghhh~ but it was an achievement, though.. was asleep at 4 something rather than 6! :)
itupon entah berape kali bace ayat Qursi.. selawat memanjang.. bismillah puluh puluh kali..
i think i got to sleep 'coz of tired reading all those things.. closed my eyes.. ignoring my hard-pounding heart.. quite a tough night.. i think the problem was not of the place.. (of course!) but myself.. surely i'm the problemed one..
even bace sumer tu tak bantu sangat.. hati tak tenang.. sebab tak semayang kot! (hohho.. mengaku!)
adohaai wanie~ bile laaa nak ubaahhh! even belba got tired of lecturing.. hummph!
i really can't take another night being bored and haunted by my own thoughts.. :(

WARNING!!
long post ahead..


anywaaysssssss!!
another year is about to pass in about 12 hours time..! let's recap my 'achievements' on my resolution for the year.. hohoho..
according to my last year's post.. number one of my resolution was to not trust people's word easily.. (you can check my list on the december archive.. heehee!) i'd say.. i haven't yet succeed in that.. but i come to find that it wasn't so wrong trusting in most of them.. :D i've come to deal with some broken-promises all the year, so i believe that i can trust people as much as i want.. 'coz i know whose to trust and whose not.. heehee~
second on my list was to learn to express myself better.. humm.. i guess i'm getting better to that.. my honesty gets me into trouble sometimes, but it helps in a long way run.. :D and if according to my reason for resoluting to that.. i think it's in my nature not to have heavy heaaaaavy thoughts in my head while i'm by people's side.. heehee~! smiling is good lahh! :D :p
number three was be more independent. HAHHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! i don't remember even trying to be so through this year. ekekkeke!! hadoii~ terok nye sayeee.. i guess it's just hard to be independent when you have sooo many great people you can truly depend on.. :x takpelaah, maybe next year i'll try that one. :D
number four.. less y!m, more studying.. less doodle, more of notes.. HAHHAHAHAHHAHHA!!! i'm hopeless on this one. i tried.. i did tried.. but it's not my fault that chatting was more interesting.. entertaining and lagi besttt than studying.. and doodling was more fun than listening to lectures! ekkekekeke!! :p
the last one on my list was to eat more.. ekekkeke!! hopeless on that one either.. hummph! entah bila nak get out from being under-weight like this.. :| cikeding cikeding.. have to ganbatte with prisca on this one! bella started having her weight-gain when she met abang min and got together with him.. i'm getting together with no one right now.. so.. cannot be helped lah yee.. ekekkeke! but prisca have drogo and she's still the same.. humm.. high metabolism kot! :D logik kee prisc?

this year was awesome!! (well, not quite ended yet, has it?)
a bit crazy to the head but 2003 is/was amazing!!

new year's resolution!!
-- not available --
ekekkeke!!
i don't know what i should resolute this year.. nyeeee~
it's so hard to resolute on something when the day is going pretty good. heehee~! it's 1:00 o'clock, and i ida hazwanie am content... ekekke
it may change in the next hour though.. :p

this year... has been greattt!!
i just realized that this year has been sooooo great on the relationship side.. :D
though i've been single through the rest of this year.. ekkekekeke!! (hanis and dayat was amazed when they realized that.. jahat betol!! :p ) but i've had such loads of great friendss!!!
did you know?
that i've really gotten to know asha.. bahijah.. and dar early this year?
heehee.. i'm so thankful for that. great people!! (at least they are in my thoughts..) doesn't matter if they didn't think of me as a close friend.. but i do think of them as some close people.. dear to my heart lahh!! :x
what matters is what i think! me me meeeeee!! ekekkeke! :p
lupa nak mention.. kenal dzayed gak tahun nieee~ ekekkeke! itu kawan saye umor 6 tahun.. heehee~

lagu ni macam sesuai ditujukan kat seseorang..
Build Me Up Buttercup by Save Ferris

Why do you build me up Buttercup, baby
Just to let me down and mess me around yeah
And worst of all you never call, baby
When you say you will but I need you still
I need you more than anyone, darling*
You know that I have from the start
So build me up Buttercup, don't break my heart

"I'll be over at ten", you tell me time and again
But you're late, I wait around and then
I went to the door, I can't take any more
It's not you, why do you treat me bad?

Baby, baby, I try to find
A little time well I'll make you mine
I'll be home
Waiting by the phone waiting for you
Ooo-oo-ooo, ooo-oo-ooo

Why do you build me up Buttercup, baby
Just to let me down and mess me around
Yeah and then worst of all you never call, baby
When you say you will but I need you still
I need you more than anything, darlin'
You know that I have from the start
So build me up Buttercup, don't break my heart

You were a toy but you could be the boy I adore
If you'd just let me know
I've build you up to, I'm attracted to you more and more
Well, what can I say?

Baby, baby, I try to find
A little time well I'll make you mine
I'm alone
Waiting by the phone for you
Ooo-oo-ooo, ooo-oo-ooo

Why do you build me up Buttercup, baby
Just to let me down and mess me around
Yeah, worst of all you never call, baby
When you say you will but I need you still
I need you more than anything, darling
You know that I have from the start
So build me up Buttercup, don't break my heart

Why do you build me up, Buttercup baby
Just to let me down, and mess me around
Yeah, worst of all, you never call baby
When you say you will, but I need you still
I need you, more than anything darling
You know that I have from the start
So build me up Buttercup, don't break my heart.


* ekkekekeke! :p
the truth is i kinda like this song, and skali macam leh ngengade tujukan kat orang lak!
the time now is 1:40 pm :D

waiting for papa to come over with moneyyyyy and kfc! ekkekeke!
i can't save up.. i can never save up.. paling banyak wanie bole pegang is rm60.. for a week! then i'll spend it on some measly small small unpractical things.. ekkekeke! aaaaaaaalways like that! ekekkekeke!
this have been in my head everytime i am splurging; "simpan duit pon untuk apee... untuk belanjekan kaaannn?" ekkekeke!! terok betol!!
the only thing that saves me from spending is the fact that i am money-less! kalo taaaak, hadoooiiii~!
y'know, the wish list that i made.. there's 22 things/perkara on it.. 19 requires me to have more money.. extra extra money! menakutkan tak?? nanti dapat ptptn.. i hope i can control myself from splurging heavily.. hadohh~!
ekekkeke

adohh! tatau ape nak taip daaaah!
such a long post, this one.. ekekkeke!
ehh!
EPPY BIRTHDAY AN~!!
20 years old daaah... same tua ngan shahnon.. ekekekke!

okehh! papa coming in 5 mins..
this ought to be a whole day's worth of post okie..

2:25 pm hoyehh kfc~! and a working keyboard too! changed mine with the one at home.. :x but no network pulaak.. :( baru ingat nak sambung bual.. heehee~
bestnyee dah ade duit.. weeee~! ekekkeke! :p
in the car with Papa, there were Dida, Nina aaaand.. IZZATI~!!!
best sangaaaaat!! been 2 weeks since i last saw her.. she's grown laaah! seluar dia dah tak panjang sangat.. her foot fitted nicely. heehee~ rindunyeeee!! and weekend ni tak balek la pulak tuu!! sedih betul.. :(
Nina will be living in Seremban when Abang Min transfers.. humm.. Lagi rindu laa gamaknyeee!! :(
then tadi bumped into majin.. hohoho! terkantoi, oops! :p he brought my LOTR book in his bag!! weee~!! Hepi hepi!!! rase tak caye buku ade depan mate time tu.. tergedik kejap.. ekkeke!
nak inteneettt!! nak buaaaal!!! hummph! :(
makan lah camnie...
eh! time now is 2:34 pm.. heehee!

6:00 pm.. just got back from norman's room!! agak.. menyampahkan ye dia! hohho! did a recording in his room.. agak.. kelakar.. kinda hated it in some way.. but heck! it was the first recording.. logic laa buduh aje.. esok lusa we'll have to get the song from his computer.. (sadly he doesn't own a burner..) :(

okehh!! rasenye kene post skarang sebab probably going out with some friends.. but somehow i doubt that i'll have fun.. isykk! kenape ye?
o well..

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEEPS!!
hope you'll be blessed with happiness and joy through out next year..
hope i'll be blessed with something else even GREATER! ekkekeke!!

lampu hijauku sentiasa menyala nyala untuk kamu
nyetnyet~~

forwards >>

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this one is neat..
tells some things about me.. (sagittarius female)
i have to say.. err.. some things are quite true.. hohohoho!! teke laa mane satu yang agaknye betul! ekkekeke! some other things are downright silly, though... :p
thanks prisca!
sape nak the forward (there's one for every male/female of every zodiac), message me, 'coz it's quite long to be posted here..!

A tall slim and graceful woman who walked proudly like she is walking in a
beauty pageant competition. If she slips or nearly falls, she will nicely
covered it up and continue with her graceful and impressive walking step.
She knows how to use make up to enhance her beauty. She looks at the world
positively, so her face always seem so happy. She will not get upset
easily.

Self confident woman who believe in her own style. She will not follow
fashion, but standing in between simplicity and too modern. She is a very
open person, sometimes can be too blunt. She is an honest person and never
try to cause troubles for any one.

She likes to say something that you do not want to hear and yet she can say
something so pleasing at the same time. Example she may say "I wish you
could make more money, so you could afford better clothes, but anyway it is
better this way. If you make more money you could be thinking of money too
much and become greedy". She can say such thing and make you wonder if you
should get upset or love her more.

She is also a free spirit and does not like to stay home. She likes to be
protected, but not to give her orders. She has no respect to a weak man. If
she try to over power you, then you have to calm her down and try to
control her to be in a limit by doing the same thing too. She will listen if
she respect you. She likes to be herself and like her guy to be himself.

She is a no nonsense woman, so you will not hear she says "Guess what I
will do next", or "Guess what I am thinking" because she always say what she
is thinking out loud like a guy. If you do not understand her in this
matter, you could easily break up with her. She sees problems in her love
life as another funny story.

She is clumsy and it is in her nature. You may think it is cute, but for
some neat guys this could be so unbearable. She is very friendly, so she can
easily turn her enemy to be her friends. She has good taste in fine clothes,
good food, first class and first services. Even a poor woman in this Zodiac
will struggle to afford such good taste. She could spent lots of money as if
she can not understand how difficult it is to make money. If you think of
let her borrow money, think again.

She is a paranoid. If she thinks you like her, she may already think about
getting marry and lost her freedom and so on and on. A jolly woman who loves
sports. She is an ordinary woman who could dress like a tomboy. She has more
guy friends and sometimes could act like one of a guy. She does not care
about rumors, so she can get home very late and couldn't care less what her
neighbor will gossip about her. She thinks either good or bad, you will know
it yourself , so you should not bother what people think.

Her wit and innocent look are her charms. She is often hurts from love, but
never afraid to look for a new one as if she is singing "Do that to me one
more time". She likes going straight and being straight forward. She will
not go around to get what she wants, or beat around the bush just to say
something. If you meet her and tell her straight what you think, she will
admire you.


o heyy! meeting went fine..
prisca edited the liriks.. :( heehee~ but takpelah! she had to or the song will sound stupidly long.. she edited it with me lagiponn.. :D can't wait for the recording!! hope it'll sound just as great as we thought it will! :D

just some hours left for another new year.....

Tuesday, December 30, 2003

" quote here "

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talking in circles..
i love giving out hints.. but i hate getting one.. 'coz i don't get most of it.. :(
empty here..
i wish i knew more of things...

"The easiest kind of relationship for me is with ten thousand people. The hardest is with one."
-- Joan Baez


it's easier to say than do..
if only i do better, rather than say.

emily the strange

i think this character's really neat!! sangat sukaa the website.. click on the image to visit, okie~!
well, probably my reason for liking the site 'coz it's mostly in black and red kot.. heehee~!
(err.. the image looks perfect with black background..)

i think this song is beautiful..
hope that one day i'll write half as good as this..
(btw, the song is supposedly to be seen as a religious song)

Melody Of You
performed by Sixpence None The Richer
written by Matt Slocum

you're a painting with symbols deep, symphony
soft as it shifts from dark beneath
a poem that flows, caressing my skin
in all of these things you reside and I
want you flow from the pen, bow and brush
with paper and string, and canvas tight
with ink in the air, to dust your light?
from morning to the black of night

this is my call I belong to You
this is my call to sing the melodies of You
this is my call I can do nothing else
I can do nothing else

you're the scent of an unfound bloom
a simple tune
I only write variations to sooth the mood
a drink that will knock me down to the floor
a key that will unlock the door
where I hear a voice sing familiar themes
then beckons me weave notes in between
a bow and a string, a tap and a glass
you pour me till the day has passed..


been watching siti nurhaliza's performance on juara lagu back to back.. ekekkeke!! yeaah, really liked the fact that the song sounded different..! heehee.. and kinda enjoyed the part when her sister and the other girl came in and rapped (double p's, people!)

"kau milik aku, aku milik kamu
kau milik aku, kamu untuk aku
kau milik aku, aku untuk kamu"


loads of work to do.. a meeting coming up tonight.. deadline tomorrow.. bluerghh~! felt anticipating for yet another school break but it'll be long before that happens.. :(

i wish.. i wish.. i wish..
heehee.. remembered the wish list i did during the weekend. (coz i had nothing else better to do.. heehee!)
#16...

feeling even crappier than being invisible..
i'd rather be invisible than ignored like this..
hummph.. biarlaahh..
biarlaah wanie.. biarkan aje..

devotion in the face of uncertainty.. thanks prisca!

losing my head.

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huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!
i hate nights.. i hate nights.. i hate nights..
thank you ablen for keeping me company 'til the morning..! huhuuu~
i'm getting even more pathetic each day..
i can't control my thoughts any longer!! boncitnyeeeeeeeeee!!!
bahijah!! if i have another night like last night, i'll be sleeping with you okaay! i hate sleeping alone.. boncit boncit boncit!!
stupid stupid thoughts!!
my days are haunted by confusion and insecurities...
my nights are haunted by the thoughts of 'other beings'..
boncit!!!
thank you thank you thank you..
thank you ablennn!
i am pathetic.. i know i knoooowwww
macam kanak kanak yang menyampahkannn!
i even hate myself for having those thoughts!!

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

yeaaaaaaaayyy~!

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finally made a change to the boring layout i had..
just for the record, i don't know who the heck was the person on the background. i just thought the color was neat.. heehee! (neat keeee?)
kalau pening, padan muka!! hahahhahaha!
just for the update.. i'm still using the onscreen keyboard for shifts.. :(

ps= read prisca's blog and rase berbesar ati lak sebab she said she liked the poem/lyrics i did.. hahahha!! rase nak tarok kat sini lak tapi lagu nye tak jadi laiee.. hohoho.. nanti kene ciplakk! heehee~!
(macam best sangat sampai orang nak ciplak!)
sendiri amazed that i can get pretty poetic when i need to!! hahahha!! i make myself proudddd :))

rase patut kene ketuk someone

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geram..
dah.. malas nak layan..
benci gile jadi..
give up.. go away.. byebye

i have one silly friend..
wanie: takleh tido balek
wanie: getting ideas.....
lily: adoiiii
lily: wanie wanieee
lily: ur imagination becomes worst
wanie: i knooooowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
lily: how mehh
lily: meh esok gi bomoh
wanie: adohhhhhhhhhhh
lily: hahahha
lily: bomoh cintaaa!~
wanie: ahahhahahahhahahhaha
wanie: ngong

terok betul! we weren't even talking about love things.. biol punye budaaaaak! tapi best! at least adeee gak orang nak layan.. heehee.. bahijah, love yaa! :D
remembered dayat's words in the afternoon.. "tinggikan ego.. jual lagi mahal!" ahhahahaha!! that was like the SILLIEST advice i've ever gotten from her. disebabkan dia tadi i've been chatting to some people about 'jual mahal'! ngong betul~!

seemed like i'm going nowhere no matter how i tried..
rase cam memang nak biarkan aje..
stupid persistance.. hurts myself again and again..
macam kebodohan yang tak terkira...
hope is a dangerous thing when you get yourself to my stage..
stupidity is dangerous too...

maseh rase geram.. adelaa tahap sampai nak baling kasut..
why would you care..
kan?

Monday, December 29, 2003

start

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dear,
would you if you could?


curse this stupid keyboard.. i still can't press the shift button so i'll be typing this whole out with the help of on-screen keyboard. maaan, i hate doing things like this..! (restricted!) bodo btol!

okehh! gonna tell 'bout my neat errr.. well, quite a happy weekend with a slight of stupidity.
the one ringHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!
happy part: so proud of this particular object right now.. (humm.. picture tak clear sangat!) i know i know.. this is what we all call as bragging but heyyy! i'm really loving thissss! thanks mamaa~! this was mama's birthday present for me.. ekekeke! unpractical, yess! my birthday presents all these years have been very unpractical but i love them very very muchh!! it was so funny how everyone 'reacted' around it. prisca, drogo, lily and rosie were all acting like smeagol when i showed it to them. hahahaha!! kelakar sungguh! at home, belba went poyo 'coz the ring fitted perfectly on her fingers, so she kept asking stupid questions like; "ehh, can you see me? can you see meee??" hahahahha! love those peeps very much!
the stupidity part: came as i was too afraid to sleep alone in the bedroom 'coz i keep having my thoughts on ghosts!! urrghh! ape kene ntaaah! benci btol! i kept getting afraid to close my eyes 'coz i was afraid that they'll be there when i open my eyes! bodo kann? sometimes i just hate my imaginations 'coz it can get verrrry wild! bluerghhhh! :(
rakan rakan bucukk kesayanganbeen spending the whole day outside and it was funn!!
got onto the erl with prisc, lil and rp and went to klcc. konon konon amek gamba but i actually mostly wanted to see hanis and dayat who was there to catch lotr:rotk. heehee~! funny how they mentioned that they kept remembering me while they were in the cinema. 'coz when they didn't understood some parts, they'd say to each other; "takpe.. jumpe wanie nanti boleh tanye" ekekekeke! (oh! they acted like smeagol when they saw the ring, too~!) hahahaha!!
missing those girlsss.. haiyyooo!!
and i miss my *grrr* evil-twin even more!! lamanye tak jumpeeeeeeeeee! i just hated the fact that we all have different holiday breaks. :((
tadi puasa, berbuka with starbucks' rhumba!! terok kann? tapi rase hebat laa! i didn't sahur in the morning.. and even went out jalan jalan in the sun (did took some pics in klcc park!) but i was strong laahh! siap dua kali duduk tengok orang lunch.. kuatnyeee! ahahhaha!! tak malu betul, puji diri sendiri.. ekekke! (kes takde orang lain nak puji)
ehh! siang tadi wanie pegi kelas kejap pakai baju kuruuung! sape nampak sape nampaak?? kiut kaan! ahahhahahha!! hadooi.. apelaa tak tau malu aje ni.. ekkeke!!
anyways! the day ended with nothing new but i kept my starbucks container for some project thing for myself.. hahahaha! and siang tadi showed prisca the lyrics i did and she said it was err.. "bagus juga" ?? (did she said that?) hahahha! but she did some weird faces.. hadoii~! takpelaah! changes can be made later.. :D heard the tune she did with drogo and it sounded neaaaaaaaat!! maaan, we should try and get the song right, prisc! heehee~! musti best nantiiii! (iyeee, perasan laie la saye)
sorry anna, terlupa tadi patut ade meeting! adohh~! too carried away, i guess... isyk!
humm.. my song is playing.. A Thousand Miles :D :p
my bed is soooo messy! will have to clear it up.. :(

psst.. bebudak mmu busuk, but me dikecualikan sebab i got back here this morning.. pagi tadi mandi kat umah! hahahha! (sebok nak tiru shahnon sebab takmo dikatekan busuk.. hahahha!)

oh ohhh~! get well soon prisc!! she sprained her ankle 'coz she got toooo excited at the stairs near my room! ekkekeke! lain kali ingatkan wanie teman turuun.. haish! baru ni sekali wanie tak teman, bole lak terseliuh, ekk! ekekkeke!! get well soon taaau! nanti kang takleh terkinja kinja cam kitorang tadi laie.. hahahhaha! (silly punye alasan!)

wish that you would, 'coz i know that you could..
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STUPID KEYBOARD/COMPUTER.. CAN'T PRESS THE SHIFT BUTTON OR WEIRD THINGS WILL COME OUT.. GRRRRRRR

nak tekan shifffttttttttttt

SO THERE WOULDN'T BE ANY POST 'TIL I CAN'T HELP IT...
STUPID STUPID KEYBOARD/COMPUTER..

... always always ...

Wednesday, December 24, 2003

dar best

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weeeeeeee~! I'm a gud gel! Senang btol nak jadi gud gel.. :p

Let Me In by Save Ferris

I've been watching you and all you do
for quite some time

knowing all the ins and outs of you,
I should have known what was on your mind
but all the world is spinning round and round,
inside my head tonight

I will fall into the darkness
and I fear I will never see the light

the light

so let me in
all that I wanted from you
was something you'd never do
so let me in
oh please tonight,
dont let this end tonight
I'll fall

through the light the darkness seems to be
so very strong

how does one alone against the world
find the strength to carry on

what happened to the way we used to love
it seemed as though life had just begun
but now that love has come and gone to fade away
like the setting sun

ohhhh
cause you won't let me in
all that I wanted from you
was something you'd never do

so let me in
oh please tonight,
don't let this end tonight
cause I'm starting to fall
so let me in

it was all that I wanted from you
it was something you never knew
to let me in
but not tonight,
for this is the end
tonight
I fall


Love this song!! It was in Roswell's soundtrack! Thanks Prisc!! Really love this song for both the lyrics and music. :p Surrounded by great people.. except one..
Hey you.. if you can't keep a promise, don't make one! This thing you're doing.. infuriates me!! X(
Lily's gone back home for Christmas.. ekkeke!! Weekend lah.. She left a post-it on the door.. Adohai~ Rase geram when she did that... She should've come in!! grrRrRrR.. Humm.. :x Hey Lily.. do you know that my 'hope' seemed to be fading away? Guess it's bound to happen.. 'aight?
Going back home tonight. Terasa patut stay tapi cam.. for all the wrong reasons. Seemed wrong to be staying for the reason I have in mind.. ekkeke! :D
Okay.. should start photo-shooting during the weekend.. And think of some right words for a song.. weeeeeeeee~!! Rase excited, but I don't know if I can 'perform'. Lagu bodo bodo okaylaa.. Ni nak buat for 'something'.. Going to have to strain my brain, kot! Kot aje laa kan.. kot aje.. Can't wait to listen to Prisc and Drogo's music!!!! :x
Feeling rather empty somehow.. Kenape? :|

he never gets it..

Echo

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by Vertical Horizon

Echo, echo
we come and we go
No I don't want to
be just another
Echo, echo


Everywhere I go
There's something that I really need
Everyone I know
is someone that I want to be

Even though
I don't really know me


I'd better pick it up
before I let it slip it away

Better stick it out
before I take another day
Hand to mouth
And every single word I say fades out

Echo, echo
we come and we go
No I don't want to
be just another
Echo, echo

Can I open up your eyes?
Only when the clouds break
Can I feel alive
even though the world shakes

Every night
here in my quiet sattelite

Can I hold you close?
do I rather focus
and everything I know
I don't even notice
when it all falls through

I'm here and I hear you

Echo, echo
we come and we go
No I don't want to
be just another
Echo, echo

Do you hear me?
Do you hear me?

'cause I need to
just to reach you
Can you hear me?
coming clearly
Am I hollow?
Just an echo


Echo, echo
we come and we go
No I don't want to
be just another
Echo, echo


It's just another day
and every single word I say
fades out

aAaAaaa!!

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X(

note to everyone: Arep biol!!
Rai.. Arep biol.. jangan kawan diaaa! Dia biol!! Tak ske tak skeeeeeeeeee!!
grRrrR!!

And **Baby Busyuq told me that my credit balance for airtime is RM 0.07 and SMS RM 0.25.
I need more money.. :|

** is the name that I gave to 2888, the number of Celcom's balance enquiry.

resist and avoid

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hmm.. there haven't been an internet network here for two nights but it's okay..
Didn't feel bad as it usually felt..
Humm..
ANYWAYS!!
Tadi in Media Production, mr Ghaz showed us Shahnon's group's work of Evening News. :p Mentang mentang aritu menang! Dah jadi contoh lak keje diorang ni.. :p
O yeahh..
Had a fun time with Lily, Prisca and Drogo yesterday!
:))
Thanks you guys..! Lil, thank you loaaadss!!
Prisc and Dro.. So proud to be the ticket-bearer! ekkeke!!
:x
You hobbitses are the best!!!


missing missing... but I shouldn't be

Monday, December 22, 2003

Smile

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by Olive

Smile, you'll steal away my soul
Smile, I'll hide away and cry
My mind's made up
I will shudder to see your eyes
Smile no doubt I'll keep my pride
But It may be hard to find

There's nothing left
Handed down your legacy
But more regret
Painted on with empathy

Smile, don't complicate my time
Smile don't ask me if I'm fine
My world blown down
There is nothing that words can say
Smile, no doubt I'll keep my pride
But it may be hard to find

There's nothing left
Handed down your legacy
But more regret
Painted on with empathy

There's nothing left, there's nothing left

Smile, you'll steal away my soul
Smile, I'll hide away and cry
There's nothing left
Handed down your legacy

Smile, you'll steal away my soul
Smile, I'll hide away and cry
There's nothing left
Handed down your legacy
Smile, no doubt I'll keep my pride
But it may be hard to find

If only you had tried
Going to leave it far behind
It may be hard to find
If only you had tried
Going to leave it far behind

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screaming silently..
can you hear?
of course not...

my mind's off.. I am horribly tired.. I need something else to accompany me other than my own head.

shouting for help..
can you hear?
of course not...

I guess you'd rather listen to another girl's cry.

a crazy silence..
do you notice?
of course not...

why would you say anything when I say nothing.

o well.. I have a crazy heart and mind. It won't listen to one another. My head's too stupid while my heart's too lame. I need not both of it at this moment but it's there.. and I can't hide myself from it as much as I wanted to..
I can't run from it though I wanted to so badly..
Maybe one day my words will get through without me saying it..
or just maybe one day.. the words that has been kept inside me will just fade before I get to say it..
Either way.. In time.. I'll go through one of those two..

surrounded by GREAT people..

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heehee~! :x
Loving Belba today! She prepared me some loads of sandwiches just for me last night so I can bring it here.. MMUAHHX!! Love ya' VERY VERY VERRYYY!! It's just amazing how she annoys me VERY VERRY at some points but treats me VERY VERRRY good most of the time. :D Not really sure if it's possible to find any other sister just as ANNOYING as her!! ekekeke! :x
Spent the whole weekend at home. I know Belladonna's missing Izzati.. ekkeke! She's fooling around with me too much! And Belladonna's been in Jeli for a whole week. Surely she misses the company.. :| Good news, Abang Min gets to transfer to Kuala Kluang (?).. It's somewhere in Selangor I think.. So there should be no long-distance-relationship after the new school year starts! Yeaaaaayy!! I hated the way Belladonna's and Abang Min's relationship had to go every single day. Setakat phone calls.. humm.. Musti rindu gile ekk? ekkeke! :p
What do I know... :p
So I just got back this morning, and Kak Siti suddenly said, "aah~ the internet's back on." ekekke!! Ana called me last night and told me that. Lucky me, not going back here too soon or I'll be bored! :))
Home was neat! :D Get to read some papers!! AHAHHA!! Such a long time since I read one.. Spent some time reading Thursday's Star Two.. the cover titled; The Elf and The King.. ekekke!! Guess who was on the cover!! ahahha!! Legolas & Aragorn of course! :)) Did you peeps know that Orlando Bloom has a girlfriend???!!
:((
Sedihnyeeeeeeeeeee!! Read that in the paper.. he was talking about some things the tabloid said.. how his sexuality was being questioned by the tabloids after Sir Ian McKellen (spelling?) hugged and kissed him after an award ceremony. (that old dude is gay, btw) And so, Orli answered that no doubt he loves Sir Ian 'coz the whole crew was like family and that he's not gay.. and he has a girlfriend. Bluerrghh~! O well, at least his straight! ekekkeke!! :x :x :x
And read some some stuff 'bout Viggo Mortensen as well.. which was cool by the way! Now I finally remembered who should've been Aragorn if not Viggo! It was supposedly played by Stuart Townsend. It's that guy from The League of Extraordinary Gentlemen! It's that guy with the old painting lahh!

aaAaaA~ baru balek dari Media History with Asha... dia gilaaaaaaaaaaa~!!

Friday, December 19, 2003

:D

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did another quiz!!
oh.. Bahijah happened to do is as well!

Artistic
You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.


What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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Have a good weekend peeps~!!
missing missing....

The waiting game?

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Never to start again..
heehee~ Kinda excited for Bahijah for having something new in her life.. :D Something exciting!! ekekeke!
Good luck!! Hope everything will turn out the way you can handle it. :)
Now.. tinggal me sorang yang biase dari dulu.. Aisykk!! Takleh jadiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii~!!
X( gRRrRrrr! (geram sebab tak tau cemane nak get out from this phase..) (macam penah denga ayat tu.. hmm..) Like playing in a video game that I kept losing.. I'm stuck at Level 3.. heehee~
Where do we go from here? I kept turning to the wrong direction.. :D

Arep.. nape kate gamba ni cool?? TAK PUNNN!! Tipu tipuuu!

Arep tipuuu! Jangan caye dia! Lagi, dia perasan dia Luke Skywalker.. Perasan perasaaannn!!
wekkk~!!

Anyways! Melayan lagu Siti right now.
Di Batas Masa by Siti Nurhaliza

Setiba kita di batas masa
Nobat nafiri tiada bernada
Sehelai daun kering berayunan lalu
Menanti saat dibawa bayu

Langit mendung hujan pun gerimis
Sayup terdengar sendu dan tangis
Bertitian bisikan kalimah nan suci
Berdoa mudahkan perjalanan terakhir ini

Berat mata memandang
Berat lagi tanggungan bebanan perasaan
Kendati pun sezarah
Dosa pahala pasti kan dikira

Bagai terasa keresahan dijiwamu
Bagai terdengar suara meruntum kalbu
Tiada walau sesaga dibawa pergi
Tak berharga puja dan puji
Kala jantungmu bagai laut bergelombang
Lemah cengkaman jejarimu di genggaman
Betapa sukar untuk kita menerima
Tiba detik pasti terpisah
Di batas masa


hehhe.. I like this song.. :D
Happy weekends peeps~!

ps= ape maknenye bila gigi rase ngilu aje ye? dah banyak ari dah ni.. :(

HAHAHAHHAHAH!!!

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this one's funny..
I took this quiz after Bahijah.. she got Aragorn! check her blog to see what it said..

legolas
Congratulations! You're Legolas!


Which Lord of the Rings character and personality problem are you?
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heehee~ :p Funny.. I thought I'm quite careless about hygiene!

g
Legolas!


Which Lord of the Rings person do you want? (many out comes for anyone plus pics to)
brought to you by Quizilla

ekkeke~!! me and Legolas this day.. isyk isyk!
Anyways.. been sleeping most of the afternoon.. Just had my shower just now.
I had a dream.. and it kinda bugs me..
Made me wonder more about things...
Maybe one day things will reveal for real.. and I'll just wait for it to happen..
'Coz even if I know now.. I wouldn't know what I'd do then.. :)

Apeelaaaa Wanie merepeks ni..

tersenyum sendiri..

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:D Been visiting stupid stupid blogs, compliments from Bahijah
blog #1
blog #2
Benci betul laaa~
:))

Was bored..
So I went to this site and found what I was looking for.. A cause for a smile.. A cause for my heart to skip.. ekkekeke!!
Sukaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~!!!!!
Now THIS is a guy that I totally like but cannot have.. :))



:x Orlando Bloom :x

Gone too far and can't rewind..

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being careful for the next time I make a wish.. :D
How is it possible for me to be numb about things when there's nothing I should be numb about.
Feeling a bit dizzy.. Happy for the fact that I was practically asleep for 8 hours!! And there was no dream what so ever! But sedikit geram kat someone for miscalling like crazy at 10.. or I would've stayed asleep right now. X( Kene marah budak itu nanti.. grrRrRrRr..!!
Bored crazy.. and I don't feel like having anything or anyone in my head right now... maybe I ought to be asleep again..

I Shut Down by Eman

How far would I go
If I had to forget all I know
How long would I ride
If I got tired of hiding how I feel

How deep would I climb
To bury the truth I find
How small I've become
In this burned out blazing sun
I'm broke and blue

Ohh well I shut down
Ohh well I shut down

Relax, rewind
Or movies weren't all in my mind
How hard would I fight
If I had to rewrite the old reviews

Ohh well I shut down
Ohh well I shut down

I tried so hard to wash away the obvious
Shut down
And it's hard to watch the windows bleed
For several reasons I've concevied
And all the while the air I breathe
Is polluted by a psyhcic dream

Ohh well I shut down
Ohh well I shut down

I tried so hard to wash away the obvious
Shut down
And it's hard to watch the windows bleed
For several reasons I've concevied
And all the while the air I breathe
Is polluted by a psyhcic dream
It's all compressed so easily
We're all depressed so easily

I shut down
 

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