Happy National Day!!

So I'm home from my trip to the beach with dear Alia and Arep and Leen. But I can't write much since I'm supposed to come with the family to Nina's house in Seremban! hah! Naik bosan lalu the same highway.

Will edit the video/vlog I did when I get back home. For now you can just enjoy the video Dida took from KLCC right HERE!!

I shall enjoy the day--

1. instead of sulk over a certain disappointment.
2. even when I honestly feel like digging a hole and hide in it for a century.
3. instead of staying utterly annoyed by my friggin' Y!M
4. since I'm meeting up Alia later and we're heading to the beach for National Day! (It makes no sense, but it sounds fun, doesn't it?)
5. even when I had that stupid dream about that stupid someone with his stupid presence again last night! (I'm beginning to think that he's a nightmare.)

Going to get my shower now.
Btw, here's a fine example of good connections;

(Pae gave this song to Alia, Alia gave it to me, and here I'm giving it to you to listen to it too..)

Truth and lies.

I am a super-slow eater that sometimes I said I was full when I'm really not just so everyone else doesn't have to wait 'til I'm finished.
TRUTH.
Just can't help it. I hate people waiting on me. And I just can't eat any faster.. so that's one lie I'm good at!

Alia and I are chasing the same guy.
A big whopping LIE!
hahha! We had a funny conversation on the way back from dinner and I just cannot NOT note about it in here.

I broke a nail and I care a whole lot about that nail!
TRUTH.
Vain, I know. But I cared 'cause it looked horrifying! What's more, I broke it while I was bowling! roawr. And I was SO lousy today. bah!

Just put up another vlog on LifeLogger and now I shall upload today's pictures on Fotopages.
Cik Alia, nak gambaaa! Incik Syafiq, mau gambaa!!

Now mari layan lagu lama!
Currently listening to: Memory by Sugarcult

Thank you-s.

Incik Cine for chatting with me earlier and saved me from being ultimately bored by the telly.

Rai and Musz for replying my psychotic-induced messages.

Cik Alia for coming over and asked me out to meet her lovely friend Nur.

Pae for being a Pisces. haha!!

-- and Arep for giving me some lines to fill this entry with;
Arep ni baik.. budiman dan sebagainye.
Right. (sarcastically.. haha!)

Earlier Alia asked if my mom had called and I said "no.. surprisingly!" Turns out she actually left me a message at 2:30 and once I got home, she started lecturing me about my future.
Okay, I know she meant well.. but my head is SO thick, I just can't listen to her! It's something she said about not aiming too high..

Sorry Ma.. I'm not exactly purposely challenging you but I just couldn't listen to your psychological efforts to change me.

I think I'll miss you forever

hahhahaha!!!!
I just got.. probably the funniest phone call ever, in weeks! hahha! Sorry to have gotten you in trouble dude. Itulaa.. you haven't introduced us, or she would've known that you don't attract me the slightest bit! Kan daah.. Sorry though! hahha! Bengong.

I'm laughing now but I have a funny feeling in the heart actually. Earlier, before the phone call, I was writing about something and I had needed some info on some things so I flipped open one of my old diaries. It took a while before I found what I was looking for but in the mean time, I found old things that had been burried for so long that I had almost forgotten that it ever existed.
Well, now it's out there again. Feelings oh feelings..

I'm not exactly upset. But I'm definitely NOT indifferent. To cry seem a bit too dramatic but I really don't know how to let this restlessness out.
Hah. Idiot! Why ever did you have to go away?
Though I'm not exactly sure that I'm feeling this way because of the used-to-be strong attachment I had or I'm just being a sore loser. Probably both. heh!
O well, I'll forget again come tomorrow, yah?

Currently listening to: I'll Be Okay by McFLY
(brilliant, my Winamp seems to know exactly what to play!)

Ungu

Dida asked me to buy the CD the week before she came home and now I'm absolutely addicted to their songs. It's not surprising that I only repeat the slow songs.. haha! Can't help myself but I adore the sad ones than the happy ones.

Anyway, Azraai will be out of the city for a week or two and I feel utterly doomed somehow. haha! Yes, yes.. I am going to miss my buddy! No one to drag me out of the bed.
I shall mope around from now 'til Azraai gets back or Alia comes around and persuade me to come out. (As if that's going to be hard!)

God, I am still rather annoyed about last night!!!

Ohh, I didn't tell you about yesterday's activity. Rai and myself went to kidnap Alia from her house in Subang and brought her to Arep's Archifest in uITM. We missed the first 7 bands and caught Arep's just in time! hahha!
We hung around 'til the event ended and drove off to McD and met up with Idris and Shahrir and ended up having maggi goreng in Section 9.
About half past two, my mom called. Yeech!

Then I got home, feeling horrible and absolutely resolved to be the worst daughter any parent can have. (Of course, I did't feel like drinking and smoking at the moment so I ended up just sulking and being bitter.) I updated the blog, then I joined my dad watching Tiger Woods getting four bogeys in a row. yikes!
I slept around 6, when I just couldn't keep my eyes open any longer.

Okay, if you're keen on listening to Ungu you can go to my lifelog and become a friend. From there, it's easy-peasy as you can just go to my Audio and voila!
(Subconcious message: Join the cult! Join the cult! Join the cult! Join the cult! Join the cult! Join the cult! Join the cult!!)
If not, you can just download Demi Waktu from Ares and listen to THAT over and over. I don't mind. heh!
note: You won't see the mp3s if you're not a "friend".

Currently listening to: Sejauh Mungkin by Ungu.

Can I cry?

I am horribly frustrated by that sly mother of mine. It doesn't even help that I am extremely jealous of my friends -- for being able to go out and not get nagged by their parents.
Seriously....... frustrating.
It's an awful thing to say but I miss school for the freedom I have over my 24 hours. I have honestly never thought of how precious time really is.

It's even more awful to say that I only realized this after having my mom nagging on me every single night for the past week.
Horrible.
I tried to explain but she doesn't seem to care much with what I have to say. That's my Scorpio mom. heh.

It's 2:52am, and I'm actually typing this out on my sister's computer as we (me, Azraai and Arep) are driving through Glenmarie right after we sent Alia home. I'm feeling down now. Really.
I am really sad over my mom's call. It's the way she talked to me. I feel like a child. Like a stupid, pathetic child.

And I was talking to the boys and I just found myself -- actually "pathetic". Not exactly something you'd like to find out about yourself.
Gaahhh!! I think I am more sad and frustrated by the fact that I am going through this when I'm 21! I thought I've gone pass it during high school.
Shutting off the laptop now. I'm too messed up say anything else. Hope the rest of you are feeling way better that I am.

How vain is too vain?

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I feel like I'm recruiting people for a cult. haha!!

I just got a new friend request who left me a note that he thought I was getting better at podcasting. wee! I am SO proud!!
I am just SO in love with LifeLogger and even I think it's weird!

LL, what are you doing to meee?! I feel like a groupie and loving it!
*manic laugh*

In a brilliant mood these days. Hope it'll last forever!!

"Sleepover"

That was some night I had! Ohh, I am SO in love with those peeps! A shout out to Cik Alia and Pet!! You guys are SUCH darlings.

Alia picked Azraai and I up at half past ten and we picked Ahmadsyah and went to Midvalley to watch Snakes On A Plane -- which I thought was HILARIOUS!!
Mind, it wasn't actually comedy but if you have the sense of humour as I and Azraai do, you are going to have quite an entertainment out of that film. Of course, when I say "entertainment" it meant "laughing at how bad the film was". Seriously, the film was BAADDD.

B-rated, surely! We went out of the cinema wondering how Samuel L. Jackson got sucked into the film. Seriously, it was terrible!!
It makes you just wonder.. how did the snakes got so.. vicious! Really curious.
By the way, Alia had been calling Rai and myself chipmunks for laughing so much the entire night.

We went to A&W after the movie.
Then we headed to Putrajaya -- hilarious again! Took silly pictures that I wish I could put up here but it's on Rai's camera and I will just have to wait when for him to give them up. (Still waiting on the ones on Sapik's cam!)

It was about 7 when we head back to Shah Alam and had breakfast. Originally planned to hit some pins afterwards but the bowling alley wasn't open 'til 10pm. We thought it'd be such a long time to just wait it out so we headed to uITM and did a bit of scavenger hunt for Arep!
That was funny since we found him blissfully curled up under his work table! We woke him up -- of course! hahha!! Like little devils we were!

We were just hanging out and messing around his place until Cik Alia got a call from her pops, asking for the car. So at half past ten, she sent us all back home.
Thank you SO MUCH Cik Alia!! I had looaadss of fun last night! (O'course, I also love her for her insight on things.)
God, you guys are bloody brilliant!! Even at those times when Rai ticked me off! hahha!!

(Podcast #20)

Anyway, I should get my shower and and get some sleep.. But my mom; my very sly mother has persuaded me to come with her to the store (by foot!) if I want her to buy me a recharge card for my prepaid. hahha! See.. she's absolutely ditsy, but she knows me too well. (Well, only in the "money" department actually. I think that's what moms knows best!) So I'll be getting my shower and go to the store now.

The odd thing is, I don't even feel slightly sleepy! hahha!!

Love,
Party Girl
(my nickname for the day!)

Honesty is the best policy?

Well, I only recite that since I can't lie.
I was an awesome liar when I was little, then my conscience grew as I grew older (curse you!!) and now I am incapable of lying.
Of course, on some rare occasions that I manage to lie.. even a little, it'd make me twistedly proud. hahha!

A friend asked me who my crush is. hahha!! Well, I dared him to it so that practically says "you asked for it!"
I told him that I don't have any, but the unattainable men has seem more attractive these days.

I won't try to explain that even though it tempts me so. I refuse to even try to make sense of its psychological meaning.
I think I'd only make myself sound nuts somehow, so lets let that line and the thoughts that rose from it roam free.

Currently listening to:

I'm afraid if you like this song and would want to have it, you have to look for it yourself! (This is Ungu - Aku Bukan Pilihan Hatimu) Or you can also become a friend of my LifeLogger! hahha!

Seriously Spastic!

Ohh, I am SO in love with FUNN!!!
It started with an innocent game of bowling and somehow ended when my parents wouldn't stop calling me and ordered me to come home!!
Geez.. I suppose even "cool parents" have their limits!
But see.. I had such a good time, even that couldn't spoil my mood for the rest of this night.

Anyway, thank you Pae, Azraai, Alia, Syafiq and Arep for making this particular girl completely delirious for the night!!
Forget Johor. This night had been way more fun than the entire trip!!
LOVE!!

ps: More pics on fotopages!

Dang!

I'm home!
Will have a proper update later.. maybe.

Right now I'd only want to say that I am rather pissy about something! roawr!
On a lighter note, I think it says a lot when after being away from the computer for 3 days.. It's the first thing I run to when I got home, and checked my email. Which turned out to be a complete dud. sheesh!
So I'm running away from it now.

Later!

Blasts from the past.

Now, I can't speak for everyone who are featured in this entry.. but for me, I miss the used-to-laugh-a-lot I had.
I was actually looking for a video.. (Beta-year video clip assignment, anyone?) Wish I had a copy of it but I don't -- so if you (whomever you are..) have the Fungus Amongus video.. (God, I can't even remember what the song's title anymore!) please please.. tell me!!
Anyway, while I was looking, I actually found my old website that I hardly remember it existed and there were these;
Blast #1
Blast #2
Blast #3
Blast #4
Blast #5
Boy, weren't we young!
Hope you guys are having a wonderful life! I know just reading your blog every now and then doesn't really mean that I know what's really going on with your lives.

Okay, I SO need to pack my bag, like NOW!
ohh right.. Heppy Birthday Sapik!! ahhahaha!

Another video..

Did my second ever vlog today! You can watch it on LifeLogger.

Hey babe!

Ohh.. what unnecessary ideas occupying me since last night!
Okay. Planning a very quick entry so here goes.

1. I have funny friends who knew me too well that it annoys and amuses me in the same time.
2. I am rather harsh.. NO. Very harsh to my acquaintances when they say the wrong things to me -- like when they want to get too personal with me when I don't feel half as comfortable with them. (Yes, I admit that I have a huge thick wall between me and most people.)
3. I am more open to strangers than I am to acquaintances -- which is just ODD! Never mind this.
4. Hanis is flying back tomorrow!!
5. Last night my mom asked me if Azraai hadn't had any other friends that ME -- which I responded with a big BIG laugh!
6. Arep promoted his Archifest that'll be on August 25th to September 2nd. (I like passing things on!)
7. Need to reload my mobile if I want to get back to Dani's SMS last week! ahhahaha!! I'm such a horrible friend.
8. Asha messaged my Y!M last night, out of the blue but I have to admit, I like catching up to my old friends.. I do.
9. I'm going for a short road trip to JB and Singapore tomorrow! 'Til Tuesday. woo~hoo!! I've always wanted to go to Singapore -- just because it's the neighbouring country and I've never ever been there!
10. Got to go now.. My sister just called and asked if I had wanted to come with her and see the Ghost and Ghouls Exhibition in Shah Alam Museum. hohho!

Currently listening to: Sexed Up by Robbie Williams

Rain.

Ohh by the way..
Your ability to be intimate with others may be influenced by a lack of commitment. You may find it difficult to make emotional promises, even if you are married. People you don't know well may find you somewhat distant.
Haha!! I don't know if that's a compliment or something else. It started alright, then it goes the other way, I think!
Take the Palm Read Test now.

Tired.. Not exactly a strenuous day, but it was mentally tiring.
I played bowling today! My scores were 115 - 127 - 113! Hahha! 100 points average.. Not so pathetic after all!

Gathering.

I survived the gathering!!

Well, I dearly love to laugh and I managed that a few times so I must say.. the meeting wasn't all that bad! Me and Rai swore not to ditch each other and we.. almost didn't. hahha! Well, it was alright.

I especially love catching up to Nani. A SHOUT OUT TO NANII!! I'm now convinced that I remember the recipe to her mom's famous fried macaroni. heh!
Talking to Leen (Arep's girl) about our old days in choir was hilarious too!!

So really.. I loooove to laugh and since I had expected the whole thing to be dreadful, the gathering was pretty alright!

Thank you Azraai for bringing me out.. again!
I'm completely amazed that everyone completely remembers everyone else! (A huge exception to me o'course since I'm a big fat cow at remembering people!)

ps: there's a bit of a video I uploaded on LifeLogger!

My funny friend and me.

me: tomorrow.. if I say that I'm not going,
me: tell me that I've promised myself
me: if I get all stubborn
me: you have the rights to say anything bad to me
rai: it's alright, if you get stubborn..
rai: you just see what I'll do
rai: I have your address
rai: so you better prepare if you're not coming
rai: move away or something

Raja Muda gathering tonight.
Two of my school friends were trying to convince me to go. (Uggh! Gatherings! How dreadful!) I gave in -- oddly.
Mid-year resolution! TRY NOT TO BE SO MUCH OF AN ANTI-SOCIAL!!

I reckon I will be dragged to tomorrow's gathering.
If only boys weren't so amusing.
I'm going to blame you two if I don't have any fun at the gathering!!

Azraai busuuuk!

haha. Thanks pet!!

Had a really fun outing. (Tiring!) But I thought it was neat! Thanks Azraai for being such a buddy!! Me - looove!

Had a breakfast date with the dude and it went out of "control" after we decided to catch a movie. So we went to Midvalley and saw Click which turned out to be a really good film! We loved it. Surprisingly awesome! (See it.. watch it! Make Adam Sandler richer! haha!)

Then we had lunch.. yada yada yadaaa.. I'm sure you're not interested in the details but let's summarize it to "a really nice outing!"
I bet passer-bys were annoyed by us when we kept talking about Europe for most of the time. haha!

We went to KLCC since he hasn't been to the place since he got back. Walked around which only got our feets tired. 7-something we left for KL Central and decided to hang out in Starbucks - which I think was the coolest thing we did in the entire day 'coz we played CHESS!! Hilarious! We were like so paranoid with every move!

Then we went home.. Took the commuter and later the taxi. It got Azraai back home first so for the rest of my journey, I made friends with the driver - and he was cool! haha!! I had real fun today! Don't know if Azraai thinks so too..

Thank you Azraai for bringing me out today!!
Appreciate everything. huhuu.. I am SO going to treat you when I get rich and famous! hahhaha!!

There's nothing better in the world than going around with someone great to talk with - and you are just that, pet!!

ps: Dah lupe ape tadi ye yee nak cerita. Ape ek tadi? Man. Short term memory lost again!
pps: Zodiac sign compatibility is SO NOT mumbo-jumbo, okkaaay!

uninspired.

No update.
Absolutely na-da.

I spent 5 minutes trying to think the Malay word for "muse".
Whole five minutes!
I have no muse right now. Completely uninspired.