ache

i hate the way i am feeling right now.
and i also hate the song that is currently playing on my winamp.
tak guna btol!!!!

is it possible to have a constant wind blowing to your torso no matter where you go?
i feel no wind, but i feel the effects of it - a painful, achy, hurting chest. a bit hard to breathe.

how can i make this better?

i wanna go home. right now if it's possible.
but it's not!!

i still hate the way i am feeling.

fariz

dia kate aritu dia tak kesah wanie sebarkan nombo tepon dia so inilah!
0166567347

okay fariz, dah mention dah.
ade upah tak?

meet encik kusub!

had the most fun class (if that's possible) today. we only had to play with our colors and color the doraemon provided to us. :D

but of course, we then had to name our doraemon and present them to the class (which only lasted about one minute per person!) and posed(?) with our character. ekkeke! yeahh.. the lecturer has a pic of us with it. :P

"encik kusub has a lot of other intentions. (just look at his eyes!) when you're not looking, he likes to fart around. he stinks. really." 

bosan aku dengan penat

i guess it's just plain stupid trying to say about everything and having to explain about it as well.

wanie penat laaaa!

mampos la sumer!
ehh.. ramainye mati camtuu. okay, rephrase.
mampos la wanie!

by the way, i know what i'm going to do for my next layout update.

the end.
:)

piss

just got back from the loo - akibat drinking one large + one regular sized plain sirap/syrup. hahahha!! was out with lily to meet ilsa and somehow we end up practically touring subang's hotspots(?) for some hanging out in the night. heehee.

still sleepy. should've gotten some shut-eye in the afternoon but i was distracted by the movie prisca's computer was playing - kill bill 2; which i didn't see the first half of it(?). tapi ade one part tuuuuuu.. ADOI!! in the "elle and i" chapter.. that's something that i'd hate to happen. bukan hate laa.. more to a nightmare, really.. :-S

ape nak cerita ni aa? this is more like wasting my time laa.. drogo's with prisca in the room so and i don't think i can get any sleep, anyways! rosie's busy finishing up her assignment, and lily's in front of the computer lah!
maaaan, i NEED to get a life away from this darned computer! i wonder what my sisters did to kill time when they were at my age. *sigh* i doubt they think about their feelings as much as i do! *sigh* hopeless lahh, me.

i want life, please! a real one.

Am I really chasing? This felt like I am only running TOWARDS him, not directly TO him. Well, that could just be one of my lame excuses but I really don't feel like CHASING 'coz I shouldn't be this slow..

*rolls on floor laughing*

*giggle giggle*

i can't help but laughing to myself. no one's made a joke but i am laughing for the things i find. :D (tak faham? takpe... :P)

just got my computer turned on since trying this morning! it's crazy.. this computer ought to be thrown out from this 9th floor! computerr, kamu gilokkk!! grrr!
pagi ini.. woke up so early (8 am!!) even when i went to sleep at 4 something! grrr. (i am feeling nauseas now) at 9 something tagged lily along to maybank. got shower at 10 something, went to mmu at 10:30 but went back here 'coz lily and prisca wanted to change clothes after seeing a well-dressed dar and this other MI people. (hahhaha!! yeah, even if i know their names, i don't really care putting them here! hahaha!!)

that's why i could've been an american.
aside the fact that i've been spelling things and pronouncing them in the american way, mr. tom steward described some things on the americans (kutuk sebenarnye!) which was somewhat similar to me. ekekkeke!! (honestly, i shouldn't be proud!)
ID students get to go to that NMES (networked multimedia education system)lab again today, listening to this person, tom steward gave his lecture titled; ergonomics user interface standards: more trouble than they are worth? ekkeke! does it sound boring? amazingly - NO! :D (honest!)

today's thanks goes to encik harris for guessing along the nationality/race of 'that other person' during our lecture and made ourselves pretty deaf to his weird-accented speaking. ekekke! *gedebikk*
also to encik azrin for showing me where to get that "tee-teet" card. (i don't know what i should call it, thus - teeteet! it's that white card that you should touch to that electronic thing at the door of cyberia units to enter)
but since my card isn't activated yet, when i got to the door, there were 6 people (including myself) stranded at both sides of the door. yeah, amusing! ekkekeke!

sleepy!!!

Your True Nature by llScorpiusll
Username
The quality that most appeals to you:	Empathy
In a survival situation, you:	Outsmart your attacker
Your hidden talent is:	Courage
Your gift is:	Artistic talent
In groups, you:	Feel uncomfortable
Your best quality is:	Your insightfulness
Your weakness is:	Your jealous nature
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empathy: i wish..
outsmart: i'm stupid lahh
courage: it's well hidden!
artistic: maybe.. sometimes
uncomfortable: humm...
insightfulness: ahhahaha! yeahh riiiight!
jealous nature: if it's in my nature, that kinda makes it okay, right?

lightnings and moon

funny feeling inside. unexplainable though i want to.
dirundung kesedihan yang tiada batasan, tapi apakan daya.. wanie dah tak mampu nak start. penatlah bergaduh ngan diri sendiri, mengada - tidak - mengada - tidakkk!!
tidak tidak tidakkk!! you always seem to know where to find me when you want me lahh.
i don't understand about so many things and i will stop trying to pretend like i do.
so.. you start lah if you like.

i got the same results as lily did, but i doubt it's talking about me!

You Are Right Brained In Love

Bit of a drama queen (ohh?)

Peacemaker, first to end a fight (hahhahha!!)

Good at thinking up creative dates (i doubt it)

Tend to fall in love and get hurt easily (ping pong!!)

Going with your gut instead of your head (another ping pong!)

Emphathetic and caring, sometimes to a fault (humm?)

Good at recognizing patterns in relationships (hahhh!!)

Been in love many times, perhaps too many to count (ahhahahaha!!! yak~)

Wildly passionate and intense when falling in love (oOokie)

Spontaneous with relationships, going with the flow (go with the flow ke, tak tau nak buat ape? ekkeke!)

Overly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mind (ping pongg!!)

Roses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart (ekkekeke!! who doesn't?)




Are You Right Brained or Left Brained in Love? Take This Quiz :-)



Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

dahh.. i am stopping this madness (for the time being!)
nak kemas my stuff. been leaving them in the bag since i got back.

i saw some lightnings not to far from the moon. just thought i'd let you know..

beating my own head.

man, i hate being stupid like this.

okay.. so here's how i spent my hours since i got back;

1. feeling guilty for something i couldn't do.
2. feeling very lame for something i wouldn't do.
3. stayed in front of the pc.. typing crap in here and to people.
4. searched for some malay song which thankfully, i found.
5. listening to my most-missed songs during the short break.
6. watch rosie and lily sleep.
7. see prisca off to go straighten back her hair.
8. googled for jem's guitar tab (which was unavailable.. AT ALL!) since rosie brought her guitar and prisca played a bit of it for me to listen.
9. holding the guitar (since months i haven't!) and stupidly strum to the songs i USED to know or trying to pluck, only to realize that i can't even remember how C is!!!
10. hating myself. undeniably.

sedihnyee..
i've been hitting myself in the head all along the school break trying to decide what do i want the most. i was thinking a guitar, new pair of specs or contacts! and nina said my eyes looked tired, so better not contacts. (though i am still itching for it!) so that leaves out the two, but then dida said, "jangan nak menggatal beli gitar!"
but i wanted a guitar soooo (soo soo very VERY) much that somehow i don't feel like getting new specs anymore. (sacrifice kot?)
but nowww.. aiyohhh!! bodohnye saye ngan gitar nih. sedihnyee laa! :( can't even play the stupid stupid songs i made! apekan lagi widely-known songs. :( bencinye bodooohhhhh!!!! :( i guess i'd be even more stupid if i buy a guitar now.. i doubt that i have the time to start from scratch again. :(
sedeynyee..
it's sad to wish for things you'd like to do only to be hit in the face that you just couldn't.
probably it's better this way.. i probably wanted the guitar just to "impress" people. some people. one person. what ever! i couldn't anyways!! end of story.

bencilah. grrrr!!!!
dahlaa kebosanan!! tolol tolol tolol!!!

Ku Menunggu by Siti Nurhaliza

music: Aidit Alfian
lyrics: Habsah Hassan

Ku begini seperti selalu
Membilang waktu berlalu
Entah berapa lama aku tak sedarinya
Berapa lama harus menunggu?

i'm baackkkk!!
missed me? :D he probably didn't, but anyways!!
i had quite a good school break that i just HAD to stay home for as long as i can!! thus, i only got back this morning. heehee :D (plus, the fact that i finally had the chance to watch EURO! woo~hoo! i'm rootin' for GREECE now that england's gone.. who's with me? :D :D)
yesterday was exceptionally.. entertaining?
'coz nina came with IZZATI!!! weeeeeee~! is it actually possible to see someone who gets even cuter the next time you sees them? ekkeke!! 'coz izzati IS getting more and more ADORABLE!! :x :x

Aku mimpikan suram cahaya
Bertukar cahaya indah
Semoga tiba hari bersinar ruang hati
Menyuluh arah jalan kembali

sleepy sleepy..
should be sleeping now that i am skipping my only class for the day, but noooo~ i just HAVE to type this out! ekkeke! been lacking sleep since i kept on getting to bed around 4 to 5! (EURO!) heehee! i miss tv lah! :D
the break has been.. GOOD!

Ku tunggu angin perubahan
Barat utara timur selatan
Meniti doa malam dan siang
Teranyamnya semula ikatan
Sayang semua hanyalah mimpi
Kenyataannya langit dan bumi
Aku di sini engkau di sana
Sayup jauh terpisah

it's amazing what you can find from looking at your old friends and new friends. :) it's amazing that i didn't have to tell 'that old friend' what i was doing at that time of night and 'that old friend' just knew. heehee.. probably just a guess but it was a good guess! :D
ohh! i also got a new book for my diary! hoyehh! :D

Entahkan kerana sayangku
Ataupun kerana sabarku
Ku menunggu

what i learnt from this time of school break??
well...
i still feel the way i feel lahh.. haihhh~
knocking on a closed door when there's one open right next to it. uncontrollably stupid, yess!

Airmata dan senyuman
Antara mimpi dan harapan
Adalah rindu semilu menghiris kalbu
Yang terlalu menyayangi
Di akhirnya terkorban diri
Menyedari itu aku putuskan
Pasrah segala kepada Tuhan

ohh.. been 'layan-ing' cik Siti kita through the break everytime i get into the car. :D apparently dida gave the new siti album to papa for his birthday! ekkekeke!! funny yah? but i did that once.. gave hanis arashi's (j-pop boyband if you've never heard of them. arashi=storm i think! lupa dah :D) album.
encik shahnon! layan tak the new album? heehee!
i think it's a bit weird.. but when you get the hang of it, you'd get the hang of it lahh!! hahahahha!

Masih lagi seperti selalu
Membilang waktu berlalu
Semoga tiba hari bersinar ruang hati
Menyuluh arah agar kembali

isn't this song sad, or what????
heehee < gelak ade maksud? :P

Flying High

by Jem

You can’t know, oh no
you can’t know
how much I think about you, no
It’s making my head spin
Looking at you
and you are looking at me
and we both know what we want
hmmm, so close to giving in

Feel so nice
oh yeah you feel so nice
wish I could spend the night
but I can’t pay the price
oh no, no

But I’m flying so high
high off the ground
when you’re around
And I can feel your high
rocking me inside
it’s too much to hide

I know, oh yes
I know that we can’t be together
but, I just like to dream
It’s so strange
the way our paths have crossed
how we were brought together
hmmm, it’s written in the stars it seems

Feel so nice
oh yeah you feel so nice
I’d love to spend the night
but I can’t pay the price
oh no, no

And I’m flying so high
high off the ground
when you’re around
And I can feel your high
touching me inside
and it’s too much to hide

Back to earth
where did you take me to
I know there’s no such thing
As painless love
well it’ll catch us up
and we can never win
But ohhh
I feel so alive
ohhh
Just wanna hold you
hold you so tight

And I’m flying so high
high off the ground
when you’re around
And I can feel your high
touching me inside
and it’s too much to hide
And I’m flying so high
high off the ground
when you’re around..

i still sing for that same person though it might be yet another stupid act.
awak merepek, tapi saye lagi merepekk! *gedebikk*
.briefcase.

cuti satu minggu.

my so called "hiatus"!

ekkekeke! i am hopeless! really can't resist myself. been saying over and over again to stop but it's just hopeless! (not talking just about blog, now)

okay.. would probably be going home tonight since i won't have anything much for me here. huhuuu. (still needing a good kick)

yesterday, i was SO close to do something that might turn out to be VERY stupid. ekkeke! rase nak menjerit. and i was a bit shaky coz i was soo scared i might actually do it. haaihh~ good thing i wasn't provoked, or i would probably be more unfocused as i already am today.
why unfocused? 'coz i still need to do my assignment (didn't get any sleep, mind you) and yet i am here.. typing out this entry! ekkeke! (kick!)

quiz yesterday was entertaining. i hope so will the lecturer who will mark my paper. heehee. then the lecturer let us go 30minutes early, and hobbitses decided to skip their next class.. which left me about 5-10minutes ALONE boringly! (before lily called me saying that they were having lunch in hb3! ekkekeke!) haihhh! so i FINALLY called that friend i said i wanted to call few days ago. heehee. amusing, as always. :) tengkiu encik for helping me waste some time! :D

human factors, we were shown this movie, paycheck which was.. kinda okay i think, but i couldn't get to concentrate on some parts since we were given a homework referring to that movie. hehhe! rase klakar.. but okay lah! then i think i could've been an annoyance to my groupmates 'coz i kept asking if i can leave for home. (we stayed back a bit so we could discuss for today's presentation) haaihh~ i don't know exactly why i wanted to leave so much..

ohh! yesterday adam asked me if i "still have that cute angelic face"!!! ahhahahahaha!!!! MEREPEK APE KAU NI WEHH?! tak tahan btol.
i don't know laa.. agaknye these days, (i think i am having my pms, by the way) i've been producing more pheromones kot! logik tak? ekekkekeke!! this week alone ade berape entah yang tetiba say nice things to me. PELIKNYEHH! kamu sumer sudah nyanyukk?? :))
dah.. i better get on with my drawings.

HAVE A GOOD BREAK, MMU PEEPS!!
arep and musz, welkam back to skool! adam as well!! blaja rajen rajen, yahh!
maybe i'll see you dudes during my break? jom jomm!
ohh! wish me luck for this afternoon! yikes!

6:29 pm presentation went.. i don't know! quite poor lah to put it nicely. but i amazed myself for keeping cool even though i actually had more than 15 words to say right there. (wahhh!) but maybe 'coz the class was almost empty! ekkekeke! ID is good for my confidence boost lah. :D

missing bahijah already. hehhe! (i love the fact that you like to leave notes on those post-its for meee! :x) and i haven't seen ana since last night. asha is sleeping. :D should start packing my things. :) (i'm going home!! hoyehhh!! TV!!!! ahhahahha!) gonna miss those favorable gits i call "friends" even for just a week.. :)

it's been quite a good first half of term, yahh?

wanie yang bongok.

-- menyanyi nyanyi lagu Sophie Ellis Bextor; I Am Not Good At Not Getting What I Want --
sebab memang.

leviu bahijah. :D
lev ana, lev asha dan dzayed juga.
dan majin? :D
hehhehe.

lucky nye wanie dikelilingi oleh orang orang yang kesahkan wanie. thank you korang.
you guys are priceless! really really priceless.
though i am feeling quite hollow right now.. i do realize that my feelings for you peeps are true. hehhe! you guys are REALLY!! PRICELESS.

i feel so... stupid. stupid stupid stupid.
dumbdumb, that's what i am. (and it rhymes!)
wanie..... tak tahu lahh! wanie sungguh sungguh tak tahu!!
all i know is how to get MENTAL! and i am very good at that!!
i'll try to shut up. i really should. okay? kali ni serius punya aaa! if i start talking how STUPID i can get, just shut me up. i'll really appreciate that. :)
kita tengok sajalah nanti cuti, okeh?

why do i have to crave for something that i don't have?

ps: nak on hiatus cam blog lain lain bole tak? macam bessst jek. so, just in case.. SLAMAT BERCUTI yahh, bebudak mmu sekalian! :)
ohh! untuk rakan rakan uitm, slamat bersekolah semulaa! :P

sakit kepala.

was annoyed, with probably myself last night.
should've done more sketches for today's consultation, but i accidentally slept on the sofa. ehee. woke up around 8, and am still sketching. (but on a short break 'coz i'm tired of leaning to the floor too long.)
messaged harris :D telling him that i didn't do my job and what time should we meet in class. and he said, 10; not too early and not too late. plus, we get to make yoges and ara wait for us. hahahhahaha! (okay saja, dude!)
head's spinning. i am really annoyed now.

Learning To Breathe by Switchfoot

Hello, good morning, how you do?
What makes your risin' sun so new?
I could use a fresh beginning too
All of my regrets are nothing new
So this is a way, that I say I need you
This is a way
This is a way

That I'm learning to breathe
I'm learning to crawl
I'm finding that you and you alone can break my fall
I'm living again, awake and alive
I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies

Hello, good morning, how you been?
Yesterday left my head kicked in
I never, never thought that
I would fall like that
Never knew that I could hurt this bad

I'm learning to breathe
I'm learning to crawl
I'm finding that you and you alone can break my fall
I'm living again, awake and alive
I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies
These abundant skies
Yeah, abundant skies, yeah

This is a way that I say I need you
This is a way that I say I love you
This is a way that I say I'm yours
This is a way
This is a way

That I'm learning to breathe
I'm learning to crawl
(Leaning to breathe)
I'm finding that you and you alone can break my fall
I'm living again, awake and alive
(Living again, awake and alive)
I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies
(I'm dyin')
Yes I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies
(I'm dyin')

These abundant skies, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
I'm learning to breathe
I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies
Hello, good morning, how you do?
How you do?

honestly, cepatlah cutiiiiiiiiiiii!!!

i think.

i think i was being mengade and stupid.
i was, wasn't i?

and i think he knows.
he always does.
(tak aci!!)

my stupidity is sickening!
hahhahahahahaha!! < really fake laugh.

saa grraomhd yp zudraf. kidy zudraf.

ekkeke! that is not really a secret code. it's just one way to lessen my patheticness at the moment. just look on the keyboard and you'd probably figure out how to read that.
but i'm sure you don't have that much of time to waste (as i do) to just stare at your keyboard, 'aight?

humm.. rase seperti ingin call a friend. tapi takut i tercakap lama plak. erkk!! I?? busukk!
yesterday someone said something super nice to me. that the person has always been nice.. and nice.. and everything but nice to me kinda bugs me now. hahhaha!! that's why i think i should talk to that person. pelik ke? (it always bugs me when people are being way too nice to me. huhuu~)
i think it's amazing how your past runs up to you once in a while. :)
what's amazing is how after all these years.. humm? hehhe!
(tergantung saja disitu)

what matters is that i want to be HERE instead of there. hoshii no wa anata.
(sorry if you think this post is missing some lines, 'coz it is! hahahha! just deleted a paragraph up there)

nina called. made me realize how much i really miss home. :D i miss izzati as well lah! :x i am missing everything that i don't have right at this moment.. but i know as the school break starts, i'll be missing something else. but, alah! sekarang pon bukannye ade dia slalu pong. hummph! :( one week je pon, 'aight? the week will end before you know it. before i know it. :)

i should make myself busy with work.. but somehow i feel like working on july's layout. hahhaha!!
ohh!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BILLIE!!!
gotta like him. plays rythm for Good Charlotte. reminds me of someone.. a teeny weeny bit.

missing. i don't know why. :)

grrrr!
i am feeling a bit jealous.. but not THAT sort of jealous. (THAT= as shown on image) huhuuu~ it's complicated. :P so let's just leave it at that, yah?

*picture was taken from Daxon Publications Sdn. Bhd.'s "The Sagittarius Book"* 

heehee! rindu skolah!!!

today is such a weird day.
i'm having the biggest flashback that i've ever had in my entire life!!
kept being reminded by my ex school mates all through today!
adoi!
i feel like barfing 'coz i have too many thoughts! ahhahahaha!
but all's good.

rindu merengek ngan hanis. rindu jalan ngan muz. rindu gelakkan dayat. rindu gado ngan rai. rindu kasi notes kat arep. rindu apek mintak singgit. rindu husni bising bising. rindu bual ngan adam syah. rindu buat muka kat haikal. rindu sumer budak kelas duluu. rindu main lastik duluu. rindu menjerit dalam kelas pasal bola. rindu bual bual pasal F1. rindu ponteng kelas. rindu rehat lama lama. rindu jalan pusing pusing skolah. rindu pegi toilet pastu menyimpang. rindu curik kertas turas. rindu main air paip dalam lab. rindunye rindunyeee. haaihhhh!

nihon go

notice that i've been posting plenty of japanese words these days? well, somehow these days i keep listening to my japanese songs, and i am really enjoying them! i mean, if you knew me quite well, you'd probably know laa why i like them in the first place.
so anyways! liking this song. it was the theme song on yamato nadeshiko. it has this sad but strong sort of vibe that i just love. i've also found the translation for the song. the link is at the end of this post, okie! :)

Everything by Misia

Surechigau toki no naka de
Anata to meguriaeta
Fushigi ne negatta kiseki ga
Konna nimo soba ni aru nante

Aitai omoi no mama aenai jikan dake ga
Sugiteku tobira surinukete
Mata omoidashite ano hito to waraiau anatawa

Itoshiki hito yo kanashimasenaide
Nakitsukarete
Nemuru yoru mo aru kara
Kako wo minaide mitsumete watashi dake

You're everything, you're everything
Anata ga omou yori tsuyoku
Yasashii uso nara iranai
Hoshii no wa anata

Dore kurai no jikan wo
Eien to yoberu darou
Hateshinaku tooi mirai nara
Anata to yukitai
Anata to nozoitemitai sono hi wo

Itoshiki hito yo
Dakishimeteite itsumo no you ni
Yasashii toki no naka de
Kono te nigitte mitsumete ima dake wo

You're everything, you're everything
Anata to hanareteru basho demo
Aeba kitto yurushite shimau
Donna yoru demo

You're everything, you're everything
Anata no yume miru hodo tsuyoku
Aiseru chikara o yuuki ni
Ima kaete ikou

You're my everything

You're everything, you're everything
Anata to hanareteru basho demo
Aeba itsumo kiesatte iku
Mune no itami mo

You're everything, you're everything
Anata ga omou yori tsuyoku
Yasashii uso nara iranai
Hoshii no wa anata

You're everything I am
You're everything I am
My everything

err.. my nihon go is honestly crappy so i might have bolded out the things i didn't intend to.. but that is not so likely. :D (still quite confident with what i know lah! :P)
translation here!!

aishiteru ottosan. hontoni.

:D cayang papa.
i'll get to that in a bit.

okay.. spent the night sleepless, trying to finish up that darned ugly website. (which i can't wait to put down once i'm certain that the lecturer have seen it!) but i did slept a bit after 6 until around 9.
huhuuu~ sempat mengigau dan sebagainye, disaksikan oleh si asha. 8-} (papa laughed when i told him about it)
got to finish my short report. and then i got a message from arep on friendster! heehee! kinda missed him a bit, so i checked the message straight away. sempat macam short chat lak! :D

left home at 1130 and walked towards mmu. straight to hb1 to get our reports printed, but lucky for prisca, only hers got printed. dahlaa kene tunggu lembu mana print, lamaaaaaa!! mine and rosie was unable to be printed, and we got to class SO late that it has already ended!! hahaha! of course, that was 1230!! ekekke! managed to see hanafizan in her room, though.. so she lets us to send the report through her email. :)

adoi. i am SUPER sleepy but i am going to go on about today anyways. humm..
afterwards. 130. reloaded my phone, (yes, second time for this month alone!!) gila.. i know.. it's crazy. it took me less than 2 weeks to finish my rm50!! (i know i should have more resistance... but i DON'T! lalallaa~) ekkeke!! after reloading another rm30, called up papa who's on the way to meet me up and bring me to printgate! :D (yah, sort of an alasan just to see him juga!) :D
o yeahh! while walking towards hb3, i bumped into izrul! ahaa! :D funny to say that through all my years in school with him, that was the first time we ever waved at each other! hahhaha!!
ohh.. and i have 6 boxes of fresh & white. wanna trade with something? ekkeke.

arrived in restoran jaring in sunway (papa likes the place 'coz it has a huge choice of veggies!) around 215. after a good lunch, (and a good dose of gluttony at that!) we got to printgate, and that mamat person was as friendly as always. (me like friendly people!) :D he asked about why i am printing it late.. where's lily.. blablablaa.. and then guess what! guess who was standing beside me at the cashier's?! HAZAMI - the sonata musim salju guy!! ahhahaha!! no nooo.. not star-strucked at all! he's very.. soft, yahh?? and err.. short! we exchanged smiles, by the way.

drive back here.. i don't know how we got to the subject but i asked papa one question that i KINDA wish i hadn't ask. gomen ne ottosan! wish i hadn't look at your face at that time. haaihh~ made me wanna cry. sorry! didn't mean to brought up that subject at all.. but it all just blurts out. heehee! sori soriiiiiii!! heehee! i was really curious! sorryyyy!!
and then when he drops me off in front of cyberia.. papa said something sweet! ekkeke! klakarnyee! amused lah.. i was amused. :)

thank you world! today has been okay. sleepy, but okay!

4 hours.. less?

i guess it didn't took me too long to publish my website assignment.
it's SUPER DUPER CRAPPY! but you can see it here anyways! hehhe! i am truly NOT proud of this, okay!
(oh, the requirement for this assignment was to IMAGINE that we've finished studies and to promote ourselves for job)
i think the layout's cute, though. HAHHAHAHA!! at least it's not crowded and looks a tiny bit like a work of a multimedia student lah, no? okaylah.. NO.

anyways, why is it MOST boys are acting like such a.. BOY??? huhuuu~ okay, i know i am missing out much without TV over here.. but alaaaaaaaaa!! jangan laa jumping around and cheering about the EURO when i don't even know who's playing wehh!! sedihnyeeeee!! didaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! nak tengok bolaaaaaaaaa!!!! (i miss staying up in the night watching TV with dida for either football or F1!) :(
takpe! next week school break!! hoyeh hoyehhhhh!!!! rest rest RESTTT!!

rosie: wahh rajennye wanie pegi tengok
me: *clicks through this site*
me: curiosss!
me: patutlah tetiba senyap.. half time! woo~hoo England!
to be honest, i'm not really a football enthusiast. just thought i should keep myself updated.. in case dida would give a pop quiz of some sort! heehee :D

okay. guess i should start on my report? i doubt i can get it done, anyways.. with my thoughts on school break.. ooOooh it'd be SO good!! CAN'T WAIT!!! but of course, i will have to go through some mid term quizzes and all these submissions first lah! :-S

felt like posting a song of somewhat but i can't think of any 'coz i don't feel so sentimental lah. hehhe!
tengah tak fikir much of anyone.. kot?