Ik wacht al zo lang.

Currently listening to:
I think Dutch is one of the unprettiest languanges on Earth. It's rather hard to catch up on like Japanese or Cantonese. There's a lot of -gh sounds that sometimes makes you want to spit out some phlegm with the words. heehee. But I suppose if you spend some time, surrounded by Dutchs you will eventually pick something up.

This song was popular when I was in Rotterdam and these days I seem to hum to it sometimes. heh!

Me and my dad were watching Ed just a while ago and it was the episode where Ed went on a road trip to run away from Carol and her wedding plans. One time Carol called him and he made himself sound like he was having fun with a bunch of girls.. and what did my dad say?
"Pathetic."
Heyyyy!! That's Ed you're talking about there!!
So I went and told my dad that he was trying NOT to sound pathetic. That it was his ego talking. haha!

I think I understood Ed too well for my own good.

Ohh! And I found these when I turned on my old computer the other day. heehee.

Now these old photos are reminding me of that day Bahijah and I had break-fast together and that time we talked about my final days in MMU. *blushing mixed with a strong feeling of hitting my head with the telephone sitting next to the computer* Okay, I realize that I am a rather forgetful person but I think I am letting myself to forget about too many stuff that it's bad!! I feel like I actually NEED to hold a grudge on someone but I FORGOT and now it's too late 'coz I'm already being nice to that person! ahahahha!! Bahijah, I know you know about this.. Crap!
Well, at least I'm chirpy again. Left all my worries with those Cyberia keys. Although now I still feel extremely shameful and stupid about those "things". hahha! Bahijah was like one of my old diaries for reminding me about the stuff that I thought was important when I was young. heehee! Not all good, but amusing.

Bila nak tengok Devil Wears Prada nihh?

Currently listening to:
It's time like this when I wish I had a boo so I could sing this song and mean it. hahha!! Maybe someone like Channing Tatum.. hahhahha!! He kinda reminds me of Wentworth Miller actually. A "sensitive brute-looking" guy if you'd let me call them that! heehee.

I spent the day in front of the computer and had Channing Tatum-marathon. Well, I just saw two of his films; She's The Man and Step Up. sigh. He's SO hot! Basically I spent the day lusting over a man I can never meet. heehee. I also watched the second episode of Ghost Whisperer and the pilot of Heroes which was.. intriguing! Well, it's almost unoriginal and slow at the beginning but I'm keen on any super-power-based story so heyy, I'm a sucker for this stuff!

So there.. that's how I kill my time these days.
Maybe I'll watch She's The Man again later. Channing was stupidly adorable in it! Me like! (feeling stupid now 'cause I'm grinning too much.) But I'm hoping that the Prison Break and Heroes download will finish soon.

Cheers!

I'm proud to announce that I now feel perfectly EMPTY.
Well, I might have mistaken it with sadness but I'd like to think that I feel empty - since I am. Especially since Dida told me not to feel sad, so NO Dida.. I am not sad! heehee.
Having three people that you most care about, flew away in two days does that to you I think!
But I'm feeling slightly better right now since I'm chatting with my sister through my shoutbox, which I think is funny but very nice. And that russian casanova had left me a message. hahha! And that Hanis had emailed me the pictures of Saturday evening! (going to upload it now..)

For a lighter note, I was considering of doing this while I was browsing Bahijah's blog, and then there it was. The "answer". She listed my name to do this so what to do?
Hahha! What a lame excuse, to say that I have to do this when I want to do it anyways! I am such a sucker for surveys/quizzes.

5 things I would do if I were a millionaire.
1. Buy a house for my parents. that sounds nice doesn't it? but the fact is I feel like they should live in a better house before I have any thoughts of moving out! But seriously, I don't need to be a millionaire to think of buying them a house.
2. Drop everything and fall off from the radar for six months and just travel. I am the master of dropping everything, after all!
3. Charity.. as much as I am willing to part with my money.
4. Have a great big feast with all my friends. No - have MULTIPLE great big feasts with all my friends!
5. Shop. Splurge. For myself and family. The kiddies. Those people that I care. Books! IKEA! hahhahahah!!

5 bad habits.
Just 5? This is going to be tough.
1. Not caring as much as I should. fickleness?
2. Being too moody for any social activities.
3. Curse when I'm angry.
4. Annoy people when I get the NEED to correct their grammar or pronounciation. their ignorance is not my bliss.
5. The preferability of keeping my feelings kept away so I can hold on to my pride.

5 things I hate doing.
1. Being angry. anger makes me stupid. seriously!
2. Missing people. longing for someone makes me stupid.
3. Listen to nags. people who nags too much seemed stupid in my eyes. I'd rather not be around stupidity.
Cant' think of another two! Just that I don't DO things I hate so I forget what I hate until I actually hate it.

5 things I will never do.
Honestly, I haven't got anything that I've resolute to NEVER doing EVER just yet since I love the idea of trying everything at least once! And I read people's entry about to never kill another human being, but I won't say that since I probably would if the situation needs me to - eg. I'm being attacked by a mugger/rapist!

5 things I regret doing.
hahha!! Crap.
1. Being too proud of feelings that I let the moments passed.
That's it, really. It's quite safe to say that my life surrounds what I feel about things and if anything screws over, I usually blame my feelings.

5 favourite toys or things.
1. My Hard Rock Cafe pins.
2. My Moleskine notebook.
3. My copy of Jane Austen's Pride and Prejudice.
4. Dida's Konica Minolta.
Number 5 is yet to be determined. haha!

5 people I choose to do this.
only if they wish to. Honestly, I chose these people since I can't think of any other people! hahahah!!
1. Ana Rosie-Posie! Bahijah tagged her too but she hasn't done it yet!
2. Cik Alia.
3. Incik Cine. hohoho!
4. Ecah. I reckon she'll be busy to entertain this but I need a name!
5. Ablen!! hahha! So he'll have something to update his blog with!

Now now..

I'm not exactly in the mood to write but I find it amusing that Dida reads my blog even when she's home so I reckon that she'll check my blog when she's settled back in Rotterdam. So here..

Feeling.. Well.. NOT feeling what I usually felt. Stoic is probably the word but Rai is convinced that I own no emotion and that I'm cold blooded. His exact words - which are totally MEAN and I'd rather not try to explain anymore of it!
Azraai, I'm not mad. Especially when you made me laugh by saying the exact opposite of the earlier statements. Grr.. (geram!) hahha!
Plus, how can I be mad at you when you're leaving?

People always leave.
So here I am typing away - and writing a short message for Hanis who's also leaving later today.
I'm definitely NOT going to cry even though Cine said I looked like I was about to cry yesterday. hahha! I think I've been getting that a lot.

Hey love.

Somehow I just felt like saying that.

Might I just say that knowing that my friends reads this blog kinda blows sometimes. haha! Sorry guys.
Just sometimes I feel like writing something that I wouldn't want people to say, "aah, Wanie is feeling this!" when they finish reading it.

Ohh what am I saying!

Hey life.

Suppressed memories?

I got what I wanted!
To meet up with Bahijah and Ana!! heehee. That was really fun. The original plan was to catch a movie and then have break-fast but KTM Commuter had to be a knob and made my journey a challenge and got me late for absolutely no reason!! grr.

But never mind that since the rest was so much fun and it had been SUCH a long time since I last saw Bahijah. Basically she picked me up from Kepong station and we went to OU. Walked around 'til around 6:30 and we went to Fish & Co. and ordered up. (Bahijah had wanted to try Manhattan Fish Market, but whatdyaknoww.. there isn't one in OU!! haha!)

Started walking around again at eight and decided to get a drink. We were just resting our feet, talking about old stuff when somehow we decided to call Ana (whom had cancelled the day before!) to ask where she was. Turned out she was at home so we kidnapped her and went to Rasta (a place in TTDI) and sit some more.
Left at quarter past eleven to send Ana to MMU and then Bahijah sent me back to Shah Alam.

But not before we got lost around Section 27 and the Carlsberg factory!! hahahha!! I am so dumb around those areas.

Bahijah and Ana got to vent. They also reminded me of my old dark days that I have seemed to forgotten - which I now think was idiotically funny.. yet slightly depressing! hahha!! Obviously, they've seen me at my worst and I find it incredible that I am capable of forgetting all that!
God, I don't really wish to remember that but as Bahijah had said.. We were young. Yes, I was. Not too sure if you guys were! heehee.

Ohh Lily and Rosie.. we SO have to do this again!
Minus the bad-memories recollection, though. *wink*
As you can see.. the blog is messier as I've added more photos on the design! hahha! (Can't help myself.)

Oooh! HEPPY BIRTHDAY SHAHNON!!

sigh.

God loves me too much and I'm a spoilt brat.

Pictures of Harry Potter and the Order of Phoenix are on Yahoo!

I'm direct-linking. I feel bad.

How irritating.

The last time I updated the blog was yesterday morning and all day.. ALL DAY I felt as if the last time I wrote was a WEEK ago!!
Talk about hypergraphia. The world seemed too slow when I don't write. Yet I feel irritated that I have no self resistance right now for writing about nothing remotely important - not even to me which is the whole purpose of this blog in the first place!
I should learn to stop hating myself. That's for sure.

Let's see.. I didn't get any sleep two days ago. Why?
I waited for some downloads to finish which is completely idiotic but that's what I do.. all the time. So yeah, I'm an idiot.
I saw Prison Break from episode 1 through episode 6 - which I probably should've done sooner since they were bloody brilliant!!! Honestly.. Smart people amazes me! Especially when they looked like anything but a nerd or a geek! HAHAHAHA!!

I'm turning into one of those people I used to hate. The ones who won't wait for their favourite show to get into the telly and download everything from the internet. heehee. I know, I shouldn't hate them.. Now I feel like a total hypocrite!
I mean, downloading JUST House is fine.. but now I'm looking forward to Thursday and Monday for Grey's Anatomy and Prison Break. Also waiting for the download of Ghost Whisperer to finish. haha!! Now I'm battling with myself if I should download Lost come next week.
I have no self preservation. No self preservation and no self resistance = perfect idiot.

Ohh, the other day my sister was stuck watching the Chinese series that I am currently following; Proud of Twins, weekdays at 7pm on 8TV. She knew me too well when the screen was on a close up to one of the actors, she said "patutlaa tengok cite nieee!" (no wonder you're watching this!)
There was once a time when Chinese series were all I watched. The year 2000, the year when I got my Yahoo! account. heehee. (see where I'm going?)

Okay. That's it for now.
I am rather annoyed that the only times I had brilliant ideas are when I'm having my shower and by the time I'm drying myself, the ideas disappeared. grr.

G'morning.

Yes, I said "good".

So I'm back. The trip was cut short since Dida had to be back in town as soon as possible. Her whacked bosses suddenly told her that she's going to be sent back to Rotterdam this Sunday!
Crap! I was getting used to having her - and the camera - around! (heh!)
Plus the fact that I envy anyone who's going to Europe as I am missing everything about it!
I'm certain that I'll be moody the entire weekend since Dida's leaving on Sunday and Rai and Hanis will be flying off on that Monday! sigh.

I really need to find more friends who are closer to home! heehee.
(naah.. then I won't be miserable and I won't be me if I am not miserable - sometimes.)

I am looking forward to meeting up my old buddies soon, though! Hope all the break-fast plans (if there is one!) are going to turn alright! I'm hopeful. Either Thursday or Friday with the hobbits (wow, haven't used that word for a while!) and Saturday with the beasties. Hopeful. Hopeful.
Rai, one last bowling? Or maybe sit around at the park? HA-HA-HA!!

I've forced myself to write recently. Don't ask me how that's turning out!
Just a thought for the ending.. I am rather cynical, aren't I? I've always imagined myself more like a tree-hugger than anything but boy, do I have high imaginations? sigh.

Currently listening to: Sampai Menutup Mata by Acha Septriasa.
(I think I'll put this song on loop until someone introduces me to a different song!)

Wanie out.

Happy Ramadhan everyone!

I am a little happy that I've found a great counter to replace my Jellycounter which has suddenly gone missing since last month. sigh. But really, this new one is cheering me a bit.

So I'll be out of town for a couple of days.
For the first time I am glad that someone else is making my plans for me. heh!
(Can you see the dusts on my tail already?)
I'm not exactly dropping out of the radar so you can still have me at the end of the phone line, alright?

Man, I could do with some food right now. haha!
Have an awesome break-fast everyone! Take care.

Feelings.. feelings..

I was thinking about a conversation I had with a friend yesterday.
She was asking me about what I want to achieve in life and I told her I don't know. I also told her that I only said that to avoid from really explaining to her what I want from life. She wonders why is it so hard for me to answer a simple, basic question.
Well, there's nothing simple about life, babe.

I honestly can't talk about life so conveniently. I can't talk about ANYTHING so conveniently, actually!
It's when I talk about something so freely that you should start to worry.
When I easily put my words together.. it usually meant that I am detached from the subject. That I'm seeing the topic from a different perspective and that I don't really feel for the subject.
Do you get me, girl?

You might read this entry so fluently but you have no idea how long it took me to figure out the next word after another. How many times I reread and corrected my lines.
So yeah, that's my secret. I don't come up with an entry in a flash, unless it's only my report of what I've been doing for the rest of the day - which of course, a bimbo can do.
And no, I don't put my feelings on my sleeves like most had expected. heh. Which I'm sure my closest buds have known. The reason why I love them so much!! For letting me be, yet still hangs around until I'm ready to speak. sigh.

I was singing to Acha's song earlier and Dida shouted from our room to ask what song was I singing to. I got her to listen to it and she told me a sob story that somehow I could relate to.
For a brief moment we both cried and boy, I was glad that our parents weren't home. Dida must have been screaming inside to tell someone about what's kept inside her.
I feel sorry that she had to go through what she's going through.
Life HAS GOT to be FAIR!! God, please please let her get what she's looking for. Please please don't keep her from looking for the rest of her life. Somehow let me know that things are going to be alright!

JAG is back on Star World, picked up right where it had left things hanging. So besides everything else, I am glad for that.
Yet I'm starting to well up again.. crap!!

Hope you guys are having a better start at Ramadhan.

Currently listening to:

Embun di pagi buta
Menebarkan bau basah
Detik demi detik ku hitung
Inikah saat ku pergi?

Oh Tuhan ku cinta dia
Berikanlah aku hidup
Takkan ku sakiti dia
Hukum aku bila terjadi

Aku tak mudah untuk mencintai
Aku tak mudah mengaku ku cinta
Aku tak mudah mengatakan
Aku jatuh cinta

Senandungku hanya untuk cinta
Tirakatku hanya untuk engkau
Tiada dusta sumpah ku cinta
Sampai ku menutup mata
Cintaku sampai ku menutup mata

Wasn't planning on updating the blog today, but then I found this song!
Can I say that this is my song? haha!
By the way, this is Sampai Menutup Mata by Acha Septriasa. Acha is Luna in that new Indonesian film, Heart.

Ohh, and I took this song from Shahrir's Lifelogger.
Thanks dude!

Back for the weekend.

My sister is back for the weekend (honestly, the woman is crazy!)
She was on a flight to Singapore yesterday morning, and today she's back at home. Why? Because she had felt like it!
Seriously disturbed.

She was supposed to work in Singapore for two weeks.. well, she still is but she went back home to get the car. She complained to me about there wasn't any water source in the toilets in Singapore and said she had to buy a bottle of 3-Singapore Dollar EVIAN!
hahhaha!! Can you imagine her, using Evian to wash her private parts? hahha!

Okay, I'm having a headache.
And it's cold and I hate having to go to the loo every 15 minutes. grr.

Will I or will I not?

Okay. It's that time of year when I rain myself with old thoughts that worries and saddens me. To be honest, I had written a different entry earlier. Well, actually I did the same Q&A that you can find on Alia's blog but truth be told.. I find myself way more depressing through my answers.
Of course, I don't expect anyone to actually think that of me but I know how I think and I think it sounds depressing.

A downside to hiding your feelings. heh!

Honestly I can't quite figure out anyone to be entirely happy their entire life since I am turning out like this. haha! Oh I don't know. I'd like to think I'm generally happy.. but what do you think?
D'you think I generally sound happy? (Okay, maybe I do.) But you have to take note on my old entries as well - which I think NO ONE will have the patience to go through all 1,500 of them!

I think it'll take a full day for me to explain the way I feel right now and I can only think of 2 persons who could actually understand them if ever I told them, but I won't burden them or the rest of you who reads this blog.
If ever you wonder about what's going through my mind at this very moment, thank you very much. Even if you're only pretending to care.

I'm changing the subject now.
Running :: away
Alternative :: routes
Cope :: life
Lots :: nothingness
Sympathetic :: not
Barn :: chicken
Totally :: clueless
Baby :: poo
Undeniable :: feelings
Watermelon :: red
by Unconciousc Mutterings.

Rajen berbahasa Melayu

See what I did?
Instead of saying "malas nak cakap English", I said "rajen berbahasa Melayu". Honestly, writing, speaking and THINKING in English comes natural to me and writing in Malay will be a challenge! Not saying that I have perfect English or there is anything wrong with Malay languange but you'll see how weird I'd sound..

OK! Melayu!
Rasenye kalau tulis dalam Melayu macam lagi sukar sebab rase berbelah; nak cakap baku atau pasar. OK, pasar la kot tapi still masih.. susahh!!
Haritu entah kenape Muz mentioned cakap something sesuatu pasal me Wanie asyik cakap Inggeris and dan dia suruh try cuba tak cakap Inggeris in dalam satu hari but tapi belom sampai seminit Wanie dah masukkan brape word perkataan English Inggeris daa..
Macam sekarang ni laa.. sangat FAIL!! GAGAL!!
Macam bodo juge sebab tak dapat nak tulis flawless perfect urghh!! Tak dapat nak tulis satu perenggan without tanpa satu salah pon.
So Baik berhenti sekarang dan tulis seperti kebiasaannye..

ENGLISH!!
Even my dad thinks it's horrible of me to use an italic font when I throw in some Malay words as I write. hoho!
Haven't got much to write actually. So here's a vlog me and Alia did at the end of yesterday. There's a quick message to Azraai and Syafiq! Would you believe it, this vlog-ending is longer than the rest of the day's vlog!! (You can see that one on LL!)

Double trouble.

Crap! Double crapp!!!
Will go through that in a jiffy, but now I'm going to tell you what I did for the rest of the day.

I played Yahoo! Pool for the first time last night and I was slaughtered by Dar. Seriously, I feel defected. Completely lousy!
I was glad he decided to go to sleep after the fifth game and saved me from further embarassment! haha! Btw, Ablen, you said you're going to update your blog so where is it?? Liar liar, pants on fire.

Okay, I woke up around noon by Alia's call whom had asked if I had wanted to catch a movie; Heart. eek!! ME WAAANT!
I heard people talk about how touching the movie was and I'd like to find out!
So we went to Midvalley and bought tickets for the 2:30 show of Heart and The Banquet at 4:25! Yes.. Double trouble is the word -- or wordS. (grammatical error ticks me!)

Had a quick lunch at Food Junction, (see what I did? Instead of saying "foodcourt", I had made the place sound like a restaurant! haha!) and missed the advestisements at the beginning of the show.

Heart was..
Alright. It wasn't as touching and sad as I hoped it was. Of course, I shed a little tear at this one part (which I probably shouldn't reveal) but honestly I had hoped for more! I had wanted to come out of the cinema wailing and screaming "Why God, whyyy!!" - but I didn't. So I was disappointed by the word-of-mouth that was obviously untrustworthy. grr. But there were some scenes that I thought were amusing enough to not make me feel like I had wasted my time. The scripts of some parts were.. nice. Wish I had remembered them. sigh.
So would I recommend this film? Only if you're at the cinema before six pm and you have your student card with you! But if you love the idea of an alternate-universe version of Kuch Kuch Hota Hai, you'd love this! (note: I don't.)
Err.. have I said too much?

The Banquet was HILARIOUS!! haha! Sorry.. it was not, really. But I was struck by a giggling fit at the end of the film so I can't help but remembering just that! As Alia had said to me earlier, it was like an Asian style of Shakespear. The drama and romantization of it all was very Shakespear-like, I agreed. But I loved it! The film was very.. poignant. Plus, there's Daniel Wu in it! How can anyone possibly hate Daniel Wu?? haha! But honestly, the way I see it, it is about love and power. And you know how those two don't get along.
If you like to cook up a theory, this is definitely a movie for you!
But what do I know.. we missed the first five minutes from running from cinema 17 to cinema 3. heh!

Alia sent me home afterwards since she have a dinner to attend to while I absent mindedly turned the computer on -- completely forgetting to watch that Chinese series on 8TV, Proud of Twins. urrgh! I am hitting myself now! How can I forget??
It has Cheung Wai Kin and Nicholas Tse in it! urgghh!!

Currently listening to: Pencinta Wanita by Irwansyah.
(this song sangat chumelll!!)

Rindu Murni.. and some-else.

This is sad.

I woke up. Got into the shower. Turned on the computer. And logged on to Y!M.
First thing I saw was Azraai's status message;
"Al-fatihah buat sahabat kite Ahmad Idris Helmi--"

Not THAT Idris, I hoped.

So I messaged Azraai and asked.
rai: idris helmi
rai: standard-school mate
rai: accident
me: fair skin, with specticles?
rai: yep
rai: passed away this morning

It was that Idris..

I can't remember when was the last time I talked to him. I can barely remember his face, to be truth.. but I remembered him from my first week in 1 Jingga.
School bell rang, my mom was outside waiting for me to come out and come home with her. We were walking through the assembly area and Idris ran towards me.
"Ida, let's play tag!" (Ida, jom main keja keja!)
I was torn. My mom was smiling next to me. I looked up at her and asked what I should say, and she told me that I was going home.
"I'm going home.." (Kite nak balek rumah laa)
He said okay, and ran off to join his friends.

He was among the first people I talked to in school.
Among the first people I talked to in LIFE, really. (Family excluded)
sigh. Even my parents remembers him!. Any time I mentioned a guy named Idris (eg. the LOUD Idris who lives in Sec. 4, cousins with icky Syed Ridhwan) they'd ask me if he was the Idris from standard one.

Sigh.
I'm not sure if I am lucky to have not talked to him for so many years or unlucky for it.

hahahha!!

nak nangis boleh tak?

ahhahahahahahahaha!!!

Not myself.

Feeling weird.
Sickly to be precise.
Maybe because I hadn't had a real, proper sleep in days! hahha! I'm not exactly down with a fever or any form of flu but my entire body aches as if I had run a 3-mile marathon. (I realize 3 miles isn't really anything but bear in mind that I don't DO running.. or jogging for that matter.)
I miss sleeping. I miss to actually rest while I'm sleeping. So if you ask me what was troubling me that I can't even feel rested when I sleep -- I HAVE NO IDEA!

Suppose I can blame this person for reminding me stuff that I had wished to forget. Well, maybe I wasn't doing a good job at trying to forget anyways! sigh. If only things were measly so I wouldn't have to talk about it and really.. just forget!
Guess maybe I wasn't meant to forget it just yet.
I'm rambling.
NO. I'm trying to tell you something without actually telling you. I tend to do that a lot, don't I? It's that crap where I hate to admit what I really feel.

Somebody had told me not to be embarassed by what I feel. Well, I can't help it. This is Wanie, always hiding her feelings when she can help it. Mind, I can never hide my thoughts but I'm always hiding what I feel. Or at least smother one feeling by another feeling. I think I'm the kind of person who would rather lose a friend than to share my true feelings with them. There's another word for this -- EGO!! hahhaha!! Let's call it "pride" so it'd sound better. heh!

I seriously have some trust issues. grr. I hate myself for that. Just because I'd rather be more open than cynical. Somehow I always imagined myself being laughed at when I actually open up. sigh.
Guess I'm too used to people laughing at my thoughts and that's fine. I just can't bear the thought of people laughing at what I feel. And I'm too used to people not taking me seriously and I'm afraid that they would.. too much.
When I'm never certain of myself.

I'm thinking.. and it's raining.


Would you want me when I'm not myself?

(The lyrics to this song is in my October 2002 archive. I think that's a telling of something.)

hahha!!

I jinxed the hiatus. I was doing fine until I post that "hiatus" entry. Crap!
And all those people whom had asked why I haven't updated the blog!! ahahha!! I just can't help ittt!!!
I have low self resistance! eeeekkk!!
I feel weak and helpless.

So these are what you've missed;
1. Rai, Alia and I went to see You, Me and Dupree last Wednesday and enjoyed it! Well, I honestly think you don't HAVE to see it in the cinema but it was time well spent and I looove those two! (Yes, Azraai.. you're included. booo!)
2. We had an odd sort of hang out on Friday 'cause both Rai and Alia only had an hour to waste and we spent it at Luca's Pizza in Subang! haha! Later Rai and I went to the Pasar Malam and ended up in Syed Bistro for another hour!
3. Sometime in the week, I woke up with a single tear in the corner of my eye. I'm afraid to try hard enough to remember what I dreamt about.
4. Alia drilled me with some scary questions last night! ahhaha!!
5. Had a brilliant time with the beasties earlier!! Can't wait to see them again.

6. More lame videos uploaded on my LL.7. I was the object of attention earlier for wearing so differently from any typical Malaysian and MAN! I don't give a crap! hahha! I don't get called "selamba" by Zul for nothing, okkaay! I'd say what I like and I'd do what I want. Apparently I get some attention for it. tralallaa~
8. Oh right, thanks to Asha for running me through getting my very own torrent files! LOL! I know, I know.. there must've been at least 5 people who had told me to get torrent before her. Asha was the best seller then!

HANISSS!! Nak gambaaaa!! Photos from me akan diupload esok! Ehh.. I mean later today!