SNEAK PREVIEW #2 !!!!

finally having the time to sit down and relax. but i decide to blog instead! :D
had a reaaaaaaaaally long day!! started from yesterday morning as i woke up early to register my majoring. :) MI 'coz they're mostly whacked. heehee. (seb baik bangun awal!!!! my sleep was restless pon..) then me and lily went out to get some approval for our location :D and getting some props. the morning lasted 'til about 5 pm!! :-S had a bit of shut-eye before going to d'melor for our next scene of the video clip.

some problems arised that night (last night lahh!) that forces fungusamongus to extend our schedule by one day. (next tuesday-wednesday!) but i do thank wanieblond and all her housemates for letting us use their home for our shooting. we were there from 8 pm til about 6 am!! so really.. thank you!

...i wish i can actually play a guitar.. for real.. hummphh!! wishful thinking lahh!

anyways, then we all went back for a short rest and shower before going out again for the third day of shooting. (from 7:30 am to 11:30 am) :D today was FUNNNN!!! had a great time.. you were really great lily!! getting the approval for that place! and i'm such a good sidekick as well, sebab temankan! ahhahahha!! fingers crossed so that all the trouble was not a waste (at all!) and the end product will turn fabulous!! :D :D
ohh!! i thank mostly for encik ahmad hashim and encik sulaiman for today!! heehee~! :x

today's shoot actually ends around 7 pm. after that 11:30 am, we all had our rests and get back out at 4 pm. :)
so here's some sneak preview from the second day's shoot! :D you'll have to wait for tomorrow for the third installment.. heehee! tomorrow is a resting-day, so i'll post today's pictures tomorrow. :)

our lighting person.. entertaining and serba boleh!! banyak btol dia take part, ya?


on the set.. everyone's looking tired from all the work.


powerpuff girls on the set!!! heehee~ well, if you already knew who those two powerpuff are, fine. but if you don't.. it'll remain as a surprise 'til the final product!! :D

eh alamaakk.. dah kul 9 lebeyyy..! gotta get my shower first! :D my hair is all stiff.
super tired!!!!! but relieved for that most of our scenes are done! :)

i think i stink!

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okay.. i feel lame..
i am halfway to breaking down 'coz i'm tired and i want to go home!
somebody tolong cucikan baju wanieeeeeeee!! tak laraaaaaaaattt!!! :((

still tired .

super duper tired.
a headache is coming on pretty soon.

soo many things to tell!! but i'm just too freaking tired.
(sneak preview #2 and #3 are coming up!) ..when lily transfers the photos onto the pc.

super duper tired.

the end.

tired .

freaking tired.
me and lily manage to enrich our foul-language vocabularies since these couple of days. we're so good for each other, ya? :D

freaking tired.

the end.

SNEAK PREVIEW #1 !!!!

yess you read it right!!
i'm giving away a sneak preview of our video clip!!!
since the original plan was a 3-days shooting, i'm going to have it in 3 posts! so here.. today's shoot!! :D

a supposedly-nice scene of the sky from a secret spot at a secret location.


the artist/supposedly-camera person gets to kick the producer during the shoot. that's the whole idea, a punkly video music.


the lighting person gets a dip into the pool as she gets a calling to get in.

yeahh.. don't believe a thing i say.. :D
horribly tired!! and we - hobbitses are supposed to go out again at 7!! no, not for work.. but just for fun! AHHAHAHA!! drogo's having his final paper today and it's been a while since the last time he hung out with us.. :)
gonna get some rest nowww!!!!
ohh.. mama topped up my credit earlier today!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~!!!
domo arigatou okaasan!!!!!

and heyy.. my name is on today's bulletin board!!

By today bulletin on Fri, 27th February 2004
Expired date : 01-Apr-2004
For MMU campus: Cyberjaya ~ Department: ADMISSION
Category : Announcement/Memo/Circular



Title : URGENT:IDA HAZWANIE MOHD IDRIS- CYBER

SILA BERJUMPA DENGAN PN. LINDA DI BAHAGIAN KEMASUKAN PELAJAR & BIASISWA
(BANGUNAN STC-TINGKAT 2) DENGAN KADAR SEGERA BERKENAAN DENGAN PERJANJIAN
PINJAMAN MMU ALPHA LOAN ANDA.

SEKIAN, HARAP MAKLUM.



BAHAGIAN UNIT BIASISWA CYBERJAYA

i wonder what's this about....
thanks shahnon for informing this!!! :) been a looooong while since i last checked the bulletin board, myself. :D

nowwww i'm getting my rest!

period sucks !!

it really is..
who says being a girl is easy?? period really sucks!!
i thank God that i don't have period pains or really bad cramps. maybe once or twice but not every month like someone i know.. thank God for that.. but period really sucks!! it restricts oneself no matter what the sanitary-pad ads says!! and what i mostly hate about periods is the back-ache that comes with it!! urghhhhhhh!!! might as well i have my back removed (for a short while lah! i do need it to move around lah kan..) heehee!
still.. period sucks!!!!!!!!!!
can't wait for this next 6 days to be over!!

just spent the whole day outside.
tiring. VERY!
and tomorrow should be a looooong day for fungusmongus!! tomorrow will be our first day shoot!! *cheers* kinda excited.. but it gets me a wee bit cranky, considering the time i SHOULD get up in the morning. early. VERY!!

i have a pretty okay mood so i'll tell you everything about today! :D
stayed in bed until noon 'coz i don't feel like being awake for the world just yet. at two, went for design process. chematto gave some briefing about our next - last assignment!! weeeeeeee~! i say i'm excited about that one too.. though it'll be costly, but heyy!! at least we'll get to have a ROAD TRIP!!! woo~hoo!!! *jigs*
(ps: you may find some probably-new words in the blog. trying to improve my vocabulary these days. :))
chematto was quite amusing today.. he entertained us by doing this cute/silly frog impression. i really laughed at that one 'coz he was trying SO hard to be real. heehee. and today he was a little more imaginative than the usual.. so yeah.. he really amused me today. :D
then it was time to register our shooting place and partner. somehow we (hobbitses) managed to register quite early and didn't have to wait 'til the room is empty like last time; on the typography assignment. :D good job, hobbitses!! :D :D

afterwards we went to bandar menjalara - lily's home, to get some props for tomorrow's shooting. there was lily, prisca and myself. rosie decided to stay 'coz she was having a headache. at lily's house, the two got some shut-eye as i "entertained" myself with the archie's comics lily had. really love those comics!!!! i spent most of my extra money buying those comics on those school days! :D improve english lah konon, but i believe it does help me get use to english :D
anyways! then we had quite-a-big-dinner-for-three at uptown before going back to cyberjaya.
then went to drogo's place to get some more props and finally going back to this room of mine.. feeling extremely dizzy.. sleepy.. and stinky!!! (yeah.. i smell from all the running around i did in the afternoon!! bluerthhh~!) padan muka prisca and lily if they noticed it! HAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH!! :))
so now that i just had my shower.. i smell nice again! heehee. and straight i type this all out. :D

okay!!
should go to sleep!!

note to self: the heart still skips.

**a bit of update [2:34 am of FEB 27th]

super sleepy.. and yet, sleepless!

just wanted to say that i'm feeling.. in a such light light mood. :D things somehow falls into the right places. :D klakar juga lah.. 'coz i had a dream that tells me things are going on just fine.. and today.. life proved itself! :D guess i'm just lucky.. not lucky, but God loves me.. :D (macam ayat chematto taakk??) heehee~
i'm like.. super-numb right now on my emotions. i mean, i should be excited about something but i'm not.. but undoubtedly.. i am relieved! :D so not really la super numb.. :D but i'm a lil not myself lately.. trying to get there.. and something just reminded me how it should be like.. how i should be like.. :D

ohh! mama smsed me earlier tonight to tell me that she bought a new battery for my 3310! hahha~!! lucky thursdayyy!! :)) i guess, having the phone keep turned off by itself during those conversations made a real note to her! hahhaa!! lucky lucky!! sms la plak kate you'll pass me a rm50 note so i can reload my phone! heehee! :D thank you mama~! please forget to see the digicam! heehee!

i have 3 and a half hours to sleep if i plan to have a shower before shooting. :D really should get my sleep!! and my back is starting to kill me!!!!!

absolutely loving this song!!!!!
Something About You by Five For Fighting

I don't know where to begin
I don't know how to get out there to see you
I don't know where to dig in
I don't how to get in there...to feel you

It's been too long and I'm about to be in time for me
It's been too long and I'm in time

Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that

I never thought I would win
I never thought much about that
(It's been a long time coming)
I never stopped to begin
Thinking about the process
(It's been a long time coming)

It's been too long and I'm about to be in time for me
It's been too long and I'm in time

Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold that

And I'm going to be there.... be there...... alright

I don't know where to begin
I don't know how to get out there to see you

Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that

It's been a long time coming
I'm going to hold on to that

thank youuuu!! you may not know what things actually mean to me :D

f r a g i l e

hummph..!
am i really????
that's a bummer, honestly. feels like.. entahlah!

prisca led me into this. tells your personality (so it said, at least) according to your zodiac sign and blood group. since i never knew my blood type (supposedly either A, B or AB) i asked prisca which one sounded more like me, and she said the one with this line;
The first impression that people get is that you are fragile. They find this need to protect you.
rosie said she once thought of me that way as well...
rase lembik.. verrrry lembikkk!!
hummph..!
must be something i did or didn't do that made them ever thought that way.. bluerthhh~! still need to know my blood group, though! lama btol curiosity ni left, hung! did all those check-ups but i still don't know what's my blood group. merepek btol.
anyways, the rest of my line goes this way though;
But they are startled once they see your strength. New friendships seem to make you stronger.
macam.. it makes the whole line become somewhat as if a ray of sunlight coming through some dark clouds.. heehee.. at least it is to me. :D :D

isyk.. i feel like there's so much things to tell but somehow i can't put them into words..

okay, things i've been doing;
been spending most of the day with hobbitses dearest. yesterday and today.. buat macam macam but i don't feel like talking much 'bout that one. (go check prisca's or rosie's blog) all i want to say is that i had a good time yapping with them.. and i managed to get a rhumba earlier today! :x
it's a shame we keep forgetting to bring along a camera. :(

i'm talking again to mama.. (since last night!) :D wait until she sees the digicam.. surely i won't be talking/can't talk to her again! ekkekeke! haiyyo!!! :-S

Is it wise enough to say
That I’m better off without you
Is it cool enough to fake
'cause all that I’ve been breathing is about you

Is it wise enough to flow (flowing down)
From the head until my toes
But somehow I don’t really know
All that I’ve been doing is without you

okay
i was... halfway to typing something to someone some minutes ago. but somehow i 'backspaced' the whole line the second after. somehow it seemed hard to say something out of the blue.. been a bit quiet eh these days?
entah kenapa..
but biarlaaah~
i have nothing much to say, pon. don't feel like making myself stupid just to create a conversation.
so, biarkan.

And on and on my mind keeps saying
This is not what I believe in
This is where it ends
And on and on my mind's made up
And that is why it never stops

head's spinning.
if it weren't for the hobbitses.. i would've stayed offline the whole day long. can't find any reason to stay glued to the screen. i prefer lying in bed for hours these days. if i'm lucky enough i'll doze off.


(ps: sorry hobbitses! sometimes i'm not answering 'coz i am offline.. not just in an invisible mode.. korang miskol lah if anything, ek! i'll be online if i can :D)
i am waaaaay behind on my assignments. running out of time..!!!
and i hate that.
currently worrying about the voice-over assignment, the 1200-1400 words of essay, video clip and creative communication's assignment that i knew nothing about!!!!!

die. x_x

**a bit of update [12:45 am of FEB 26th]
just did a bit of light-reading about anemia. see here if you'd like to read more than just what i'm about to post.

go do a bit of check-up if you have most of these;
1. Extreme fatigue
2. Weakness
3. Shortness of breath
4. Confusion or loss of concentration
5. Dizziness or fainting
6. Pale skin, including decreased pinkness of the lips, gums, lining of the eyelids, nail beds and palms
7. Rapid heart beat (tachycardia)
8. Feeling cold
9. Sadness or depression
these are the major symptoms of anemia, okay!

die. still. x_x

more yago!!

hahhaha!! getting pretty crazy with this dude!!
anyways! i've compiled the yagos me and the hobbitses did!! :D
this is one entertaining assignment! :D



ekkekeke!!
anyways, quiz went horrible! i was clueless most of the time so i settled with things that kinda fits into the blank spaces. ekkeke!! *tuk*
just now hung about in rosie's room. (mimi konon sedang kat kelas!) ekkeke! see her as she did her yago, which was horribly hilarious!! yago yang menari tu rosie yang punya.. tak tahan btol!! then, when walking to buy food at hb3, us both sempat menjadi yago seketika. heehee~ twisted our body in some ways 'cause both of us weren't sure which way to go. heehee..
anyways!! enough of laughing at my own jokes.. i should get some rest!! just had 3 hours of sleep since yesterday..

+_+

meet yago~!

yago: yeahhhh~! nice to meet cha'!


hahhahaha!! so happy tonight. even tomorrow's quiz can't get me upset. worried a bit.. but not enough! heehee! finished mca assignment with the helps of prisca and lily!
and then i was laughing about as i see their work! this one is fun.. :D :D

priscaa!! i don't want to change either!! and so should youuu!! heehee~!
was suppressing a big laugh just now as i read prisca's new entry. (see blog!) berderau ya darah kamu! ekkeke!!
told you two that my anggaran was waaay off! but siapa yang berani kasi juga itu kunci? hahahhahaha!! had fun, though! terima kacehh kerana memberikan saya peluang sebegitu!!
and don't give it to me again!!
guess you two were lucky tonight! ekekkekeke!
domo arigatou!!!!!!!!
ureshii desu~! :D :D

hugs for you hobbitses!!!!


should get some sleep now!!!
supposedly there's class on 9 followed by quiz on 11!
bila ptptn nak masokkkkk???????????????
mau duit mau duitttt


:x :x :x

:D :D :D :D :D

thank you prisca for helping me with yago.. :D
was out with prisca and lily for a while.. had our late dinner (the tapau-ed pizza!) at putra. konon konon a break from doing yago lah~ :D
see prisca and lily got hysterical in the car while going back.. hahhahaha!! it was hilarious in a way.. why? malas nak citer.. go see prisca or lily's blog if they tell it. [-(
kinda wondering about some things but somehow i can't put it into words.. let alone asking "why?" out loud. so i'm here left to ponder things by myself.. but it's fine.. :|
terasa nak bercakap tapi tak tahu apa... so i will let things be.

just if anyone's wondering.. i am perfectly fine.
thank you for wondering..
IF you ever wondered lah..
but if you don't care.. i won't make you to care..
i've resolute to something during all these silence.

I Just Threw Out The Love Of My Dreams by Weezer

i'm so tall
can't get over me
i'm so low
can't get under me
i must be all these things
for i just threw out the love of my dreams

he is in my eyes
he is in my ears
he is in my blood
he is in my tears
i breathe love and see him everyday
even though my love's a world away

oh, he's got me wondering
my righteousness is crumbling

never before have i felt this way
know what is right, want for him to stay
i must be made of steel
for i just threw out the love of my dreams

he is in my eyes
he is in my ears
he is in my blood
he is in my tears
I breathe love and see him everyday
even though my love's a world away

oh, he's got me wondering
my righteousness is crumbling

oh, he's got me wondering
my righteousness is crumbling
and i see him everyday
even though my love's a world away

he is in my eyes
he is in my ears
he is in my blood
he is in my tears
i must be made of steel
for i just threw out the love of my dreams

kinda

elyse sewell

funny name.. ekekkeke

really love this pic of hers.. it's a shame that it's not her that wins the first season of America's Next Top Model. but still.. i love her! 'coz she's pretty real.. and honest. but her mouth is a bit foul sometimes.. i like her anyways!

okay, tadi went brunch with lily, prisca and drogo at pyramid. drogo kepingin pizza and i was kepingin to ikut. heehee~ ate such LOAAAADS that each needed to pay up as much as rm21.50!!! gila. and i owe someone (either drogo or prisca) rm10 'coz i am short of money. harus cucuk sometime soon.
still full from eating.. tadi pon ade tapau but it's with prisca maybe..
poor lily had a "women's-pain" while walking back to the car.. she slept through the journey back. get well soon lily!
kinda sleepy right now. having a minor headache somehow. should rest now but yago's been calling on me..

nanti lah yago!!

g'morn!

just had a small trip to putrajaya with lily and prisca.
so thanks lily for saying yes even when you're already sleepy! heehee~
so hung out at mamak, had some laughs..
prisca showed us some soft porn.. HAHHAHAHAHA!! no lah~ joking.. *winks*
ate maggi goreng with iced milo.
itu saja.. and i have nothing else to say. except maybe...
i should stop saying that i should stop.. hehhe! 'coz you know.. i can't! my everything won't let me.. :| and i'm quite fine with that! :D so heyy, don't mind me when i say i need want you still, 'til the point i get too crazy! :D
should start on yago but i have been updating the friends' photos page instead...
and i'm sleepy!!

x_x

not a perfect weekend..

tiring.. mentally..
absolutely!

went out with dayat (won't bother using her hobbit's name..) on friday.. had to meet her in central market all by myself. but not before paying a little visit to mama's and belladonna's office in pwtc. okay.. practically "melembu" around kl 'coz i keep losing direction! left-right-left-right? cross-don't cross?? what? what?? hahhahaha!! moooooo~ stupid, really! i keep like going around asking people how i can get to places.. so, thank God i still have my voice even with my flu!! huhuuu~
me and dayat just went around cm and kotaraya saja.. :) she had things to do so we had to cut our meeting short..
then i had a fight with a certain relative and now i'm not in a speaking term with that person. urghhh!!! makes me SO mad, thinking about it!!!!!!!

saturday.. stayed at home, tending my dumb flu. bluerghhh~!!

sunday.. still not talking to that relative of mine. no point, really!
flu's getting better.. went pusing pusing around tasik shah alam looking for a tunnel rosie-p said existed. (but i couldn't find!) then i practically "dumped" the digicam i was holding onto the road.. and now there got some MAJOR scratch.. no..
...
.....
okay, i can't find any other word to exagerrate (spelling?) the scratch.
but it's horrible!!! i am SO going to get the old lecture when i'm busted by mama when i'm talking to her again.
yeah, i'm not talking to my mom right now.. she talks to me, sure! i just keep my vocabulary very restricted with her.. it usually concludes to sounds like "hummph~" and "haa".

couldn't send hanis to the airport tadi.. could be one of my regrets. hummphh~ wish she'll be fine in NI-PON! woo~hoo!! i am so proud of her! gonna miss her so baaaaaaaaadddd!!!!!!!!!
glad that at least i went to her house and said my goodbye.. :) hanis hanis hanisssssssssssssss!!!!!!!! she's as good as one of my blood-sisters. kurang kawan satu.. not kurang.. but.. sangat berjauhan.. :( i knew it all along.. growing up was no fun!! should've stayed in high school... hhehehe! :p

so i'm not in a very good mood..
so to those weird people out there.. talk all crap you want, but i don't give a shit.. pardon me for not listening or not replying according to what you expected.. not here to entertain your little heart when i'm feeling crap.
maybe tomorrow :p

i should be ashamed..!

so it is somewhat the mid-term in mmu.. most students are busying theirselves with studying.. working on final projects.. or SUPPOSED to. hehhe! and here in hostel, i am living with two seniors from IT faculty; Kak Mai and Engine faculty; Kak Siti. Here.. i'm showing you a short 'presentation' on how things are in this room.. 3013 yee.. to those yang nak anta love letter ke.. make sure it gets to the right room aaa.. 3013.. hahhaha!!
click on thumbnails for a better view..

this is kak mai's desk.. tidy.. and a bit odd 'coz she places her pc under the table.. cool actually.. (i think she should be in FCM! hahahha!!) the reason is so that she can fully utilize her desk for studying.. neat, huh?


on kak siti's there are some papers of notes lying around, sure! she needs to study, after all she IS taking some hard subjects!


what book?? what notes?? what study???? hahhahaha!! honestly.. there's just LOAAAADS of crap on my table!! the only book that is showing is my 5th HP book! :)) i'm actually doing you a favor since i save you guys from looking in my drawers! HAHHAHAHA!!
so that's it! it IS as simple as that.. :))

yeah, i should be ashamed of myself for having all my stuff all over the desk.. (and still losing things!) but i dont! ekekkeke!!
anyways.. a bit boring right now.. (the reason why i took the desks' pix)
a bit lucky today since i get to submit my photo!! yeaaaaaaaaayyyy~!!! but chematto seemed a bit reluctant to let me pass, really. he kept pondering aloud if i was using the right grammar.. luckily encik zul said it's acceptable.. but could've been better.. :D chematto manje!! :)) :p
so.. i owe this one to MAJINNNNN!!! thank you abang besa!!! :D :D

good luck for tomorrow, lily and rosie!!! abang besa jugeee!! yosh~! ;)

okay, pondering if i better go back home or not.. still have that green model to do (which is dued next TUESDAY!) and if i went back, surely i get back here on MONDAY! hahahhahaha!! *sweat*
adohh~ pemalasnyeeeee!! *tuk* (geram!!)

just got an sms from belba.. she's finally hired!!!! going to start work on march 1st in port klang! woo~hoo!!! do you know what this meansss??? this means that she'll get payed!! and when that happens.. she gets money!!! and know what she's gonna do with that money?? SHE'S GONNA BUY THIS BABY SISTER OF HERS SOME NICE THINGS LAAAHHHHHH!!! HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA!! gosh~!!! thursday IS my lucky day.. :p (selang beberapa minggu sekali, laa.. heehee~)
wonder how petunia's gonna be right then, though...

*blink*

indifferent. numb. hollow. stoic.

BAHIJAH OWES ME FOOOODDDD!!!
did a favor for her that caused me some breathing-problems. hahhaha!! so she didn't say that i need to run, but we were indeed in a hurry.. :p semput btol lari tadi.. :( think i should go see the doctor one of these days. my right-side face aches badly.. right ear, right nostril, right anak tekak.. hehhe! bermasalah!!! :(

was up pretty early.. lily did a MIRACLE really..
called me up at 8 something and asked; "want to go to class?"
WOWWW!!! something is not right, but really!!! that was what happened! hahahhaha!!
lily actually called me up to get to class!! hahhahahaha!! but tersemangat sangat, class actually starts at 10 but we were already there at 9! hahahha!!
but then lily said that her photo was ruined.. torn at the caption part and said that she wants to reprint. so somehow.. we concluded NOT to go to class.. but to borrow alitt's car and drove off to printgate! hahhahaha!!
though we didn't get into the class.. it's still a miracle that lily was the one who wanted to go on the first place. ekkekeke!!
(yeah, i'll probably tell this story over and over again! ekkekeke!)

dearest prisca.. ganbatte next week!!!! yosh~!

been pondering about some things lately.. guess things just happen to enter my mind these days. things i've seen and should interpret carefully. :D should i take it as a sign or it was all just another coincedence? humph~
my armful of hope has reduced to a pinch..
it does feel that way somehow.. and though i tell a certain story for over and over.. it felt as if i'm telling about any other story.. no, it's not tired that i am feeling.. just careful.. extremely careful... :D stuff will happen if it's meant to be.. either way, we'll have to meet it when it comes, 'aight? :D
penat ketuk kepala banyak sangat je arini.. hehhe!!

oh.. heard this song on hitz just now.. (i wonder why hitz keep playing old songs..)
Barely Breathing by Duncan Sheik

I know what you're doing
I see it all too clear
I only taste the saline when I kiss away your tears
You really had me going, wishing on a star
But the black holes that surround you are heavier by far

I believed in your confusion, you were so completely torn
It must've been that yesterday was the day that i was born
There's not much to examine, there's nothing left to hide
You really can't be serious, you have to ask me why
I say goodbye...

Cause I am barely breathing
And I can't find the air
Don't know who I am kidding
Imagining you care
And I could stand here waiting
A fool for another day
I don't suppose it's worth the prize and worth the price
The price that I would pay

And everyone keeps asking, what's it all about?
I used to be so certain and I can't figure out
What is this attraction? Only feel the pain
There's nothing left to reason and only you to blame
Will it ever change?

Cause I am barely breathing
And I can't find the air
I don't know who I'm kidding
Imagining you care
And I could stand here waiting
A fool for another day
But I don't suppose it's worth the price, it?s worth the price
The price that I would pay
But I'm thinking it over anyway...
I?m thinking it over anyway ?

I've come to find
I may never know
Your changing mind
Is it friend or foe?
I rise above
Or sink below
With every time
You come and go
Please don't come and go

Cause I am barely breathing
And I can't find the air
I don't know who I'm kidding
Imagining you care
And I could stand here waiting
A fool for another day
I don't suppose it's worth the prize and it?s worth the price
The price that I would pay
But I'm thinking it over anyway...
I'm thinking it over anyway...

And I know what you?re doing
I see it all too clear?

*sighs*

bored

very bored..
and confused with a certain someone..
hummm.. lantaklah~

prisca changed her layout so i was determined to update mine as well!! :D prisca main tak aciiiiiiiiiii~!!! uwekk! :p
kamon lily! your turn now..! hehhehe!! :D (since all of us have different layouts now!)

thanks shahnon for the song!!!! :D

should go to sleep now.. still dizzy.. bluerthhh~
+_+

:D :D

thanks lily for giving me things to do right now..
super bored right now..
(yosh!! i'll try to conclude as good as you, okie?!)

Emode's Classic IQ Test
Congratulations, Wanie!
Your IQ score is 118

This number is the result of a formula based on how many questions you answered correctly on Emode's Classic IQ test. Your IQ score is scientifically accurate.
During the test, you answered four different types of questions — mathematical, visual-spatial, linguistic and logical. We were able to analyze how you did on each set of those questions, which reveals the way your brain processes information.
We also compared your answers with others who have taken the test, and according to the sorts of questions you got correct, we can tell your Intellectual Type is a Precision Processor.
This means you're exceptionally good at discovering quick solutions to problems, especially ones that involve math or logic. You're also resourceful and able to think on your feet. And that's just some of what we know about you from your test results.

hahhaha!! duuude~ i am pretty smart, see?? no wonder i am good at arithmancy!! hahahha!! (same class with lily lah nampaknye)

Your Years at Hogwarts by nevermindless
Name:
The Sorting Hat places you in:	Hufflepuff (Yellow and Black)
Subject you are naturally best at:	Arithmancy
Your favorite book:	Gadding With Ghouls by Gilderoy Lockhart
Pet you bring to school:	Green TOAD
You are most known for:	Your pet.
Created with quill18's MemeGen 2.0!

The Inkblot Test

Wanie, your subconscious mind is driven most by Curiosity

This means you are full of questions about life, people, and the potential of your future. You spend more time than others envisioning the possibilities of your life — things that others are too afraid to consider.
Your curiosity burns with an almost physical need to know and do more. It's only through new experiences that you feel a greater understanding of yourself or the world — which ultimately is the greatest way for you to feel satisfied.
It is possible that the underlying reason for your drive towards curiosity is a deeply rooted fear of boredom. That means that you are probably more susceptible than others to feel like you're falling into a rut when life slows down into a comfortable routine.
You need to make sure you have stimulation in your life — that makes you feel like you're innovating or being exposed to the ideas and experiences that truly inspire you.
With such a strong orientation towards curiosity, you're also prone to a rebellious quality that shows up when you feel you are just going through the motions, and are unable to really influence the world around you. But interestingly enough, your drive towards novel experiences also indicates an openness others don't have, but wish they did.
Unconsciously, your curiosity presses you to learn more, experience more, and get the most out of life.
Though your unconscious mind is driven most strongly by Curiosity, there is much more to who you are at your core.

and out of curiosity and boredom, i set sail to conquer the whole universe!!! yosh~!
big thanks to the antarans.. now we all get to see what happens if bigotry is made legal!
HAHHAHAHAHAH!!!

The World Is MINE! by Demonac
Name:
You will conquer:	the Entire Universe (except for Arakis).
Your title will be:	Lord (regardless of gender)
You will succeed by:	A complete accident.
Your Enforcers will be:	The Antarans (from Masters of Orion II).
Your first act as ruler:	Remove anti-hate/bigotry laws just to see what would happen.
(What happened after)	Try "The World Was Yours! What Happened?" MEME to find out!
Created with quill18's MemeGen 2.0!

but then..

The World Was Yours! What Happened??? by Demonac
Name
Abused your power by	Calling people names
Until	your own slaves (the ungrateful bastards)
...	Showed everyone how bad you were by releasing a fake KKK to make it appear that the Klan was praising you.
And adding insult to injury	Sales plummet for your motivational book: "Why I Rule and You Suck."
But now, after all that, you are	in that alternate dimension, conquering the world there.
(How did you conquer?)	Try "The World Is MINE!" MEME to find out!
Created with quill18's MemeGen 2.0!

those stupid a$$es fooled the nation with those KKK!! not fairr!!!!
and my book's not selling!!!
urghh!
but heyy.. at least i'm able to conquer the alternate dimension!! hahhahahah!!! AWESOME!

heyy lily.. this is neat!!!! :x thank you!!
very dizzzzzy right now. ought to get some more rest.. but somehow stuck here, doing these silly quizzes!! heehee..

sleepless. i hate!

morning..
really hate a quiet morning like this.. a very dark, cold, quiet morning and i can't utilize it as much as i want to.
very dizzy right now. seems like things are swaying about in my world
:( was restless in my very short shut-eye. tap water was freeeeezing!! that are all signs that i am not really well. i hate!! and i'm having a sore throat.. and there's no water to drink!!
oh lupa.. ade cerek kat blek ni.. ehee~ *tuk* tapi malas sehh nak masak air!! hahhaha!!
another thing why i hated quiet morning is that i can totally hear my heart!! bongok!! takde benda pon bole jadi ade benda.. X(

thinking...
how i hate busy days.. when everyone has no time for anyone.
when time is spent away with other things.
when i'd like time to be wasted,
as much as i want,
on me.
for that person to be around.

maybe time was stopped for me, for a moment there.. but maybe for some others as well..
how should i know???
bosan!!!!!!!
urghhhhh!!!

i hate quiet quiet nights!!!!
shaddap lah hati.. shaddap lah kepala!!

o heyy.. prisca told me earlier that an mmu student got into an accident in putrajaya. article here.

Overrated by Gavin Degraw

Take my home
Take everything I own
Take it, take control
You will feel better
You will feel whole
You're so good
You stopped me where I stood
And let me look at love and I feel better

Oh I feel good
I just wanna give it all to you
I wanna share this with you
Make you mine and mine will be all yours
Whatever you want and more
What I'm anticipating
Everything else would be overrated
Baby it's for you it's all for you

You speak kind
Oh if you were mine
What would we be like
We would be liked
We would be

I just wanna give it all to you
I wanna share this with you
Make you mine and mine will be all yours
Whatever you want and more
What I'm anticipating
Everything else would be overrated
Baby it's for you it's all for you
Everything else would be overrated
Everything else would be overrated

Open up
Let me fill your cup
I can really pour it out
It will be like
I will be enough

I just wanna give it all to you
I wanna share this with you
Make you mine and mine will be all yours
Whatever you want and more
What I'm anticipating
Everything else would be overrated

Baby it's for you
Baby it's for you
Baby it's for you it's all for you

still hating quiet nights!!
but seems like all the hobbitses are still up. (lily and prisca are having the same problem as mine.. sleepless!!)
[1:53 am]

somehow my horoscope says this;
Sagittarius November 22 - December 21
It's better to say less about what you're thinking. You'd rather discuss done deals than sound like a dreamer. Your worries are probably groundless. Already your ideas show signs of being on the fast track.


pandai

ehh.. look at the entry's time!!
missing this in a way.. :)

pandai gel is very dizzy

anyways.. did this thingy and i'm laughing my butt-man off!! :)) ahhahahaha!!

Your Superhero Persona by couplandesque
Your Name
Superhero Name	Butt-Man
Super Power	Invisibility
Enemy	Martha Stewart
Mode Of Transportation	Motorcycle
Weapon	Condoms
Created with quill18's MemeGen 2.0!

yeah.. condom is my weapon.. i use it to lastik pebbles! ahahhahaha!! :)) bongok punye menda..!!! but i admit.. it's entertaining! :D

feels like getting sick somehow.. very very dizzy throughout the whole day :(
woke up late again.. missed creative communication (again!!!!) and didn't go to animation lecture (yet again!!!!) skipped media history (AGAIN!!!!) but went to media production (thank God!!) before leaving at half past four to get our (hobbitses) photos printed at print gate.
thanks for the idea, majin!!

then went to pyramid, bought some things for a project thingy i'm doing for a friend (yeah.. sentimental as always!!) i have four and a half days to get it done. yoshh!!! (o yeah, this project is much more important than maya! ha-ha!) (getting all my priorities all messed up again, but heck!!) (typically me!) :))

got back in cyberjaya around 7-8? and not long afterwards prisca invited for dinner.. makan banyak at malee along side prisca, drogo and lily. (rosie was waiting for jai to finish his exam paper!) sampai tak mampu nak abeskan!! :| i absolutely love a day with good food.. but just now was really "too much"! ekkeke!
while waiting for our food, akmal called lily! akmal was my schoolmate that gotten to know lily through some people. he's now in cyberia since he's a limkokwing student! bet we'll get to see him one of these days! heehee~

kak siti started a blog some days ago!! cepat cepat search tengok ape dia tulis!! ekkeke!!

okay.. super tired!! feels like getting a fever.. (jangan!!!!)
gudnite....

safe inside myself

pandai pandai pandaaaaai.. pandai pandai pandai pandai pandai pandai pandai pandai sangat lahh pandai.. wanie pandai sangat. so smart!! smarty pants! pandainyeeeek.. pandai pandai pandai pandai paaaaaaaaanndai sangat. sangat lah sangat pandaaaai. really! very very lah the pandai. pandai pandai pandaaaaaaaaaai

don't ask me why, but i feel soooooooo smart right now. yeahh.. i ought to get a pulitzer or a nobel prize or something to recognize my intelligence.

i like evanescence's songs.. totally love the lyrics.. thanks amy-lee (?)

sweet raptured light

* faint *

i am about to fall off this chair..
i am like soooooooo sleepy but sleepless at the same time!
my mind kinda turns off every 30 seconds.. really!!! it's like.. "oops! i was typing, yeah.."
tak tahan... :(

went for a small walk with lily and prisca :)
that was the first time we walked around at night aa? but honestly, we did more of sitting down than walking. :) meant to write more of this but i can't take this dizziness.. atoii~!
prisca.. hope everything will work out! ;)

wish i'll get to stroll down with you again one of these days.. ekkekeke (gedik!)