me airhead

me like drew very much
me finish watch charmed.
me like drew very much!

this one part, drew was happy,
he raised his hand..
and i saw his tummy!
hahhahahaha!!
yummy..?
AHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA!!

*tuk*
and this one part.
you think he's already cute as he is,
but then he makes sad/sympathetic face..
wahhh i am so amazed!!
(he's even cuter!)

me like drew very much.
makes me angau so bad..
cannot stop cannot stop!
me want me waaaanntt!!

and you should listen the way he talked.
very soft spoken
like a gooood boi
me like me liiiiikkee!!

where can i find someone like drew?
if lily and prisca wants to set me up..
please set me up with drew!!
me liiiiike!!!

ps: by writing this out.. my IQ just dropped 15 points.

media should be made history..

ekkk!!
that doesn't sound right, does it?
it should go; history should be made media.. now wouldn't things be fun to learn? :D

the paper went.. fine, i guess!
merepek merepek on the essay, but it was okay.. i should pass.. one way or another! ekkekeke!

should get back to my to-do list! still loads of things to settle..
and somehow i am feeling like forgetting something.. am i?
hummmm.....

o heck, can't wait to get home!!!
tomorrow laa tomorrow :D

ooo gaa gaaah~

meet drew fuller.

charmed has new white lighter.
new white lighter's name is chris.
drew plays chris.

me should study but me watch charmed instead..
drew is cute..
drew's hair is niiiiice!

me like drew.
drew doesn't know me like him.
drew, do you like me??

ooo gaa gaaaah~~
(yeah, i should go back to high school!)

w.bloggar

okay, prisca said this thing is easy so i'm up for a test drive..

test! :D

okaaaaay.. i don't think it has been a very productive day as i spent it away sleeeeeeping and watching charmed with kak mai! ekekkeke! ske ati je kak mai ni nak tengok cite. :p

an old friend miscalled me today and just now i found out that he wrote me a testimonial on friendster! and then.. i went to his page and i think he's got a new girlfriend.. ahahh! i think i should call him one of these days.. :)) arep, you punk!! ekekkekekeke!

okay, haven't studied a single line for tomorrow's paper.. (typical!) so i better get worried soon. but maaan it's sooo darn hot around here! :( this is such a horrible day to work!! i made a list of to-do's for today, and there's like, NINE things on that list and how many things did i managed? TWO!! a measly freakin' TWO!! this is such an unproductive day.. but heyy! i just found another mole around my shoulder, how 'bout that?
hahhahahahhahaha!!

better start doing.. something!

sleep sleeeeep

ohh.. i like this song!
Taman Langit by Peter Pan

bila kini ku berada
dalam taman mimpi,
dalam taman langitku
kini cobalah berpaling
langit takkan merasa

semua takkan berubah
semua takkan berubah
ini taman mimpiku
ini taman langitku

coba cobalah berpaling
ini taman mimpi, ini taman langitku
tak perlu kau bayangkan
tak perlu kau renungkan
[8:11 pm]
-----------------------------

still sleepy!!
i haven't got enough sleep that i need, but heck! gonna blog some things out.

umm.... what was i'm gonna blog about?

o yeah, i am loving the people in my batch! hahahahhahaha!!
someone (probably amri) started a petition and they all (some beta fcm peeps) came to hb3 and gather 'round to sign in. heehee~ and then me and lily went to the office (just in case.. we still re-registered) and when i walked back to my room, i bumped into some guys and they called out,
"waniee, you signed yet?"
"yeahhh!"
"great!"
ekkekeke.. then while i was in minimart..
"you signed the petition already?"
"yeahh!"
"good for you!"

hahhahhaha!! for the first time in my entire schooling life in this place..
there's actually an fcm-spirit here!!!!
hahhahahhahahahha!! :))

okay, i need to sleep like.. RIGHT NOW!

indirect kisses!!

muahhxx!!

had fun with the hobbitses last night. no wonder money flows like water these days.. we kept going back and forth to hartamas! but this time, jai, ery and bali tagged along!
and so, unlike the last time.. no male strangers came to our table for an ice-breaking session to get any of our numbers. :))
me and the gurls had a real good time there.. doing silly silly things.. that are quite hard to explain. :D but all i can say is that some indirect kisses were made.. ekkekeke! :* :))
mr white-car akmal didn't show up despite he told me that he would drop by and say hi. then again.. i couldn't hear the ring of my phone! hahahhaha!! :)) o well.. tak dapat lily refresh her memory! heehee~
and LP-guy wasn't there as well.. hummph! :( takbest! kurang reason to look around.

about 3, me, lily and prisc decided to get a waffle in A&W and so we did! and somehow.. we bumped into these 2 guys that were earlier in uncle don's. hah! what fate..
and we ended up talking to those guys..
i think it's interesting how my social life has take a different turn from it's usual path. hummm..
thanks to lily, i suppose! ekkekek! :p

earlier tonight i had spent my time watching charmed, thanks to rosie that gave me this url where i can download them! hehheheh. i don't know why i like it so much.. maybe 'coz their new white lighter is just darn cute! :x

i need to go to sleep now.. should get up early this morning to settle the majoring thingy. i am somewhat pissed and upset about it.. but i am in a lighter mood after the laughs i had.. :x

hugs!!

i wish i can laugh myself 'til i explode

at this point of time.. i really do.

let me tell you what i am feeling right now;
SO PISSED!!
why laa why laa whyyy laaaaaaa i decided to go to this freakin' place?!!

here's the story;
us.. beta fcm. will have to register our majoring.. AGAIN! and this time.. manually!! what's more.. we have to enclose our results 'til the 2nd semester!!
what's more.. the faculty will decide if it's worthy or not for us to get the requested majoring..
and!! NO APPEAL WILL BE ENTERTAINED!!

arrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!
*curse curse $#@*%^!*@$^!#%$*!~ curse*
i swear, if i get dumped into FA, VR or ID.. i am out of this freakin' university!!
god, i am so angryyyy!!!
i want MI!! i guess getting DM won't be so bad, but i want to do MI!!!!
:((
if i don't get it........
i might as well just die.......

i am freakin' scared...
so help me God..

whisper and grape

nina came by to give me some cash this afternoon. (thank youuu!!!) get to hug her (after a week not seeing her) and kissed izzati who was.. well, urm.. drinking? ekkekeke! (not sure if you guys get what i mean..)
and as soon as i get the cash, i went straight to minimart and bought myself a grape soda and a pack of whisper's regular flow-wings. and what got me almost-gross was that the lady placed the two things in the same bag. and then as usual, i laughed to myself.. what's the big deaaalll? the pads aren't used yet! sheesh! so while walking back to my room, i kept wondering, why laa the heck i am making such a big deal out of this.. ekekkeke!!
sorry if i offended anyone by telling about this lame story about pads.. i wish i could care more of the things i say, but then again.. it's my freakin' blog! hahhahahhaa!!

a half hour to creative communications. i think i am ready for it! :D
won't be sending my none-available animation. :D so i better concentrate on the paper this april 9th. (don't tell papa or i'll be clobbered!) ahhahahaha!!

anyways! been enjoying this song VERY much!!! spent my morning searching for the rest of the album but i could only found this. :( it all started when a pop-up suddenly appeared out of nowhere and started playing 3 of the songs in the album june's picture show. maybe if i have the extra money i'll get it outside. (reaaaaaaally like those 3 songs i heard!!)

Will I Ever Make It Home by Ingram Hill

I woke up from my sleep to the sound of that voice
From the words that I heard I had no choice
They told me that I had to turn around
My assurance slowly faded down
and I wondered

Will I ever make it home, will I ever leave the ground
Leave this place so far behind ,till there is no turning back,
Will i ever make it home, get to where
I wanna be, find the ones who wait for me ..to the place were i belong..

Will I ever make it home
The plans that I had were quickly destroyed
The problem was one I couldn’t avoid
They welcomed me to stay overnight
I’m too tired to complain so I just might

Will I ever make it home, to the place I recognize
Far from here and where I’ve been, and all the things that I’ve been shown
Will I ever make it home, can they keep me here for good
Where I hardly know a soul, and my fear keeps going on

My weariness keeps growing inside
My patience is starting to subside
And I hope I’ll be there soon
It can’t be long, or I’ll fall through

I woke up from my sleep to the sound of that voice
From the words that I heard I had no choice
They told me that I had to turn around
My assurance slowly faded down

Will I ever make it home, will I ever leave the ground
Leave this place so far behind, till there is no turning back
Will I ever make it home, get to where I wanna be
Find the ones who wait for me, to the place where I belong

Will I ever make it home?

the difference between those who have real friends, and those who don't.

not gonna elaborate more on that.. figure it out by yourself.
but i am sooo luckyyyy!!! :x

it felt as if i was attacked by extra-terrestrials (spelling?)

"ohh, why is this happening to meee??" (ahhahahaha!!)

and then, without even asking for help.. my friends (surprisingly, 8 of them!) come along to help me out!

"who's this person anyways??"

and saves the day!

"whatchaaa!!" (matrix pose! ekkekee!)

thanks guys!!

"great job, everyone! you guys are the best!" ekkekeke

and now everyone can laugh about and things gets back to normal!

"dance, anyone?" heeheee

group huggg!!

ekekke! a creepy/psycopathic yago done by prisca!

hahhahahhahaha!! hope you guys had fun with the yago pictorial. can't believe our works can actually make a good story! ekkekekekek! :))

i am actually having the most boring night.. well, maybe considering that i've spent the last two nights outside! ekkekeke!! i am super sleepy today.. woke up at 12 afternoon, got back to sleep at 5, woke up around 8. my mind is sooo not working as properly as it could today. :-S

i could actually pinch lily for two reasons right now. one, for introducing me to this neat thing to do with our extra mounting boards. two, for giving my number to strangers who actually wanted to get to know her! hahhahahah!! so i had three phonecalls today and i refused to pick up one of them by drowning out the ring with my pillow. hahhahahahha!!
sorry hobbitses, i know you guys want me to meet new people.. but sofie bugged my sleep! hahhahaha!
poor guy.. and i don't even remember any of those guys' faces.. :))
lily, buy a new phone quick!! this is your chance too, you know! :p

14 hours left for the first paper of my beta finals. :D
and i am sleeeeeepy!!
and i haven't done any animation yet.. :)) *tuk*
thank you for listening out to my ramblings.. :D :-* b-(
ekekkekeke

my favorite-fun-funny friends.. and me, of course!

:D

nothing beats a night out with the hobbitses.
the best!!
we went to hartamas again!! hahhahaaha!!
it was crazy, we went out at 1am+ and got there at 2! lucky for us to get a parking spot very near to uncle don's. :D and lucky for me and lily to actually see our "minor crush" the first thing as we get there. ekekkee!!

what's funny about tonight was how i got a taste of lily's usual "circle". crazy! people are too-sociable, i must say. but it was all good! amusing and amazing!!
lily, you're so coooool!!!
me, prisca and rosie were just playing along at the background the whole time. :D :D
and i kept having eye contacts with the LP-shirt guy. hahhahahhaha!! sorry lily.. that experienced-one was kinda neat, too! :))

it was a crazy night.. (don't know why i keep saying that!) but we were really silly just now.
measuring.. :)) eyeing.. talking.. talking.. dining.. and talking even more!
:))

not going to get into details so much or some people will get into trouble! ekekeke!
but i had
FUN!!
and that's how i want my life to be.

yeah, i do know what's my responsibilities and what's my supposedly-priorities, oh yes i do (though some may not agree with that!) but don't you people see that i chose not to follow them????
what do you think i am? a dumba** that can't even figure out what or how i SHOULD be??
SHOULD and WOULD are two different things. get that in your head, please.

to those "lovely" t.c and latinpoet.. could you make a point to the reason WHY you'd rather waste your time dissing me out when honestly, i don't see where all this is heading. (except for making my shoutbox waaaaay too long that i even have to go to the archives just to check what i missed) ohh! i just did a complaint there. hahh!
and if you're trying to get me down by dissing out or calling me names, go ahead!! TRY! i am actually having fun from all this.. kinda reminds me of HIGH SCHOOL really..
as for the name-calling, i can too! but it would be too immature, don't you guys think? *wink*

ahh~ high school.. had the greatest time when i was there!! :)) hahhahaha

hugs to the ones i care! >:D< :x
sweet dreams!

(sorry,) my funny friend(s) and me.

dedicated to a dear friend:
:D

when i said that "you were the one who understands me"
we laughed..
but somewhere inside me, i do feel like it.
seems like you're the one i talk to most of the time, at least.
i don't know how that happens, but i thank life for making it happen.
:)
so glad that you've been around when i need you around.
hope that i've been around when you need me around!
:)
don't worry too much about me, ya?
or i'd think of the past year as a real waste. (when i haven't truly feel like so)
i do need to open up my eyes, and i do feel like it's already open.. but nothing has really catch my sight as this enormous, cool structure that is blocking my view at the moment.
(ekkekeke!! can't believe i just did that!)

if i seem to be depressed all of a sudden, just pinch me hard.. or tell me to quit it, okay! :D i'll try my best to listen! hehhehe..
big hug for youuu!!!
>:D<

a conversation i had with another dear friend;

blaablaablaaa....
gurl: i did add in some bits
me: hahahha
me: you laa
me: i didn't talk bad
gurl: who knows.. maybe that ticks him off
me: ekkekeke
me: if even that ticks him off
me: then truly he's stupid

hehhhee..
and i'm stealing these lines from lily:

kenape dengkiiiii??
cinta tak berbalas?
cinta yang dirampas??
:)) hahhahahahha!!

yeahh.. and we'll be kept to wonder this to ourselves.. :-S

guess who we're talking about! *winks*

because they're different.

heehee!!

i think they're very brave..!! and cool for being so! :D :D
see 8tv for the "living" version of it.

thanks did!

midnight outing.

went out with the hobbitses at midnight.
things to talk about.. not sure if it'll ever work out..

good luck, dear!!
you're a smart girl.. i'm sure you'll find the best answer to cure all that feeling you're having.
we'll be at your back in whatever your decision is, 'aight!

it's confusing when you're friends with both sides of the party..
and you like both of them too..!
and the two was a good pair!
i really hope you guys can work it out!!

got to hartamas somehow. lily, prisca and myself first planned on KLIA, but since rosie said she was in bangsar.. we then decided, "okehh! shishah!" :) met rosie there who was originally with jai. (kesian dia taau!)
a neat outing. talked about loads of stuff! :)
i was more to listening, i think.
these days i've been kept in my own thoughts, somehow..

haiihhh~ if ever i get a ringgit for my every thoughts..
surely i'd be rich by now! hahhahahaha!!

wishing that i get to see my school friends. i feel the need to let things off my head.
no offense to the hobbitses!! (you guys are the bestt!!!)
but i have this feeling like i am boring you guys out with my same kind of story. (you see, my life doesn't evolve so much and i tend to get to the details of measly measly things..)
maybe i could see them.. :)

ohh, do i sound like i'm complaining in this one?

i absolutely ABSOLUTELY ABSOLUTELY love this song!!!

dreamy nyerhhhhhhhh!!!!

Firasat by Marcell

Kelmarin..
ku lihat awan membentuk wajahmu
desau angin meniupkan namamu
tubuhku terpaku

Semalam..
bulan sabit melengkungkan senyummu
Tabur bintang serupa kilau auramu
aku pun sadari.. ku segra berlari..

Cepat pulang.. cepat kembali
jangan pergi lagi
firasatku ingin kau 'tuk
cepat pulang.. cepat kembali
jangan pergi lagi

Akhirnya..
bagai sungai yang mendamba samudera
ku tahu pasti kemana kan ku bermuara
semoga ada waktu

Sayangku..
ku percaya alam pun berbahasa
ada makna di balik semua petanda
Firasat ini, rasa rindukah ataukah tanda bahaya
aku tak peduli.. ku terus berlari

Cepat pulang.. cepat kembali
jangan pergi lagi
firasatku ingin kau 'tuk
cepat pulang.. cepat kembali
jangan pergi lagi

Dan lihatlah sayang,
hujan turun membasahi
seolah ku berair mata..

Cepat pulang.. cepat kembali
jangan pergi lagi
firasatku ingin kau 'tuk
Cepat pulang.. cepat kembali
jangan pergi lagi
firasatku ingin kau 'tuk
Cepat pulang.... pulang....

aku pun sadari.. engkaulah firasat hati...

i think i'll be crazy enough and translate this to english later today..
=P~ nothing i love more than a guy with a neat voice singing a good song! :x

:x :x :x

persistant or stubborn?

i wouldn't really know...

Somewhere In Between by Lifehouse

I can't be losing sleep over this, no, I can't
And now I cannot stop pacing
Give me a few hours and I'll have this all sorted out
If my mind would just stop racing

'Cause I cannot stand still
I can't be this unsturdy
This cannot be happening

This is over my head but underneath my feet
'Cause by tomorrow morning I'll have this thing beat
And everything will be back to the way that it was
I wish that it was just that easy

'Cause I'm waiting for tonight
Then waiting for tomorrow
And I'm somewhere in between
What is real and just a dream...
What is real and just a dream...
What is real and just a dream...

Would you catch me if I fall out of what I fell in
Don't be surprised if I collapse down at your feet again
I don't want to run away from this
I know that I just don't need this

'Cause I cannot stand still
I can't be this unsturdy
This cannot be happening

'Cause I'm waiting for tonight
Then waiting for tomorrow
And I'm somewhere in between
What is real and just a dream...
What is real and just a dream...
What is real and just a dream...
What is real and just a dream...

hehhe.. notice that i've been posting up infamous songs by lifehouse? :D 'coz i think they're still good.. and i've already posted their famous ones over the months..! :p
i practically spend the day/night playing worms. it's addictive, i tell you!! can't wait to play it with dida again.. we used to scream such a lot when we're playing something together. sangat berperasaan, somehow! :D
when we were playing worms armageddon, we would hit each other a lot for killing each other's worms.. "tak aci," we said.. sedangkan the motive was to kill the other team's worms! ahhahahahah!
homesick!!
and i'm not sure if i'm able to get home this weekend.. :( i SHOULDN'T, really.. have to get the animation done, weihhhh!! (though i did thought of just letting it be..) but the date was extended!! and it should be a sign for me to start working.. but why am i still taking this too lightlyyy??? b-(

okehh! gonna share this poem i found.. written by W.H. Auden
The More Loving One

Looking up at the stars, I know quite well
That, for all they care, I can go to hell,
But on earth indifference is the least
We have to dread from man or beast.
How should we like it were stars to burn
With a passion for us we could not return?
If equal affection cannot be,
Let the more loving one be me.

Admirer as I think I am
Of stars that do not give a damn,
I cannot, now I see them, say
I missed one terribly all day.

Were all stars to disappear or die,
I should learn to look at an empty sky
And feel its total dark sublime,
Though this might take me a little time.
and since i am now VERY bored.. i am gonna throw in this stuff as well...

10 People you want to spend more time with:
1) dida
2) nina
3) izzati
4) papa
5) mama
6) hanis
7) lily
8) rosie
9) prisca
10) *mumble*

09 Things you're looking forward to:
1) school breaakk!!
2) ptptn moneyyy!
3) beastmaster's birthday! :)) :x
4) prisca's birthdayyy!!
5) genting!!
6) dida's new car!
7) dida's paycheck! :)) :))
8) gamma MI!
9) izzati's first word!

08 Things you like to wear:
1) shirts that are too big for me
2) converse
3) sneakers
4) sockss!!
5) lip gloss
6) thong!! :)) :))
7) skirt :D
8) the necklace i am wearing now (for the past 6 years, really!)

07 Things that annoy you:
1) bad grammar
2) lame malay films
3) too much noise
4) people who thinks they're funny
5) people who can't quit complaining
6) myself.. sometimes! heehee
7) mosquitoes

06 Things you say most everyday:
1) pandaiii!
2) terok
3) yeeaaaayy!!
4) benci betul!
5) eee.. tak pandai betul!
6) stupid airhead

05 Things you do everyday:
1) blink
2) day-dream
3) hum
4) bump myself into something
5) yapp

04 Bands/people you've been listening to a lot lately:
1) Vertical Horizon
2) Lifehouse
3) Evanescence
4) Jimmy Eat World

03 Movies you could watch over and over again:
1) You've Got Mail
2) Frequency
3) Practical Magic

02 Of your favorite songs at the moment:
1) Vertical Horizon - Won't Go Away
2) Evanescence - Going Under

01 Person you would spend the rest of your life with:
1) ekk. :p

having an allergy reaction to something, i think! having pink rashes.. :-S
tak skeeeeeeeee!!!

"blessed are they who can laugh at themselves for they never shall cease to be amused."

heeheee..
i should tap the back of the person who quoted that..
just spent an hour looking through the internet.. reading up to poetry, quotes.. literature! :x
humm.. some days i wonder why i didn't do literature and do multimedia instead.. :-S after all, that was (and still is) my first passion. humm.. maybe later.
Poetry and Hums aren't things which you get, they're things which get you. And all you can do is to go where they can find you.


You are an angel of the forest. You love to have a
good time and to get in trouble. For you, it's
all fun and games. You like to have friends,
preferably not human, and can converse with all
animals. You love to party, and like to be
alone. You are a deep person, but most people
miss it. Thinking that you are just childish
and young. Which you are not. You are old, and
wise, even if nobody can see it. You know what
the real world is like, better than your peers.
You have a naturally beatiful singing voice,
and are a natural with most instruments.
You can often loose your self. But will always find
yourself again. For that is just who you are.

Be happy. Never change. Because you are beautiful.


What Type Of Angel Have You Become?
brought to you by Quizilla

interrrrestingg.......
anyways!!! honestly i felt like reporting.. but somehow it just got lost in my thoughts.. (yet again!)
apsal nihh??! this is waay too weird for my own head.
o well.. still missing my diary.

mosquito bites.

i hate.
been having those for a few nights.
can't sleep well because of the mosquitoes!
i reaaaally hate!!! X(


Quasimodo by Lifehouse

You could be right and I'll be real
Honesty won't be a pain you'll have to feel
'Cause I don't need your approval to find my worth
I've been trapped inside of my own mind
Afraid to open my eyes 'cause of what I'd find
I don't want to live like this anymore

There goes my pain
There goes my chains
Did you see them fall
There goes this feeling that has no meaning

There goes the world off of my shoulders
There goes the world off of my back
There it goes

Does it scare you that
I can be something different than you
Would it make you feel more comfortable if I wasn't
You can't control me
You can't take away from me who I am

There goes my pain
There goes my chains
Did you see them fall
There goes this feeling that has no meaning

There goes the world off of my shoulders
There goes the world off of my back
You can't change me
You can't break me

There goes the world off of my shoulders
There goes the world off of my back

Have you ever felt that your only comfort was your cage
You're not alone
I have felt the same as you
Have you ever felt like your secrets give you away
You're not alone
I have been there, too

Everyone is looking
and everyone is laughing but I think everyone feels the same
Everybody wants to feel okay
Everybody wants to
Everybody wants to feel

There goes my pain
There goes my chains
Did you see them fall
There goes this feeling that has no meaning

There goes the world off of my shoulders
There goes the world off of my back

'Cause I don't want it
I don't want it
You can't change me
You can't break me

There goes the world off of my shoulders
There goes the world off of my back
There it goes

okay.. i think i had some things to tell earlier but somehow it's left up there in this head.
i don't feel like reporting any of my day activity somehow.
pms.
not making me any happier, really.
emailed some finance guy about the ptptn loan, but there's still no reply. lazy airhead!
b-( (do you notice how "rich" my curse vocabulary these days?? b-( ) bosannye fikir pasal duuiiiiit!!!
and i said i would stop eating.. but i can't! in fact, i've been wasting them! grrRrRR! so angry at myself!! X(
(i think i should be blacklisted or something by the finance division for keep on sending emails.. hahhahha!! well, i am honestly.. just inches away from sending spam or pornographic sites to their emails.. ekkekeke! i would if they don't reply the email i just sent!)

ekkk!!! great!! now i'm hit with a real crappy mood!
thank you.

can't wait for the school break. can't wait for the school break. can't wait for the school break.
the best time to run away from everything.. or anyone, if that matters.
can't wait to get my head all empty again.. aaahhhh~
i am SO anticipating the school break..!!!
i want 3 weeks of sleep.. 3 weeks of play play playy.. 3 weeks of shouting about with dida.. 3 weeks of hugging papa.. 3 weeks of kissing mama's butt.. 3 weeks of babbling with izzati.. 3 weeks of steeling nina's wisdom.. 3 weeks of comforter.. 3 weeks of television.. 3 weeks of pen and paper..
starting to miss my diary. going to have to get a new book 'coz my current one is running out of pages! :D
can't wait for the next 2 weeks to end.. so i can glue myself at home for the next 3 weeks.

i feel the need to run.. very far from here.

the week continues...

(btw, i think he's wearing converse shoes. ekkeke)
Trying by Lifehouse

Could you let down your hair
Be transparent for a while, just a little while
To see if you're human after all

Honesty is a hard attribute to find
When we all want to seem like
We've got it all figured out

Well let me be the first to say that I don't have a clue
I don't have all the answers
Ain't gonna to pretend like I do

Just trying
To find my way
Trying
To find my way the best I know how

Well I haven't memorized all of the cute things to say
But I'm working on it
Maybe I'll master this art form someday
If i quote all the lines off the top of my head
Would you believe
That I fully understand all these things I've read

I'm just trying
To find my way
Trying
To find my way
Trying
To find my way the best that I know how

Well I haven't got it all figured out quite yet but
Even if it takes my whole life to get to where I need to be
And if I should fall to the bottom of the end
I'll be one step back to you, and

I'm trying to find my way
Trying to find my way

I'm trying to find my way
Trying to find my way...

(been bolding out parts that i have no reason why..)
just found out how neat the arrangement sounds.. :x

i still have nothing much to say..
except..
b*tch! (man, i hate using that curse word!!!)
i may find myself cursing again in 2 months and probably right then i'd really hit myself to the walls. *scream*
screw youu!
god, i'm so angry!!

almost 2 years in multimedia university. i find myself thinking about the people i know..

there was a person i used to care very much and put my whole trust in to..
another person that i can't get enough of..
and a person i used to distant myself from..
also a person i'd love to get to know more of..

now that time has passed..
i still trust that same person with all my heart. i truly care for that person though i may not seem like so..
i still can't get enough of that other person. i am still.. absolutely.. enamoured..
and i've come to adore and look up to that person, as the person have been intelligent and impressive all this while.
but i have also received much pain from the person that i used to like so much for the coolness. turns out that the person was just.. cold.

i find myself apologizing, somehow.
..and i hate it.

but i still love jason wade!! :x :x
and now tetiba teringin nasik beriyani mamak! adohhh~! (bole lak malam malam buta!)

what's amazing..

since i have nothing much to say (but felt like typing, anyways!) i am officially celebrating Jason Wade's Week! hahahhaha!!
his birthday is in july, though.. and he's just 4 years older and what's more.. he got married on 2001!!! (i think it's AMAZING how people actually decided to commit theirselves to something as serious as that at such an early age..) jason wade's amazing!!!!!! he writes his own songs.. plays 'em.. and sings 'em.. :x :x AMAZING!!!!! :x
(i think i sounded SO alike high-school kids)


Take Me Away by Lifehouse

This time all I want is you
There is no one else
Who can take your place
This time you burn me with your eyes
You see past all the lies
You take it all away

I've seen it all and it's never enough
It keeps leaving me needing you

Take me away
Take me away
I've got nothing left to say
Just take me away

I try to make my way to you
But still I feel so lost
I don't know what else I can do

I've seen it all and it's never enough
It keeps leaving me needing you

Take me away
Take me away
I've got nothing left to say
Just take me away

Don't give up on me yet
Don't forget who I am
I know I'm not there yet
But don't let me stay here alone

This time all I want is you
There is no one else
Who can take your place

I've seen enough and it's never enough
It keeps leaving me needing you

Take me away
Take me away
I've got nothing left to say
Just take me away..

b-( *gedebikk*
i ought to do my work rather than do search about this guy or playing worms..!!!
hahhahaha!! :))
*gedebikk*

drama swasta di tangga

screamed lily's name at the stairs earlier tonight. i heard her voice talking to kak mai while i was half asleep. wanting to respond but i somehow just froze. i was seconds late.. and started to feel sad.. (mane bahijah pegiiiii? :( )
after going back and forth from my room to the stairs, i decided to go up and see her room.. ehh? all her shoes are there! even her toilet slippers.. came in and she was there!!!! yeaaaaaaayy~!
and then somehow we end up in tesco shopping for snacks..
and now i am sleepy.


You Belong To Me by Jason Wade

See the pyramids along the Nile
Watch the sunrise from a tropic isle
Just remember darlin all the while,
You belong to me.

See the market place in old Algiers
Send me photographs and souveniers,
Just remember when a dream appears,
You belong to me.

And I'll be so alone without you,
Maybe you'll be lonesome too.

Fly the ocean in a silver plane,
See the jungle when it's wet with rain.
Just remember til you're home again
You belong to me.

Oh I'll be so alone without you,
Maybe you'll be lonesome too.

Fly the ocean in a silver plane,
See the jungle when it's wet with rain.
Just remember till you're home again
You belong to me.

heyy you.. bila nak kasi updated version nieeeee!! grRrrr X(

why laa jason wade have to be sooo jason wade? :x sangat sukaa~!!!