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7:25 pm
I'll be missing ya' anywaysss
Friday, October 25, 2002
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I'll be missing ya' anywaysss
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6:36 pm
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Such a lazy day
Yaaaaah~! So bored!! Today just seemed soooo... slow somehow! AHHAHA!! Woke up lazily this morning and got ready for English. Huum.. thought of skipping the class but I bumped into Juvita in the toilet and she'd really persuade me into going, anyways! Hihhihik~!
Wasn't so bad after all.. did a bit of debate in the class. Got this passage about a mom who hit her child in public and it was on tape. Blaa.. blaa.. I was in the group where we have to say that "It's OK to hit the kid, for disciplinary measures. After all, the kid was phisically fine and the mom agreed for rehabilitation!" Huhhuhu.. Honestly, in this case.. I can't decide which side should I choose. But anyways, our next debate is going to be about the tiger and the lady. It should be an interesting one..
It's about making a choice. A semi-barbaric princess who is supposed to decide the becoming of her lover. It's like this.. there's this two doors. One, with a fierce tiger on the other side. Behind the other door is a lady. You see, the princess' lover had to be punished for 'loving' the princess by the king. And the punishment at that time is for the lover to choose between the two doors. If he chose the tiger, he'd be a victim to a hungry creature. If he chose the lady.. then he'd be married to the lady. And so it happens, on that day.. the lady behind that door is the woman who has a feeling towards the princess' lover. She's pretty and all, and the sight of her makes the princess filled with cold fury and jealousy. (The princess is also beautiful, but anytime the lady passes her lover.. he'd look at her.) Now, the lover doesn't know which door holds the tiger or the lady.. but the princess did! And when the time comes.. the lover stared at the princess, asking which door should he open.
Ehhehhee!! Sooo... humm.. if you were in the princess' place.. which door would you want the lover to choose? Would you want the one you truly love with all your heart.. to live, married to the one you totally despise.. (try imagine that one day you'll see them together walking around.. laughing!) Or would you just let your lover open the door of the tiger and get himself/herself killed? Hihhihi..
Pardon me for being a bit feminist over the subject, but I'd really prefer if the princess show the lover the door to the tiger! AHHAHHA~! No, I'm not on the jealousy part.. Just think about it. Why won't the lover choose for himself? It's his life!! So obviously.. he doesn't really care how the princess felt. A big burden on her.. letting her rival to "win" or watch her lover die.. Yeech! But honestly.. it's better if there's a choice for the lover to kill himself. As Juvita said as she was acting a bit of the moment.. "I refuse to die in the jaws of a beast, and I refuse to die without the love of my heart" AHHAHAH~! Honestly, I can't remember what Juju actually said.. hihhi! So, that's actually my words to what's almost like what Juju said this morning.. Yeahh.. better he kill himself!
Now, I'm wondering when will my Papa get here.. Huwaaa!! I hate waiting!! What a torture! This suxX!
Current song : ....... hihhihi~!
~ Coz I wanted to fly so you gave me your wings ~
Yaaaaah~! So bored!! Today just seemed soooo... slow somehow! AHHAHA!! Woke up lazily this morning and got ready for English. Huum.. thought of skipping the class but I bumped into Juvita in the toilet and she'd really persuade me into going, anyways! Hihhihik~!
Wasn't so bad after all.. did a bit of debate in the class. Got this passage about a mom who hit her child in public and it was on tape. Blaa.. blaa.. I was in the group where we have to say that "It's OK to hit the kid, for disciplinary measures. After all, the kid was phisically fine and the mom agreed for rehabilitation!" Huhhuhu.. Honestly, in this case.. I can't decide which side should I choose. But anyways, our next debate is going to be about the tiger and the lady. It should be an interesting one..
It's about making a choice. A semi-barbaric princess who is supposed to decide the becoming of her lover. It's like this.. there's this two doors. One, with a fierce tiger on the other side. Behind the other door is a lady. You see, the princess' lover had to be punished for 'loving' the princess by the king. And the punishment at that time is for the lover to choose between the two doors. If he chose the tiger, he'd be a victim to a hungry creature. If he chose the lady.. then he'd be married to the lady. And so it happens, on that day.. the lady behind that door is the woman who has a feeling towards the princess' lover. She's pretty and all, and the sight of her makes the princess filled with cold fury and jealousy. (The princess is also beautiful, but anytime the lady passes her lover.. he'd look at her.) Now, the lover doesn't know which door holds the tiger or the lady.. but the princess did! And when the time comes.. the lover stared at the princess, asking which door should he open.
Ehhehhee!! Sooo... humm.. if you were in the princess' place.. which door would you want the lover to choose? Would you want the one you truly love with all your heart.. to live, married to the one you totally despise.. (try imagine that one day you'll see them together walking around.. laughing!) Or would you just let your lover open the door of the tiger and get himself/herself killed? Hihhihi..
Pardon me for being a bit feminist over the subject, but I'd really prefer if the princess show the lover the door to the tiger! AHHAHHA~! No, I'm not on the jealousy part.. Just think about it. Why won't the lover choose for himself? It's his life!! So obviously.. he doesn't really care how the princess felt. A big burden on her.. letting her rival to "win" or watch her lover die.. Yeech! But honestly.. it's better if there's a choice for the lover to kill himself. As Juvita said as she was acting a bit of the moment.. "I refuse to die in the jaws of a beast, and I refuse to die without the love of my heart" AHHAHAH~! Honestly, I can't remember what Juju actually said.. hihhi! So, that's actually my words to what's almost like what Juju said this morning.. Yeahh.. better he kill himself!
Now, I'm wondering when will my Papa get here.. Huwaaa!! I hate waiting!! What a torture! This suxX!
Current song : ....... hihhihi~!
~ Coz I wanted to fly so you gave me your wings ~
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8:33 am
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Morning
Seriously blurry... Huuu.. nothing to say.. Going' for English in some minutes.. Later~
Let Me Be
You try to read me
You try to figure out
You try to breathe me
But you can't blow me out
You try to feel me
But I'm so out of touch
I won't be falling
You won't have to pick me up
Sorry if I sound confused
I don't feel the way you do
But I won't turn around
I won't turn around
Think that I might back down
But I won't
Think that I might have doubts
But I don't
No insecurities
Won't you just let me, let me be
Think that you know me now
But you don't
Think that I can't stand on my own
Ain't my philosophy
Won't you just let me, let me be
Trust in my instincts
Trust that I know what's right
These are the reasons
That i keep you up at night
Tell me go slow
This is my flow
Cuz you don't know
Know what I know
Let me tell you how it feels
Baby it's time that you see me for real
Sorry if I sound confused
I don't feel the way you do
But I won't turn around
I won't turn around
Think that I might back down
But I won't
Think that I might have doubts
But I don't
No insecurities
Won't you just let me, let me be
Think that you know me now
But you don't
Think that I can't stand on my own
Ain't my philosophy
Won't you just let me, let me be
Trust that I know
This is my show
Letting you know
Gotta go the way I go
Trust that I know
This is my show
Letting you know
Gotta go the way I go
Think that I might back down
But I won't
Think that I might have doubts
But I don't
No insecurities
Won't you just let me, let me be
Think that you know me now
But you don't
Think that I can't stand on my own
Ain't my philosophy
Won't you just let me, let me be
Britney Spears
Seriously blurry... Huuu.. nothing to say.. Going' for English in some minutes.. Later~
You try to read me
You try to figure out
You try to breathe me
But you can't blow me out
You try to feel me
But I'm so out of touch
I won't be falling
You won't have to pick me up
Sorry if I sound confused
I don't feel the way you do
But I won't turn around
I won't turn around
Think that I might back down
But I won't
Think that I might have doubts
But I don't
No insecurities
Won't you just let me, let me be
Think that you know me now
But you don't
Think that I can't stand on my own
Ain't my philosophy
Won't you just let me, let me be
Trust in my instincts
Trust that I know what's right
These are the reasons
That i keep you up at night
Tell me go slow
This is my flow
Cuz you don't know
Know what I know
Let me tell you how it feels
Baby it's time that you see me for real
Sorry if I sound confused
I don't feel the way you do
But I won't turn around
I won't turn around
Think that I might back down
But I won't
Think that I might have doubts
But I don't
No insecurities
Won't you just let me, let me be
Think that you know me now
But you don't
Think that I can't stand on my own
Ain't my philosophy
Won't you just let me, let me be
Trust that I know
This is my show
Letting you know
Gotta go the way I go
Trust that I know
This is my show
Letting you know
Gotta go the way I go
Think that I might back down
But I won't
Think that I might have doubts
But I don't
No insecurities
Won't you just let me, let me be
Think that you know me now
But you don't
Think that I can't stand on my own
Ain't my philosophy
Won't you just let me, let me be
Britney Spears
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12:29 am
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Monkey's Bunny
Oh well.. BJ thinks I should share this essay I did last trimester with you peeps.. So, here goes!
How To Spice Up Your Life
Do you think your life is boring? Or even worse, do you have a life? Do you feel that you need to do something but you just can't figure out what it is? Well, obviously you need to spice up your life. And to do so is just easy. Follow these steps and you can make big improvements to your life!
There are so many activities you can start off with. But for starters, find something fun to do around you. My first suggestion is for you to walk towards the nearest telephone and call up your old and dearest friends. Suggest a place for you to meet and reunite so you can catch up on their news. But if you think your friends are boring, make new ones! Go someplace crowded to meet people. Don't be too shy to approach an interesting looking stranger; but if you are, just try bumping on them and say much more than just "sorry".
If you're at home or your hostel room, don't stay there for long! Go outside to get some fresh air. If you have a car, drive out! Or even better, hold a road trip with your other bored friends. And if you're a silly type kind of person, don't stop yourself from being YOU! Do not let anyone tell you what you shouldn't do. Life is a risk and you will learn from mistakes and anyway, being silly can be fun!
Do not let work take over the time you should spend to pamper yourself. You need to relax and not getting panic over life. If your life is hectic, do not forget to take a pause and breathe. Everyone needs that once in a while.
Another way to relax is just by hanging around someplace nice where they serve great food. Stuffing yourself with food can be relaxing! And maybe you should learn to meditate or practice yoga for better air and blood circulation. It's good to maintain your health.
But if you have too many things burdening your heart and mind, just let it out. Holding it in will only make you suffer from pain. The best way to let it out is by shouting or scream. It may not solve any problem but it will help you relax and find the best way to solve your problem. The time for you to let it out varies from the dead of night to the moment an airplane pass you by. If you shout and scream at night, you can assume how much tense you feel. But by shouting and screaming as an aeroplane pass you by can avoid you from being mad at or cursed.
Another important essence for you to spice up your life is by thinking positive. Never let minor things burden your heart and mind too much. Remember that they are only minors, which means that there are other important things you should put your mind into. If a bad thing ever happens to you, keep in mind that it happens for a reason and that it won't stay bad forever. There will be good things at the end of it if you let time be.
Spicing up your life doesn't concern only on having fun. If you know when and how to relax and also to think of life positively, your life would seem happier and interesting. If my suggestions does not work, try Spice Girls' advise; slam it to the left, shake it to the right, chicas to the front and go round! There.. all spiced up!
Hihhi.. ain't that silly? Well, that's how I usually write my essays anyways.. Humm.. amazingly, Ms Zaiha drew a smiley face on my paper and wrote "Well done!" for this essay.. Hihhihi.. Sorry for putting up my essay instead of a real blog.. I am totally clueless on what I should tell you peeps for tonight.. huuu..
Do you think your life is boring? Or even worse, do you have a life? Do you feel that you need to do something but you just can't figure out what it is? Well, obviously you need to spice up your life. And to do so is just easy. Follow these steps and you can make big improvements to your life!
There are so many activities you can start off with. But for starters, find something fun to do around you. My first suggestion is for you to walk towards the nearest telephone and call up your old and dearest friends. Suggest a place for you to meet and reunite so you can catch up on their news. But if you think your friends are boring, make new ones! Go someplace crowded to meet people. Don't be too shy to approach an interesting looking stranger; but if you are, just try bumping on them and say much more than just "sorry".
If you're at home or your hostel room, don't stay there for long! Go outside to get some fresh air. If you have a car, drive out! Or even better, hold a road trip with your other bored friends. And if you're a silly type kind of person, don't stop yourself from being YOU! Do not let anyone tell you what you shouldn't do. Life is a risk and you will learn from mistakes and anyway, being silly can be fun!
Do not let work take over the time you should spend to pamper yourself. You need to relax and not getting panic over life. If your life is hectic, do not forget to take a pause and breathe. Everyone needs that once in a while.
Another way to relax is just by hanging around someplace nice where they serve great food. Stuffing yourself with food can be relaxing! And maybe you should learn to meditate or practice yoga for better air and blood circulation. It's good to maintain your health.
But if you have too many things burdening your heart and mind, just let it out. Holding it in will only make you suffer from pain. The best way to let it out is by shouting or scream. It may not solve any problem but it will help you relax and find the best way to solve your problem. The time for you to let it out varies from the dead of night to the moment an airplane pass you by. If you shout and scream at night, you can assume how much tense you feel. But by shouting and screaming as an aeroplane pass you by can avoid you from being mad at or cursed.
Another important essence for you to spice up your life is by thinking positive. Never let minor things burden your heart and mind too much. Remember that they are only minors, which means that there are other important things you should put your mind into. If a bad thing ever happens to you, keep in mind that it happens for a reason and that it won't stay bad forever. There will be good things at the end of it if you let time be.
Spicing up your life doesn't concern only on having fun. If you know when and how to relax and also to think of life positively, your life would seem happier and interesting. If my suggestions does not work, try Spice Girls' advise; slam it to the left, shake it to the right, chicas to the front and go round! There.. all spiced up!
Hihhi.. ain't that silly? Well, that's how I usually write my essays anyways.. Humm.. amazingly, Ms Zaiha drew a smiley face on my paper and wrote "Well done!" for this essay.. Hihhihi.. Sorry for putting up my essay instead of a real blog.. I am totally clueless on what I should tell you peeps for tonight.. huuu..
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7:10 pm
Thursday, October 24, 2002
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What's up with that?!
Fine.. fine.. fine night last night... Fine fine fine morning today.. Hihhihi!
Hung out again in HB0.. HBO.. heck! It's just almost the same..! With the ones I care.. Ana, Fina, BJ, Fariz, Dar and a bit of Azura ('coz she was there a bit while waiting for her boyfriend and then later when she got back from her date) Hihihi.. there were no stars around.. but the moon was full! AHHAHA!! As if I cared that much.. (uUuUu.. Rai might want to laugh at this..) I think we went back to our room around one something.. Hihhi.. managed to do a bit of Gedik ver. 2 with Azura and Ana on it while we were walking back to the block.
Finally send in that stupid color book this morning in Fundamental. Blueerghh! Mine was absolutely sucky.. but, what the heck! Didn't put up my whole heart into it, anyways.. my own fault.. Huu.. Pretty nice-lah this morning! Hihhihik! Did that boring thumbnails with Fariz.. huu.. stupid stupid thumbnails. Boring.. boring thumbnails.. though.. I am SO going to start doing the assignment early.. I've had enough with last minute jobs!! They're all crappy and lousy.. and I always end up talking bad stuff about myself! AHHAHAH~!
Eh Fariz.. I think I just got a theory about why people just can't accept the fact lah! The reason They can't figure out how come a guy like you could mix with a girl like me.. who hangs around the gediks! AHAHHAHA~! Humm.. screw them! The more they say, the more we talk about it.. The more we talk, the more we get attached to each other! Hihhihik~!
ps : .. bebudak MMU memang manyak yang macam tolol..
Current song : No Such Thing by John Mayer
~ I'd like to think the best of me is still hiding up my sleeve ~
** Falling in love with the sound of this song!!! **
Fine.. fine.. fine night last night... Fine fine fine morning today.. Hihhihi!
Hung out again in HB0.. HBO.. heck! It's just almost the same..! With the ones I care.. Ana, Fina, BJ, Fariz, Dar and a bit of Azura ('coz she was there a bit while waiting for her boyfriend and then later when she got back from her date) Hihihi.. there were no stars around.. but the moon was full! AHHAHA!! As if I cared that much.. (uUuUu.. Rai might want to laugh at this..) I think we went back to our room around one something.. Hihhi.. managed to do a bit of Gedik ver. 2 with Azura and Ana on it while we were walking back to the block.
Finally send in that stupid color book this morning in Fundamental. Blueerghh! Mine was absolutely sucky.. but, what the heck! Didn't put up my whole heart into it, anyways.. my own fault.. Huu.. Pretty nice-lah this morning! Hihhihik! Did that boring thumbnails with Fariz.. huu.. stupid stupid thumbnails. Boring.. boring thumbnails.. though.. I am SO going to start doing the assignment early.. I've had enough with last minute jobs!! They're all crappy and lousy.. and I always end up talking bad stuff about myself! AHHAHAH~!
Eh Fariz.. I think I just got a theory about why people just can't accept the fact lah! The reason They can't figure out how come a guy like you could mix with a girl like me.. who hangs around the gediks! AHAHHAHA~! Humm.. screw them! The more they say, the more we talk about it.. The more we talk, the more we get attached to each other! Hihhihik~!
ps : .. bebudak MMU memang manyak yang macam tolol..
Current song : No Such Thing by John Mayer
~ I'd like to think the best of me is still hiding up my sleeve ~
** Falling in love with the sound of this song!!! **
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8:37 am
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Monkey's Bunny
Thursday
Is it just me or the days seemed to pass pretty fast this week. Hihhii!! I know that sounded crap, but seriously! I do think that the time passes 'faster' this week.
Huuu... didn't get the enough sleep I should get. Huwaaaa!! Soo sleepy! Good thing I only have an hour of English in the afternoon! Huuu..
Anyways, better lie down a bit...
Seriously disturbed
Is it just me or the days seemed to pass pretty fast this week. Hihhii!! I know that sounded crap, but seriously! I do think that the time passes 'faster' this week.
Huuu... didn't get the enough sleep I should get. Huwaaaa!! Soo sleepy! Good thing I only have an hour of English in the afternoon! Huuu..
Anyways, better lie down a bit...
Seriously disturbed
at
8:53 pm
Wednesday, October 23, 2002
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Yeeps?!
Still wondering who changed my WinAmp playlist.. huuu!! There were that Dakota Moon's song, A Promise I Make.. Avril's Why and I'm With You, Jason Wade's You Belong To Me, Nick Carter's Help Me, Justin Timberlake's Like I Love You, Cuppycake Song, Michelle Branch's You Set Me Free, A New Found Glory's Sincerely Me and... Boxcar Racer's Sorrow! I mean.. yo! What's up with these songs??! AHHAHHA!!
Huumm... remember 'bout my post when I said this day suxX? Well.. I take that back.. it was only sucky before 2:30.. AHHAHAH!! Kewl.. kewl.. such great friends I have around me. ** Thank you peeps!! Lucky me! ** Huu.. I can really depend on you guys, ekk! Cayang~ cayang~!
Went to Street Mall to doodle on some stuff.. Eeew! Mine's sooooooo yucky! Can't believe that I'm THAT bad at playing the crayons! Urrghh! Wished I'd just left it alone with the pencil marks.. It looked much better!!! Yeech! oOooOohh.. so jealous of Fariz' drawing!! GrrRRrRrR!!
So anywaysss... sleepy.. but I shouldn't be sleeping just yet! Hihhihi..! Humm.. hopefully tonight will be a nice night! ^_^
Current song : You Set Me Free by Michelle Branch
Can't you see?
There's a feeling that's come over me
Close my eyes
You're the only one that leaves me completely breathless
No need to wonder why
Sometimes a gift like this you can't deny
'Cause I wanted to fly,
so you gave me your wings
And time held its breath so I could see, yeah
And you set me free
There's a will
There's a way
Sometimes words just can't explain
This is real
I'm afraid
I guess this time there's just no hiding, fighting
You make me restless
You're in my heart
The only light that shines
there in the dark
'Cause I wanted to fly,
so you gave me your wings
And time held its breath so I could see, yeah
And you set me free
When I was alone
You came around
When I was down
You pulled me through
And there's nothing that
I wouldn't do for you
'Cause I wanted to fly,
so you gave me your wings
And time held its breath so I could see, yeah
And you set me free
Still wondering who changed my WinAmp playlist.. huuu!! There were that Dakota Moon's song, A Promise I Make.. Avril's Why and I'm With You, Jason Wade's You Belong To Me, Nick Carter's Help Me, Justin Timberlake's Like I Love You, Cuppycake Song, Michelle Branch's You Set Me Free, A New Found Glory's Sincerely Me and... Boxcar Racer's Sorrow! I mean.. yo! What's up with these songs??! AHHAHHA!!
Huumm... remember 'bout my post when I said this day suxX? Well.. I take that back.. it was only sucky before 2:30.. AHHAHAH!! Kewl.. kewl.. such great friends I have around me. ** Thank you peeps!! Lucky me! ** Huu.. I can really depend on you guys, ekk! Cayang~ cayang~!
Went to Street Mall to doodle on some stuff.. Eeew! Mine's sooooooo yucky! Can't believe that I'm THAT bad at playing the crayons! Urrghh! Wished I'd just left it alone with the pencil marks.. It looked much better!!! Yeech! oOooOohh.. so jealous of Fariz' drawing!! GrrRRrRrR!!
So anywaysss... sleepy.. but I shouldn't be sleeping just yet! Hihhihi..! Humm.. hopefully tonight will be a nice night! ^_^
Can't you see?
There's a feeling that's come over me
Close my eyes
You're the only one that leaves me completely breathless
No need to wonder why
Sometimes a gift like this you can't deny
'Cause I wanted to fly,
so you gave me your wings
And time held its breath so I could see, yeah
And you set me free
There's a will
There's a way
Sometimes words just can't explain
This is real
I'm afraid
I guess this time there's just no hiding, fighting
You make me restless
You're in my heart
The only light that shines
there in the dark
'Cause I wanted to fly,
so you gave me your wings
And time held its breath so I could see, yeah
And you set me free
When I was alone
You came around
When I was down
You pulled me through
And there's nothing that
I wouldn't do for you
'Cause I wanted to fly,
so you gave me your wings
And time held its breath so I could see, yeah
And you set me free
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12:58 pm
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Neat night, stupid morning
Yo! Such neat night I had last night.. Me and the gurls (Ana, Fina and BJ) went to hang around "HB0" hihhihik! Well, it's that place in between HB1 and the apartment.. Those seats.. Oh well, me and the gurls just decided to sit around instead of going back to our rooms after dinner. Saw the full moon, crapping about stuff.. Got stomach ache from laughing out too hard.. hihhihik! We were like, doing the acts for the song we sang. Really silly.. (Negaraku was absolutely ridiculous and My Friends Over You was just too spastic!) Fariz even hung out with us for some while.. Hihhi.. and Azura and Mya came to join in!
oOoOOo.. forgot to mention about the guy groupies around us that mentioned about that 'gedik' things. Urrm.. well, it ruined the mood a lil' bit but just a BIT. Kinda disturbs me to see Fina's reaction last night. I don't know.. I just hate it when people gets that way.. especially the ones I'm very much attached to.. Humm..
So anyways.. neat night, now's the part where the morning gets crappy! Firstly, I just don't get WHY I was awoken at 5 am!! It's really bugging me.. things like this always happen to me and it kept bugging my mind! So I looked around the room, the time on my phone.. and stared at the ceiling for some bit. Huuu.. good thing I managed to get some more sleep!
So then.. I realize that the room went suddenly dark. (It was earlier lighted with a small desk lamp) And my monitor was dead black! *Demm!* The electricity on this side went off again! Stupid stupid stupiiiidddd!!
Humm.. now.. I feel even worse! Stupid stupid day I'm having.. Yeech! Stupid stupid stupid!! I hate my feelings.. I hate today!! SuxX!!
Eyhh.. wondering who changed my WinAmp playlist.. humm.. Lagu gedik-gedik nih!
Yo! Such neat night I had last night.. Me and the gurls (Ana, Fina and BJ) went to hang around "HB0" hihhihik! Well, it's that place in between HB1 and the apartment.. Those seats.. Oh well, me and the gurls just decided to sit around instead of going back to our rooms after dinner. Saw the full moon, crapping about stuff.. Got stomach ache from laughing out too hard.. hihhihik! We were like, doing the acts for the song we sang. Really silly.. (Negaraku was absolutely ridiculous and My Friends Over You was just too spastic!) Fariz even hung out with us for some while.. Hihhi.. and Azura and Mya came to join in!
oOoOOo.. forgot to mention about the guy groupies around us that mentioned about that 'gedik' things. Urrm.. well, it ruined the mood a lil' bit but just a BIT. Kinda disturbs me to see Fina's reaction last night. I don't know.. I just hate it when people gets that way.. especially the ones I'm very much attached to.. Humm..
So anyways.. neat night, now's the part where the morning gets crappy! Firstly, I just don't get WHY I was awoken at 5 am!! It's really bugging me.. things like this always happen to me and it kept bugging my mind! So I looked around the room, the time on my phone.. and stared at the ceiling for some bit. Huuu.. good thing I managed to get some more sleep!
So then.. I realize that the room went suddenly dark. (It was earlier lighted with a small desk lamp) And my monitor was dead black! *Demm!* The electricity on this side went off again! Stupid stupid stupiiiidddd!!
Humm.. now.. I feel even worse! Stupid stupid day I'm having.. Yeech! Stupid stupid stupid!! I hate my feelings.. I hate today!! SuxX!!
Eyhh.. wondering who changed my WinAmp playlist.. humm.. Lagu gedik-gedik nih!
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8:04 pm
Tuesday, October 22, 2002
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kewl_cuppy
Yahh~! Had a pretty neat nap this afternoon.. I guess it's such a neat day, todayy.. Hihhihi! Ignoring the fact of a small 'disturbance' in Graphics' lecture this morning.. Hihhihi!
oOooOo.. going to Putrajaya tomorrow! Hoping that the gurls will come along for the afternoon trip as well! ** oOo please.. please!! **
BJ got herself a new set of color pencils.. oOoOo.. so jealous!! So, I might get myself one, too.. Hihhihi! I totally forgot about my colors back at home! Hihhih! Busy weekend I had.. Hihhihik!
Annnnyyyywaaayyy.. Decided NOT to cut my hair.. yet! Why? Hihhi.. stupid really. Well, I went to the toilet when I got up from my nap this afternoon to wash my face.. I tied my hair as usual, but somehow.. some of them 'got away' and stayed in front of my face.. I looked into the mirror and so I thought.. "Oihh!! Lawa la plak rambut!!" AHHAHAHHA!! So anyway.. the hair will stay.. ^_^
Current song : I Don't Give A Damn by Avril Lavigne
~ Guys are always such a drag ~
Yahh~! Had a pretty neat nap this afternoon.. I guess it's such a neat day, todayy.. Hihhihi! Ignoring the fact of a small 'disturbance' in Graphics' lecture this morning.. Hihhihi!
oOooOo.. going to Putrajaya tomorrow! Hoping that the gurls will come along for the afternoon trip as well! ** oOo please.. please!! **
BJ got herself a new set of color pencils.. oOoOo.. so jealous!! So, I might get myself one, too.. Hihhihi! I totally forgot about my colors back at home! Hihhih! Busy weekend I had.. Hihhihik!
Annnnyyyywaaayyy.. Decided NOT to cut my hair.. yet! Why? Hihhi.. stupid really. Well, I went to the toilet when I got up from my nap this afternoon to wash my face.. I tied my hair as usual, but somehow.. some of them 'got away' and stayed in front of my face.. I looked into the mirror and so I thought.. "Oihh!! Lawa la plak rambut!!" AHHAHAHHA!! So anyway.. the hair will stay.. ^_^
Current song : I Don't Give A Damn by Avril Lavigne
~ Guys are always such a drag ~
at
2:26 pm
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Neat morning
Hey heyy! Honestly.. somehow my neck pain returns to me! Sheesh!
But anyway, had a neat morning today.. Heehee!! Went for Graphics with Ana and Sheeya (thank you girls~!) And there's this part when our lecturer, Ken Neo told group 5 and 8 to stay back to do some sort of a survey thingy.. *~ ain't that weird, of all the groups.. he asked group 5 and 8 to stay.. hihhik! ~*
Anyways.. then walked around to get breakfast along with Fariz.. hihhi... and waited for BJ and Fina to come down.. and finally decided to get breakfast at the FCM cafe.. Hihhihi... Fariz had to endure some while of girls' conversation-lah! Kewl enough, my friends really don't mind getting guys listening to their talk about colored bras..! AHHAHHAHAH!! Such kewl friends I have! Lucky me! ** You gurls spices up my life! ** HAHHAHHA!! And anyways.. I kinda noticed that the guy at the table next to us were kinda looking at us for some while.. and hushed something to his friend. Probably he thought that BJ's face looks kinda familiar.. I don't know..! AHHAHAH!!
Oh well.. a neat chat.. a neat walk.. a neat morning! Now, off to some nap I go.. Hihhihik!
Get back to you peeps later~!
Current song : If You Don't, Don't by Jimmy Eat World
~ If you don't know, honey, why'd you just say so? ~
Hey heyy! Honestly.. somehow my neck pain returns to me! Sheesh!
But anyway, had a neat morning today.. Heehee!! Went for Graphics with Ana and Sheeya (thank you girls~!) And there's this part when our lecturer, Ken Neo told group 5 and 8 to stay back to do some sort of a survey thingy.. *~ ain't that weird, of all the groups.. he asked group 5 and 8 to stay.. hihhik! ~*
Anyways.. then walked around to get breakfast along with Fariz.. hihhi... and waited for BJ and Fina to come down.. and finally decided to get breakfast at the FCM cafe.. Hihhihi... Fariz had to endure some while of girls' conversation-lah! Kewl enough, my friends really don't mind getting guys listening to their talk about colored bras..! AHHAHHAHAH!! Such kewl friends I have! Lucky me! ** You gurls spices up my life! ** HAHHAHHA!! And anyways.. I kinda noticed that the guy at the table next to us were kinda looking at us for some while.. and hushed something to his friend. Probably he thought that BJ's face looks kinda familiar.. I don't know..! AHHAHAH!!
Oh well.. a neat chat.. a neat walk.. a neat morning! Now, off to some nap I go.. Hihhihik!
Get back to you peeps later~!
Current song : If You Don't, Don't by Jimmy Eat World
~ If you don't know, honey, why'd you just say so? ~
at
12:48 am
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Girls night out
Huaaarrghhh!! Sleepy... yet deadly.. AHHAHAH!! What am I crapping about??
Just got back from Pyramid to catch that new spooky movie, Three.. Yeeps! It's a bit hard to comment on, really. 'Coz it consist of three spooky stories from three directors of three countries - Korea, Thailand and China.
The Korean one was.. urrghh! Spookyy!! I cried.. Yeech! The way the picture was taken.. was simply scary! And the main actress on it.. Huuuu! She has a very scary look on her face! And the part where the camera revealed the inside of the bag.. Yikess!! I hate that part!!!!
Thailand one was about a curse.. it was spooky too! I mean, everyone keeps dying because of a cursed doll..! Yeech! The Chinese one was a bit more relaxed.. and slow. It's more to a love story than a ghostly story. Very sentimental indeed..
Yaaah~! Very tired indeed! Pretty much need a sleep in this time around... Haaa... felt so good somehow..! ^_^
Current song : Sincerely Me by A New Found Glory
~ I've had a hard time, very hard time.. seeing less of you.. I never thought you knew ~
Huaaarrghhh!! Sleepy... yet deadly.. AHHAHAH!! What am I crapping about??
Just got back from Pyramid to catch that new spooky movie, Three.. Yeeps! It's a bit hard to comment on, really. 'Coz it consist of three spooky stories from three directors of three countries - Korea, Thailand and China.
The Korean one was.. urrghh! Spookyy!! I cried.. Yeech! The way the picture was taken.. was simply scary! And the main actress on it.. Huuuu! She has a very scary look on her face! And the part where the camera revealed the inside of the bag.. Yikess!! I hate that part!!!!
Thailand one was about a curse.. it was spooky too! I mean, everyone keeps dying because of a cursed doll..! Yeech! The Chinese one was a bit more relaxed.. and slow. It's more to a love story than a ghostly story. Very sentimental indeed..
Yaaah~! Very tired indeed! Pretty much need a sleep in this time around... Haaa... felt so good somehow..! ^_^
Current song : Sincerely Me by A New Found Glory
~ I've had a hard time, very hard time.. seeing less of you.. I never thought you knew ~
at
4:22 pm
Monday, October 21, 2002
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Yeayyy!! No class!
Stupid dayy.. honestly! Stayed up the whole night, trying to complete my freakin' color book along side Ana.. and guess what? It's just a waste!! 'Coz we weren't able to submit it anyways... the time was up! Stupid lahh!! So we're going to have to submit in on Thursday.. Sheesh! Such a waste of time!
Anyways.. honestly, I have nothing much to update! Due to... I don't know..!! Just nothing interesting to share! Hihhihik... sowee!
I thought I was getting pissed over something at a certain two people.. But know what? I might just let them go and do nothing.. I need to control my temper, really. Tak manis ek pompuan marah-marah.. Especially when it comes to my situation.. Hihhihik!
Hey pakcik.. they're just jealous 'coz we're kewl lah~! Hihhihik!
What actually makes you think that I like him more than he likes me?? What? What? You're in this relationship, e-zit? Sorry.. I ain't dating losers like you!! So turn your back on me and buzz off!
Stupid dayy.. honestly! Stayed up the whole night, trying to complete my freakin' color book along side Ana.. and guess what? It's just a waste!! 'Coz we weren't able to submit it anyways... the time was up! Stupid lahh!! So we're going to have to submit in on Thursday.. Sheesh! Such a waste of time!
Anyways.. honestly, I have nothing much to update! Due to... I don't know..!! Just nothing interesting to share! Hihhihik... sowee!
I thought I was getting pissed over something at a certain two people.. But know what? I might just let them go and do nothing.. I need to control my temper, really. Tak manis ek pompuan marah-marah.. Especially when it comes to my situation.. Hihhihik!
Hey pakcik.. they're just jealous 'coz we're kewl lah~! Hihhihik!
What actually makes you think that I like him more than he likes me?? What? What? You're in this relationship, e-zit? Sorry.. I ain't dating losers like you!! So turn your back on me and buzz off!
at
3:18 am
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Feeling so dowwnnn!!
Huwaaaaaaaaa!! It's like a heart ache that refuse to end! Huwaaaaaaa!!
So sooo sad!! I got this whole lot of work to do.. but I am so not in the mood to even look at it..
So I hope that a certain someone would be online so I could at least talk to.. But nooooo!! I am left here.. all empty!!
Huwaaaaaaa!! I feel so hollow!! Gosh I hate needing someone as much as this.. suxX!!
Nak tunjuk perasaan, cam tak munasabah! And you'll get annoyed if I do..
*~ I know you're busy and all.. I know you need to get your works done as well.. I know I am being childish right now.. I know I am not being sensible.. I know I'm being over-sensitive.. I know I should get back to work.. But I can't help myself from wanting you to be around!! And I hate the fact that I just realize that I need you as much!! Huwaaaaa!! ~*
Where's my Coke? Hate my feelings! So lame, so crappy oh so lousy!
Huwaaaaaaaaa!! It's like a heart ache that refuse to end! Huwaaaaaaa!!
So sooo sad!! I got this whole lot of work to do.. but I am so not in the mood to even look at it..
So I hope that a certain someone would be online so I could at least talk to.. But nooooo!! I am left here.. all empty!!
Huwaaaaaaa!! I feel so hollow!! Gosh I hate needing someone as much as this.. suxX!!
Nak tunjuk perasaan, cam tak munasabah! And you'll get annoyed if I do..
*~ I know you're busy and all.. I know you need to get your works done as well.. I know I am being childish right now.. I know I am not being sensible.. I know I'm being over-sensitive.. I know I should get back to work.. But I can't help myself from wanting you to be around!! And I hate the fact that I just realize that I need you as much!! Huwaaaaa!! ~*
Where's my Coke? Hate my feelings! So lame, so crappy oh so lousy!
at
9:17 pm
Forwards
To my friends who are... single
Love is like a butterfly,
The more you chase it, the more it eludes you,
But if you just let it fly,
It will come to you when you least expect it.
Love can make you happy and often it hurts,
But love's only special,
When you give it to someone who's really worth it.
So take your time and choose the best.
To my friends who are... not so single
Love isn't about becoming somebody else's "perfect person"
It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.
To my friends who are... playboy/playgirl type
Never say "I love you" if you don't care,
Never talk about feelings if they aren't really there,
Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart,
Never say you will if you don't plan to start,
Never look in the eye when all you do is lie,
The cruellest thing a guy can do to a girl is to let her fall in love..
when he doesn't intend to catch her fall.
.. and it works both ways..
To my friends who are... married
Love is not about "it's your fault", but "I'm sorry"
Not "where are you", but "I'm right here"
Not "how could you", but "I understand"
Not "I wish you were", but "I'm thankful you are".
To my friends who are... engaged
The true measure of compatibility is not the years together
but how good you are for each other.
To my friends who are... heartbroken
Heartbreaks last as long as you want
and cut as deep as you allow them to go.
The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks,
but to learn from them.
To my friends who are... naive
How to be in love:
Fall but don't stumble,
be consistent but not too persistent,
share and never be unfair,
understand and try not to demand,
and get hurt but never keep the pain..
To my friends who are... possesive
It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else
but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you..
To my friends who are... afraid to confess
Love hurts when you break up with someone,
it hurts even more when someone breaks up with you.
But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel..
To my friends who are... still holding on
A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love,
only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be,
and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it.
If he/she isn't worth it now, he's/she's not going to be worth it a year or ten years from now.
Let go..
To all my friends...
My wish for you is a man/woman whose love is honest, strong, mature, never-changing, uplifting, protective, encouraging, rewarding and unselfish..
"As long as we have memories, yesterday remains..
As long as we have hope, tomorrow awaits..
As long as we have friendship, each day is never a waste.."
Friends are like stars,
You can't always see them, but you know they're there..
Have great hopes and dare to go all out for them..
Have great dreams and dare to live them..
Have great expectations and believe in them..
** Thanks Did! **
Sunday, October 20, 2002
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To my friends who are... single
Love is like a butterfly,
The more you chase it, the more it eludes you,
But if you just let it fly,
It will come to you when you least expect it.
Love can make you happy and often it hurts,
But love's only special,
When you give it to someone who's really worth it.
So take your time and choose the best.
To my friends who are... not so single
Love isn't about becoming somebody else's "perfect person"
It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.
To my friends who are... playboy/playgirl type
Never say "I love you" if you don't care,
Never talk about feelings if they aren't really there,
Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart,
Never say you will if you don't plan to start,
Never look in the eye when all you do is lie,
The cruellest thing a guy can do to a girl is to let her fall in love..
when he doesn't intend to catch her fall.
.. and it works both ways..
To my friends who are... married
Love is not about "it's your fault", but "I'm sorry"
Not "where are you", but "I'm right here"
Not "how could you", but "I understand"
Not "I wish you were", but "I'm thankful you are".
To my friends who are... engaged
The true measure of compatibility is not the years together
but how good you are for each other.
To my friends who are... heartbroken
Heartbreaks last as long as you want
and cut as deep as you allow them to go.
The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks,
but to learn from them.
To my friends who are... naive
How to be in love:
Fall but don't stumble,
be consistent but not too persistent,
share and never be unfair,
understand and try not to demand,
and get hurt but never keep the pain..
To my friends who are... possesive
It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else
but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you..
To my friends who are... afraid to confess
Love hurts when you break up with someone,
it hurts even more when someone breaks up with you.
But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel..
To my friends who are... still holding on
A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love,
only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be,
and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it.
If he/she isn't worth it now, he's/she's not going to be worth it a year or ten years from now.
Let go..
To all my friends...
My wish for you is a man/woman whose love is honest, strong, mature, never-changing, uplifting, protective, encouraging, rewarding and unselfish..
"As long as we have memories, yesterday remains..
As long as we have hope, tomorrow awaits..
As long as we have friendship, each day is never a waste.."
Friends are like stars,
You can't always see them, but you know they're there..
Have great hopes and dare to go all out for them..
Have great dreams and dare to live them..
Have great expectations and believe in them..
** Thanks Did! **
at
8:32 pm
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Why should the feeling go?
Huwaa!! Feeling all crappy! Why? I don't know! Maybe 'coz I got in MMU too soon! I was napping while in the car, and somehow, when I opened my eyes.. I've arrived the parking space of HB4. God, this suxX!! The feeling right now is like.. when you really like something, so you're trying your best to hold on to it.. but somehow, something took it away.. just like that! Huwaaaaaaa!! I don't know why I feel so bad.
Amazing thing.. that my weekend was fantastic (before the journey back towards MMU!) 'coz I got to see my old friends again. Gosh! It's like... I don't know, it's just amazing! Made me realize how much I really missed my friends! Me and Musz took the commuter and *demm* PUTRA and met up Niez and Yat in KLCC! Weeee!! So sooo kewl! Walked around the place for some while.. talking and talking.. babbling and babbling.. yapping and yapping.. And then met up with Yat's roomies, Nadia and Iman (right?) and their new friend, Ikram.. who surprisingly knows the Imran and Irman twins! (pardon me if you don't get what I'm babbling about - Imran and Irman were my schoolmates in Sec 2) Hihhi.. and then, met up with Fariz and Dar! And what was our activity after that? Humm.. walk around again! Hihhihi! Then.. bumped into Alitt and his Beta friends.. who actually said BJ was supposed to be around the place!! AHHAHAH!! (Though.. we didn't get to meet BJ)
Huuu.. only got home around seven.. which then I packed some of my stuff and off to Musz' house I went.. Neat night! Talked and talked and talked about loaadddsss of stuff! We only got some sleep at FOUR!! Hahhaha!! What time did we got up? Humm.. Seven in the morning.. when we decided NOT TO have the morning walk we first planned.. ten o'clock when I said, heck.. I'm sleepy, still! Eleven o'clock when Musz calls out my name.. but then she went back to sleep as well as I did.. and finally when Ana calls me up to remind me that I HAVEN'T FINISHED MY FUNDAMENTAL PROJECT!! Huwaaaaaaa!!
Oh heck! Me and Musz sat around her room.. played around a bit.. Layan angau.. Hihhihik!! And somewhere around two we went down for lunch.. Then, around three I went back home. Now, if you're wondering where's the part when either me or Musz got our shower.. well, I didn't! At least not at her house! AHHAHAH!! I only got my shower when I got home.. Hehhehe!!
Oh heck! Need to do something about my work.. so.. later~
Huwaa!! Feeling all crappy! Why? I don't know! Maybe 'coz I got in MMU too soon! I was napping while in the car, and somehow, when I opened my eyes.. I've arrived the parking space of HB4. God, this suxX!! The feeling right now is like.. when you really like something, so you're trying your best to hold on to it.. but somehow, something took it away.. just like that! Huwaaaaaaa!! I don't know why I feel so bad.
Amazing thing.. that my weekend was fantastic (before the journey back towards MMU!) 'coz I got to see my old friends again. Gosh! It's like... I don't know, it's just amazing! Made me realize how much I really missed my friends! Me and Musz took the commuter and *demm* PUTRA and met up Niez and Yat in KLCC! Weeee!! So sooo kewl! Walked around the place for some while.. talking and talking.. babbling and babbling.. yapping and yapping.. And then met up with Yat's roomies, Nadia and Iman (right?) and their new friend, Ikram.. who surprisingly knows the Imran and Irman twins! (pardon me if you don't get what I'm babbling about - Imran and Irman were my schoolmates in Sec 2) Hihhi.. and then, met up with Fariz and Dar! And what was our activity after that? Humm.. walk around again! Hihhihi! Then.. bumped into Alitt and his Beta friends.. who actually said BJ was supposed to be around the place!! AHHAHAH!! (Though.. we didn't get to meet BJ)
Huuu.. only got home around seven.. which then I packed some of my stuff and off to Musz' house I went.. Neat night! Talked and talked and talked about loaadddsss of stuff! We only got some sleep at FOUR!! Hahhaha!! What time did we got up? Humm.. Seven in the morning.. when we decided NOT TO have the morning walk we first planned.. ten o'clock when I said, heck.. I'm sleepy, still! Eleven o'clock when Musz calls out my name.. but then she went back to sleep as well as I did.. and finally when Ana calls me up to remind me that I HAVEN'T FINISHED MY FUNDAMENTAL PROJECT!! Huwaaaaaaa!!
Oh heck! Me and Musz sat around her room.. played around a bit.. Layan angau.. Hihhihik!! And somewhere around two we went down for lunch.. Then, around three I went back home. Now, if you're wondering where's the part when either me or Musz got our shower.. well, I didn't! At least not at her house! AHHAHAH!! I only got my shower when I got home.. Hehhehe!!
Oh heck! Need to do something about my work.. so.. later~
at
8:32 am
Friday, October 18, 2002
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Lok alaa.. Avril sebaya kita rupenye!
Betul laa Avril nampak tua! Memang tua dari Wanie pon! Ahahahha!! Ingatkan betul laa 17.. chit! Anyways.. I'm talking about Avril Lavigne.. Huu.. she's 18. Birthdate : September 27th, 1984. Ahahha!! And I thought she was a year younger! Oh heck.. that's all I wanted to post in this morning.. gotta get ready for English..
ooOoOo yeahh.. going back home earlier than any other Fridays, I think! NO WATER OVER HERE~! Ahhaha!! *Demm* MMU.. Just been such a trouble lately, doesn't it?!
Padre.. yo no comprende.. la speaka no Englise.. AHHAHA!!
Betul laa Avril nampak tua! Memang tua dari Wanie pon! Ahahahha!! Ingatkan betul laa 17.. chit! Anyways.. I'm talking about Avril Lavigne.. Huu.. she's 18. Birthdate : September 27th, 1984. Ahahha!! And I thought she was a year younger! Oh heck.. that's all I wanted to post in this morning.. gotta get ready for English..
ooOoOo yeahh.. going back home earlier than any other Fridays, I think! NO WATER OVER HERE~! Ahhaha!! *Demm* MMU.. Just been such a trouble lately, doesn't it?!
Padre.. yo no comprende.. la speaka no Englise.. AHHAHA!!
at
12:40 am
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Rough and tough..
Somehow.. it hurts my heart. Blueekk! I hate this feeling, 'coz it's simply crappy! I don't know why.. but I seem to make small matters.. BIGGG!! Yeeps! I hate the fact that I'm ALWAYS like that.. Urghh! How childish can I get.. this suxX!
And it scares the crap outta me.. knowing that I can get that way all over again....
Current song : Why by Avril Lavigne
Why, do you always do this to me?
Why, couldn't you just see through me?
How come, you act like this
Like you just don't care at all
Do you expect me to believe
I was the only one to fall?
I could feel I could feel you near me, even though you're far away
I could feel I could feel you baby, why
It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why
Hey, listen to what we're not saying
Let's play, a different game than what we're playing
Try, to look at me and really see my heart
Do you expect me to believe I'm gonna let us fall apart?
I could feel I could feel you near me, even when you're far away
I could feel I could feel you baby, why
It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why
So go and think about whatever you need to think about
Go ahead and dream about whatever you need to dream about
And come back to me when you know just how you feel, you feel
I could feel I could feel you near me, even though you're far away
I could feel I could feel you baby, why
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why
Somehow.. it hurts my heart. Blueekk! I hate this feeling, 'coz it's simply crappy! I don't know why.. but I seem to make small matters.. BIGGG!! Yeeps! I hate the fact that I'm ALWAYS like that.. Urghh! How childish can I get.. this suxX!
And it scares the crap outta me.. knowing that I can get that way all over again....
Why, do you always do this to me?
Why, couldn't you just see through me?
How come, you act like this
Like you just don't care at all
Do you expect me to believe
I was the only one to fall?
I could feel I could feel you near me, even though you're far away
I could feel I could feel you baby, why
It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why
Hey, listen to what we're not saying
Let's play, a different game than what we're playing
Try, to look at me and really see my heart
Do you expect me to believe I'm gonna let us fall apart?
I could feel I could feel you near me, even when you're far away
I could feel I could feel you baby, why
It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why
So go and think about whatever you need to think about
Go ahead and dream about whatever you need to dream about
And come back to me when you know just how you feel, you feel
I could feel I could feel you near me, even though you're far away
I could feel I could feel you baby, why
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why
at
3:43 pm
Thursday, October 17, 2002
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A pretty normal dayy
Ola!! Well, anyways.. just did this quiz thingy about Avril's song.. and I have to say that I laughed pretty loud just now.. Hihhihik! Well.. humm.. see for yourself lah!
Which Avril Lavigne Song Are You?
Ola!! Well, anyways.. just did this quiz thingy about Avril's song.. and I have to say that I laughed pretty loud just now.. Hihhihik! Well.. humm.. see for yourself lah!
Which Avril Lavigne Song Are You?
at
10:31 am
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Somehow..
Anyways.. last night.. Well, the almost same thing happened again.
BJ got dissed for no reason again.. and we just couldn't find her anywhere! Huu! Finally found her around one o'clock.. Yeech!
Can't imagine myself hanging around like that.. alone! Yeech! Anyways, so we kinda hung out there.. talked everything out.. Pretty sweet of Majin to actually come over and see how was BJ. See! Friends are just indisposable!!
But anyways.. kinda feel a bit err.. guilty? 'Coz I kinda did something that I shouldn't do in front of a certain person last night.. Err.. but something that I was requested to, and probably should do in front of a certain someone else! Maybe someday.. but.. that certain person said something could happen if I did it in front of that certain someone! Yikes! Err.. well.. yeeps! Urrgh.. never mind!
Huu.. my leg kinda hurts right now 'coz I was fooling around with Aisha in Fundamental just now.. Yeech!
oOooOo yeah, Fariz.. thank you for the donut!! Hihhihik!
Yah yahh! Can't wait to see my friends this Saturday.. Weeeee!! Miss you guys loaadddss!! It's been probably half a year since I last saw Musz.. 10 months since I last see Yat, and Niez promised me a story!! Yeayyy!! Hihhihik!! Rai, nak ikut?? Hihhihik! It should be fun to see my old friends again!
Current song : Everywhere by Michelle Branch
~ 'Coz you're everywhere to me, when I close my eyes it's you I see ~
Anyways.. last night.. Well, the almost same thing happened again.
BJ got dissed for no reason again.. and we just couldn't find her anywhere! Huu! Finally found her around one o'clock.. Yeech!
Can't imagine myself hanging around like that.. alone! Yeech! Anyways, so we kinda hung out there.. talked everything out.. Pretty sweet of Majin to actually come over and see how was BJ. See! Friends are just indisposable!!
But anyways.. kinda feel a bit err.. guilty? 'Coz I kinda did something that I shouldn't do in front of a certain person last night.. Err.. but something that I was requested to, and probably should do in front of a certain someone else! Maybe someday.. but.. that certain person said something could happen if I did it in front of that certain someone! Yikes! Err.. well.. yeeps! Urrgh.. never mind!
Huu.. my leg kinda hurts right now 'coz I was fooling around with Aisha in Fundamental just now.. Yeech!
oOooOo yeah, Fariz.. thank you for the donut!! Hihhihik!
Yah yahh! Can't wait to see my friends this Saturday.. Weeeee!! Miss you guys loaadddss!! It's been probably half a year since I last saw Musz.. 10 months since I last see Yat, and Niez promised me a story!! Yeayyy!! Hihhihik!! Rai, nak ikut?? Hihhihik! It should be fun to see my old friends again!
Current song : Everywhere by Michelle Branch
~ 'Coz you're everywhere to me, when I close my eyes it's you I see ~
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Monkey's Bunny
Friends are indisposable, aight?
Long night... had some crisis over here..
Got me so worried! Friends are simply indisposable.. that's what I've been saying.
Somehow, the longer I'm here.. I learn much more things about friendships.
It's great to know the right things to say when someone's upset, for they can say the right things as well when you're upset.
It's great to keep track on your friends, for they can keep track on you as well.
And it's great to be there when your friends need you.. for they will be there when you're needy too.
So hey heyy..! To all my friends.. to those whom I care so much.. to those who have been around for me, in my toughest times.. I thank you loaaadddsss! Our friendship may not last forever, but I'll cherish all the memories we had together.. ^_^
You should know by now that no matter what will the outcome be.. we will always be there for you..
Long night... had some crisis over here..
Got me so worried! Friends are simply indisposable.. that's what I've been saying.
Somehow, the longer I'm here.. I learn much more things about friendships.
It's great to know the right things to say when someone's upset, for they can say the right things as well when you're upset.
It's great to keep track on your friends, for they can keep track on you as well.
And it's great to be there when your friends need you.. for they will be there when you're needy too.
So hey heyy..! To all my friends.. to those whom I care so much.. to those who have been around for me, in my toughest times.. I thank you loaaadddsss! Our friendship may not last forever, but I'll cherish all the memories we had together.. ^_^
You should know by now that no matter what will the outcome be.. we will always be there for you..
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